My Daughter Jazmin

**scibble** · 02-15-2009, 10:29 PM

my eyes all wet. well, i feel for ya man.

**Bojangles69** · 02-15-2009, 10:40 PM

double

**Bojangles69** · 02-15-2009, 10:42 PM

Cancer has taken nearly everyone who has died in my family (my grandfather is the only one who didn't die from cancer), some earlier than others.
So it makes me hate cancer and it also makes me mad at science for not having a cure. But at an age like that it makes me understand this world is just not meant to be understood sometimes.
Just try not to relive a state of mind that is marked by some ink on paper, or a number on a calendar. My mom gets depressed on the anniversary of her mothers death every year and sometimes it makes me just want to burn her calendar that month.
Use this anniversary to remember what ever good times you can, otherwise the tumor is still winning.
Death does not kill, memories do. So choose carefully what you choose to remember and do not ever - EVER forget that.

-Bo

**hugovsilva** · 02-16-2009, 04:58 AM

Tears came to my eyes. I have a 4 month old daughter and I can't even imagine the pain it would be if for some reason I lost her. She is the most important thing in my life and I would die for her.

I am with you Kale. Your baby will not be forgotten.

**Mooseman33** · 02-16-2009, 11:17 AM

Kale, I have been a member for a couple years, i do not post much but want you to know that you are one of maybe 5 people that have molded my thinking /learning in this hobby of ours. for years you have answered questions and really helped people, we all know there are a core group that simply kicks ass on this board.And for that I am thankful.
You little girl is an angel, my thoughts and prayers are with you my friend, and know she will never be forgot.
much luv my brother

**firmechicano831** · 02-16-2009, 07:04 PM

R.I.P Jazzy. I'm sure shes a little angel up in heaven.

**Kale** · 02-17-2009, 09:31 AM

Hey guys once again I want to thank all of you for your kind words and support even though this is the internet and we are all virtual, I still feel like I have a lot of friends here.

We spent the day watching video's of Jazzy. This year we decided to stop posting in the newspaper. The pain definitely lessens over the years although she is never far from my thoughts

**calgarian** · 02-17-2009, 10:26 AM

Originally Posted by Kale

Guys

Its the 14th of Feb already here in Singapore, and today is one of the saddest days of my life. Today is the 10th Anniversary of my daughters death to a Brain Tumor. She was just three and a half when she died in my arms. You can read the whole story at www.jazzywren.com I am telling you all this because I never want her to be forgotten, she was an amazing kid as you will see when you read the story. Ten years, and the pain is still the same as it was ten years ago, it never gets any better !!!

i feel the pain man I lost my niece long time ago........i know how u feel. my condolences man.

**alex18** · 02-17-2009, 10:33 AM

Man what a story, a sad story but an inspirational story as well! I managed to hold back the tears until

"I told Helena that she was probably running over to the gates of Heaven, ringing the doorbell and then running back to us, just to make a nuisance of her self"

i tried to smile/laugh but my eyes gave way and i cried at my desk at work!

So sorry for your loss but i think its fantastic that you continue to remember and help others cope with a similar situation! Kale, im sure your making her very proud!

**Gears** · 02-17-2009, 01:05 PM

I'm not sure if it's the clomid or not, but this thread made me tear up. I'm so sorry.

***T-MOS*** · 02-17-2009, 01:08 PM

Look Kale, almost 4 pages.....NO ONE will forget such an ANGEL !!!!

**scerpico22** · 02-17-2009, 01:38 PM

Kale, so sorry for your loss. She is a beautiful girl and you will be with her again some day...

**Receiver84** · 02-17-2009, 03:23 PM

I recall this post from the last couple years as well. Really truely sucks. My son had Neuroblastoma and was very lucky to survive so far. I know how hard it was just to experience the torturous treatment with fear of loss. I can't even imagine the other side of it and chose not to. I sometimes think about your story randomly though as I do a lot of the folk I hear about that have lost children. Just not something humans are equiped to deal with real well.