What would you do.

[gixxerboy1]

Thank you everyone. I didn't realise how much i still loved her. This is really hard to handle

[Bruce000]

Sorry to hear. I'm sure you have a lot of questions you would like to have asked her. If i could give you some advice. My dad passed on with out us being able to sort out our issues, so my psychiatrist told me to do this. Please try this it made me feel better.
1) Write a letter to her telling her how pissed off you are at her and how you feel. Try express your anger in this letter. You most probably will shed a tear or two. I did.
2) Burn the letter.
3) Write a second letter to her telling her how much you forgive her and how much you love her and all the things you shared as a couple. Fold this letter up and keep it in you wallet.
This helps with closure and get a few things off your chest.

[goodcents]

Thank you everyone. I didn't realise how much i still loved her. This is really hard to handle

wow, that's a tough one for sure. You probably feel like you are in the tornado there, but there's always something that happens If you would of been super nice to the girl, she would have just pushed you away. I will say this to you since I feel you will understand it for what it is, but she was "damaged goods" No matter what you "could have" done, she had problems long before you come along. I have been in relationships with girls that had problems (drug use, raped, abusive childhood, etc.) and they will fight you every inch of the way and will hook up with a total prick because they need that inside to validate their outlook on life There for you bro Now the time in your life to be having fun, don't waste your time on something you can't change I wasted alot of my time stressing about shlt I couldn't fix, life is cruel but you are still here, enjoy it while it last.

[goodcents]

Feel free to talk, I've been in about every situation at one time or another in my 33 years Guilt is like a fuking bag of bricks, just set it down and you will move alot quicker