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02-07-2007, 08:21 AM #1
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My Grandma
Just died.........1 hour ago. Think of you guys like family so I just needed to release some of the feelings. She was in a nursing home, miserable probably, but no one really knows since she had dimensia, alheizmers, etc......it's almost a relief, no more pain.......no more confusion.......sorry.
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02-07-2007, 08:47 AM #2
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Condolences my friend...
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02-07-2007, 08:49 AM #3
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sorry to hear that man, prayers for you and your family.
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02-07-2007, 09:34 AM #4
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My condolences man!
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02-07-2007, 09:41 AM #5
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Sorry for your loss Columbus, I have a Grandmother with the same dilemma.. it's rough seeing someone you care about like that.
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02-07-2007, 09:49 AM #6
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Originally Posted by Columbus
I understand bro! I've been there!
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02-07-2007, 10:05 AM #7
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im sorry, shes in a better place
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02-07-2007, 10:12 AM #8
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Yep..Im sorry to hear about this, always tough to deal with Originally Posted by I**mfkr
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02-07-2007, 11:21 AM #9
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Feeling so depressed like I dont want to do anything....dont want to train, dont want to eat.......sucks....
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02-07-2007, 11:50 AM #10
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may she rest in peace
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02-07-2007, 12:43 PM #11
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Stay focused bro, you gotta realize she's in a better place now and you can't compromise your goals for something that has already taken place. Originally Posted by Columbus
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02-07-2007, 01:00 PM #12
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sorry to hear c-bus
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02-07-2007, 01:01 PM #13
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Sorry to hear
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02-07-2007, 01:07 PM #14
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thnx fellas
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02-07-2007, 06:42 PM #15
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sorry for your loss! I've been in your situation! Nursing home is evil! Sorry just got to say that! I've worked in nursing home before so I know how things goes.
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02-07-2007, 07:03 PM #16
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sorry for your loss friend
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02-07-2007, 07:07 PM #17
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sorry for your loss
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02-07-2007, 08:05 PM #18
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I am very sorry for your loss. She will be in my prayers.
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02-07-2007, 09:37 PM #19
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Sorry to hear the bad news bud. stay strong and think of all the good that she gave you.
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02-07-2007, 09:57 PM #20
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Prayers go out to you man. Sorry to hear !!!
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02-07-2007, 10:01 PM #21
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sorry to hear that man ive lost 4 ppl in the last two months including my grandpa who raised me things will get better and just think one day u will get to see her again hang in there and ur in my prayers
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02-07-2007, 10:10 PM #22
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Sry 4 ur loss C
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02-07-2007, 11:15 PM #23
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sorry to hear the bad news man. I'm sure shes in good hands now smiling upon you're family.
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02-07-2007, 11:26 PM #24
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Hey man like you said, no more suffering and no more confusion. She is at peace now... Probably looking down on you wondering why you're not training and eating!!! I'm sure she would want you to be happy and just remember her as she used to be.
My Grandmother used to send me letters every month for years just saying "Hi" and that she loved me. She had to use a typewriter because due to her stroke she couldn't write well. Every month since she passed away I expect a letter but I never get one
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02-07-2007, 11:28 PM #25
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im sorry for you lose my brother ..my prayes are with you and your fam
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02-08-2007, 07:03 AM #26
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This is exact;y why I posted on here...you guys are awesome and appreciate all the kind words.....day 2 fel like shit still, but I think I am catching the flu......she's in a better place.....
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02-08-2007, 07:26 AM #27
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RIP Grandma
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02-08-2007, 10:55 AM #28
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sorry to hear that bro... hang in there. i know how it feels man.
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02-08-2007, 11:01 AM #29
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Sorry to hear that Bro, Condolence to you and your family and my Prayer to you and your family. she is in a better place!
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02-08-2007, 11:14 AM #30
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Stay strong..Your grandmother would want you to carry on with your goals and passions in life..I lost a couple years of my life to depression, when my grandfather died in 2002..So I know what your going through but no reason to put off your life...Morn but don't do what I did..
