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  1. 05-06-2006, 06:04 PM #1
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    i need help brothers, suicide

    i cant stop thinking about it. i just realized i was in my pct, girl friend dumped me, no friends, family doesnt have a clue, job is a joke, like so far is a waste of parents money, career joice--theather, oh what a good idea. my dreams and aspirations are shit. im already drunk, and have take the sleeping pills. and its in tears that i writhe this message, i dont know who to turn too. i tried emailing one of those suicide hotlines lol they never responded. im taken that as a sign from god.


    please ehlp
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    im already drunk, and have take the sleeping pills.
    you have already taken the pills?
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    Dude... make yourself throw up.. with any luck you'll jsut pass out and sleep it off, waking feeling lucky as hell... what the hell.. trying to escape your problems is weak, face them.. improve your life and prove to everyone that you're good shit... thats what'll make you feel better.. not drinking and wasting even more of your life
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    my MSN handle is under my post count if you want..I know what its like to be all alone
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    .. I apologize, I must sound like a real bitch.. just trying to light a fire under you I guess... what Myka said about being alone though... thinking baout that I understand a bit more.. I've felt alone plenty of times, and it hurts and I hate it... and I know what it's like to be willing to do anything to make it go away... just think about the people who would miss you if you were gone... you're never really alone...
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    Hay....

    Just come down...

    You know.. every body have a low week on AAS.

    Dont go for a low mode just becous you drunk... ore something els..
    Every body have a realy bade weaks..

    I know tow... the feel when you dont feel enything. everything is empty..

    If you are drunk NOW.... AND HAVE this thought I comand you to get som Amfetamin N O W!! And relax for 10 minut and you wil be speeded and then just let you minde get cleared andmore close in the habbit and think about a you with take this like a man.. Dont think about a woman.. a woman is just nothing more then you **** with.. just think about you self...
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    dont think about more then what you are do about a week.. ora a year..
    about a year you will laugh about everything and you willl feel you proud about you avata face to use.. but dont care.. we are all children of our own time.. you dont need to feel stuped.. a bro is a bro....

    you will laugh about this.. in time..but for us this have never hapend.. a bro`s proud is a life of a proud as a face..
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  7. 05-06-2006, 06:39 PM #7
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    idont know if this is a good idea or not guy"s... but here go's...DUDE, STOP AND THINK FOR JUST A SECOND!!!!!! NOW IF YOU WANT I'M WILLING TO POST MY HOME PHONE # FOR YOU ...JUST ASK
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    Dont do it man there is always light at the end of the tunnel. My three and half year old daughter died in my arms from cancer. Believe me, I know how low you can get. I contemplated suicide as well but I am very glad I didnt do it. Call one of the hotlines, forget about emailing. Call me if you want, just PM me your phone number and I will call you
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    come on man they dont have ar up in heaven. look man you have many people, look at these post we all care eventhough we just know you through robkesl
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    Dont do it, things could be worse PM me if you need to talk
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  11. 05-06-2006, 06:59 PM #11
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    Trying to kill yourself en't no fun, i've been there. Think about all the pain you'll cause to your loved ones man. Hang in there, all the 'friends' you need are right here on the site.
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    Quote Originally Posted by robkesl
    i cant stop thinking about it. i just realized i was in my pct, girl friend dumped me, no friends, family doesnt have a clue, job is a joke, like so far is a waste of parents money, career joice--theather, oh what a good idea. my dreams and aspirations are shit. im already drunk, and have take the sleeping pills. and its in tears that i writhe this message, i dont know who to turn too. i tried emailing one of those suicide hotlines lol they never responded. im taken that as a sign from god.


    please ehlp
    dude...you're at my school.......throw up now........who are you anyway? do you workout at the rec center????.....stop and think about it......don't run from your problems
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  13. 05-06-2006, 07:35 PM #13
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    dont be selfish bro...
    ive been in the clinic 2 times for suicide when i was 16 and 17......
    thats where i got into lifting....
    your only gonna hurt the ones who care about you, even though at times it doesnt seem neone does, they really do, its just in ur head...
    now puke that shit up.....
    nothing easy in life has meaning......its suppose to be hard
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    i hope ur ok brutha...i've been goin through similar shit...im in pct to and ex probs..ex gf's and not knowin what ur doin w/ ur life isnt the end of the world...life isnt always fun but u have to pull through the hard times to see who and what really matters....pm me if u wanna talk...
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    Quote Originally Posted by RuhlFreak55
    dude...you're at my school.......throw up now........who are you anyway? do you workout at the rec center????.....stop and think about it......don't run from your problems
    whoa thats weird, same school.
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  16. 05-06-2006, 08:29 PM #16
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    Has anyone heard from him? Is he OK?
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    Quote Originally Posted by Carlos_E
    Has anyone heard from him? Is he OK?
    Nothing so far, I asked the mods to do an IP check and try and track him down via his service provider
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  18. 05-06-2006, 08:35 PM #18
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    mate if your still reading, just remember that things always work out, and things are never as bad in the morning. dont do anything daft or selfish, death is as final as it gets, and aint nothing more boring than being dead. it doesnt matter what you go through in life, its still LIFE, which is the most important thing in the world.
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  19. 05-06-2006, 08:37 PM #19
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    how ya making out fella? Why dony yopu try and meet up with Ruhl, you should try and see if you can talk to him for a bit. i would do you a lot of good, imo. and who cant use another friend.

    Hope you make out ok, and feel free to pm me if you need to talk. i can try and help you out and just be there to listen to.

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    He was logged on up until a couple of mins ago, now he is offline
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    **** this is freakin me out
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    Quote Originally Posted by ~fuelforfire~
    **** this is freakin me out
    damn sure its abit concerning. hope dudes ok.
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    suck it up brother. we're all here for you.
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  24. 05-06-2006, 09:39 PM #24
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    we ALL know how you are feelin BRO PLEASE everyone thinks about this stuff. I just got dumped too. thought it was the real thing. PM me , we can talk about it together. suicide is SELFISH you can't do that to the ones that love you!! PLEASE PM US, we will help you out man !!! I have been there before I know!!!
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    Suicide is for the weak ........ Man up and prove to urself that you can get through ur problems .... nothing in this world is worth taking ur own life over ..... you know u got us bro's on here at AR to talk to u if u need us .... hope to hear from u soon .... real soon
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    Its OK to be down brother. We all get low and want to just give up. Just remember: We will not be judged by how many times we fall down, but by HOW MANY TIMES WE GET BACK UP!! So come on robkesl, PLEASE get up one more time!!!
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    Quote Originally Posted by big k.l.g
    Trying to kill yourself en't no fun, i've been there. Think about all the pain you'll cause to your loved ones man. Hang in there, all the 'friends' you need are right here on the site.
    Been there too...
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    Nark, can the mods do anything here??? Like Kale suggested
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    Hey Rob let us know how you're doing. You have have hundreds or even thousands of people here on AR that care about you. Remember that you're never alone. You always have one of us.
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    This dudes either dead in an emergency room or come to some sense by now, RuhlFreak55 will probably know something come his next school day.

    Rob my heart goes out to you tonight stay up friend...
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    U asked for help and many people reached out, but you took off, never responded, etc.

    They tried but you can't reach deaf ears.

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    has anyone heard from this guy.i hope hes ok. brother we have all been there i am only 19 i used to think about sucied all the time. i finally told my mom and get conuseling you just need someone to talk to. i just got dumped by my ex gf to.i hurts but you have to pull through and show you can get through anything.we all have bad wks i had one last wk and i wanted to die i though it would never end.but hey i got through and had a blast this weekend.everyday is a new beining.
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    im still here, um. i did injest many sleeping pills, and i had alot of mr. daniels. thank fully one of the friends i told, called 911, and from reading this site. i google "i want to die" and this site came up, really helped me http://www dot metanoia dot org/suicide/
    and it was actually about 20min. after posting that message that they were banging on my door. im drunk and weary and i walk out to like 15 people are standing there, well needless to say i went to the hospital. got an iv. blood work done, they said that my levels of pills i took with the liquer wasnt high enough to do it. but im just so happy that i actually had 3 different people call 911, its crazy how fast that spreads. i was released earlier today. i think cause i told them i didnt really want to. did i want to? i dont know.

    i dumped all my alcohol when i got home, and any and all sleep/pain aide. i deff. feel alot better. i want to thank everyone here. i didnt expect that much lovin. thank you. ive got alot of explaining to do to my friends and family, cause no one had a clue, ive always been the strong one that people turn to. the one they thought had no probelms. the one that has a firm grip on life. lol its kinda funny, i was probally worse than they were, but i just didnt show it.

    well hey everyone thanks alot. i do really appreciate it. and im happy i woke up this morning. thanks and GOD BLESS!!!!
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    If you're there.....u don't want to die bro, if u did you wouldn't have wasted ur time posting this, u wanted to be talked out of it and that's exactly what everyone here is doing. Everyone has problems, ur not the only one bro. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get ur sh*t together. The sooner u stop moping around the sooner you'll start to feel better. Get over it bro, I know plenty of people a hell of a lot worse off than u that would never even consider taking their life!
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    good deal.....don't need dying bodybuilders....
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    Quote Originally Posted by maxex
    Get over it bro, I know plenty of people a hell of a lot worse off than u that would never even consider taking their life!

    im sorry man, but It is not how bad the problem is, but how badly it's hurting the person who has it. something to think about for next time you hear someone say they want to die. everyone has a breaking point. i guess i was reaching mine last night. i do thank you for your concern though. im blessed to have such a wealth of love here.
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    glad ur ok bro...keep ur head up and stay positive...
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    i am glad to see that your still hear if u still need to talk i am hear for u.u can pm or aim.
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