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02-08-2007, 07:23 PM #31
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so sorry to hear that, I hope you are ok.
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02-13-2007, 03:07 PM #32
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I am sril alive and kicking foral my supporters....you knowmgranmadies and to watch m dad cry wasoneof the hardest things ththave ever happened to me. He's last rmemberence f her was wthe last few ears when she looked like a totaly different person. SO, long storyshort.....it cut a cord and I am done playing ths ****inggame. I've said it befroe but this is the real deal. I am sayng on 250mg of cyp a week and eaitng whatever the **** I feel like it every two hours/ I weight measily 6'2 and 155. SO its a loooongnever ending cycle......so, whatever I feel like having I will have... I will measure proten...nothing else....my mirrors arecovered and I am going to town whever I am hunger. No shakes except pw....StufI haventhad in YEARS! Lat night I had sandwhches, lazana, rice, you name it....today ive had 3 sandwhichesalready on to of my oats and flank and rice.....Im going to the movies soon......prob. popcorn, jujus, whatevr the **** i feel like...call me idiort, all me stupid call me fat, fine....sorry boys if you disown me you disown me....this game is over...153 is ridiculous and I realized this when I benched 135 for 6 reps.......Ill start a hugecycle at 180lbs and will hopefully be there in 1 month.........sure..half may be fat, butwith some test, maybe I'll get 40% fat.....Its just ging to be my number#1 chore..I fel soooo miserable, you have no idea.....shaking, cold, its over...I jsut wish big t was around.......I havent looked in the morror in 3 days and thats wha t stopped me before.....test will help me keep he fat at bay....too some time off work to just fouces on eaint and training...I will be on stage......those corn beef sandwhiches were so ****ing good lsdt night, I could eaten 20........240 here I come....stage BOUND! I PROMISE!!!
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02-13-2007, 03:11 PM #33
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hey sorry to hear bro
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02-13-2007, 03:28 PM #34
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I'd be crushed if my grandmother died. I really feel for you bro. I thought that is what you were trying to say in your last post. man. that is sad.
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02-13-2007, 03:29 PM #35
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Grandma loves you, and doesn't want you to be sad. Try your best bro. She is still with you in many ways. I wish I had something better to say. Originally Posted by Columbus
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02-13-2007, 03:32 PM #36
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Sorry for your loss bro.
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02-13-2007, 03:40 PM #37
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Columbus,
I want to ask you a question. When your life comes to an end one day, how do you want your friends and family to carry out their lives moving forward?
If you ask me, I would bet that you would want your friends and family to live the happiest lives that they can, while they can. When we lose someone, we have to accept that there's nothing that we can say or do that will bring their bodies back to life. It's up to us to celebrate the lives of the ones that we lost by remembering them and living our lives in the way that they would want us to.
Keep your chin up.
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02-13-2007, 03:53 PM #38
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chins up....but she did more good by dying (sad to say) than when she was stuffed in a nurs hoome for the past 7 years..HOW? SHe made me realize what I want to be (COMPETE!) and how much weight I need to gain and how much this eating disorder needs killed NOW....she'd be soooooo ****ing pissed if she saw me now......I go over there and I remember...."MAJANJA, MANJA!!!"
Italian for you non-italian speakers....means EAT!!!! You Dont leave this house till you EAT!!!!!! Whelp gma I love you...and when i'm up there with the lights shining down on stge, I'm gonna kiss the ground from you....I love you and love you guys...thnx for the support.......keep me on track brutha....come get a sub with me....or should we hit olive garden?
Carbs at night??? HAHAHAH..........ALL NIGHT!!! That shit is for cutting....I've been doing that for 4 years.....
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10-30-2007, 11:34 AM #39
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Pssst.....I've been gone, 181lbs today and prob. 12%....I'm exactic, it's been a fing long 5 months but I'm back......games are over.
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10-30-2007, 01:00 PM #40
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i was wondering who reopened this thread...you should've just started a new one instead of one about the passing of your grandma...lol
welcome back dude...
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