NEW JOB "opportunity" stressing me out!!!!!!!!!!

**snowman** · 10-24-2012, 03:58 PM

Got offered, a new job that pays really good, and i have 2 weeks to decide, IF i want to take it or not, but im getting stressed out, cause , im not sure IF i should take it...
One of the things that is stressing me , is that before i start the job, i have to do a drug test ( piss on the cup) and currently im on a 9 week, of 12week, test E cycle, and im not sure, IF they test for Anabolic steroids , or IF they only test for recreation drugs.
The second thing that's stressing me ( IF i take the job, and pass the drug test) is that, every 2 weeks, im flying, from Portugal to England, and working on a ship for 2 weeks ( job tittle does not matter, cause i dont know who is reading this in England, it would be pretty easy to figure out, what im going to be hired from, since im coming from Portugal to work in a ship in England), then come home again for 2 weeks....whats stressing me out, is that im thinking, i cant do cycles anymore, with all this travelling... i wont do it there, cause im on a ship and wont take the risk taking gear to the ship ( do to the position, im getting hired for) or even on the plane ( IF i was working inland, then i would find a local contact, and would be no problem), and i wont do it at home, cause ,im only home for 2 weeks... other then that, the job is great, has a great gym :-) its extra money, and still allows me, to run and check my business here in Portugal....but the thought of not be able to run a cycle anymore, is stressing me out so much, that i can sleep thinking about it.... i honestly don't know what to do....my wife says "take the job, its great pay,and stop taking gear", you are big enough..." blablabla.... i understand her, but im never big enough and always feel small,plus i love being on test :-)

I thought i would feel better writing , and some kind of light would come on, but i still feel stressed... i hope anyone has good advise on what i should do....

Snowman

**Flagg** · 10-24-2012, 04:08 PM

Look at this way, will you end up taking gear forever? And weigh that against the chances of getting a job that pays as well as you say it does, again.

**JP-MAN** · 10-24-2012, 04:18 PM

dont let gear stop u from taking this job.

if this job will better u, the cycles can wait....

**stocky121** · 10-24-2012, 04:36 PM

Agreed with the other posts
Stop taking gear dont mean the end of training just means it will be harder

**snowman** · 10-24-2012, 04:43 PM

Originally Posted by JP-MAN

dont let gear stop u from taking this job.

if this job will better u, the cycles can wait....

Cyles will be done, cause this is full time job, and i will be traveling and working every 2 weeks:-( all year around.

**snowman** · 10-24-2012, 04:48 PM

Originally Posted by stocky121

Agreed with the other posts
Stop taking gear dont mean the end of training just means it will be harder

True....but it feels so good being on test :-) at 41... just not sure IF i will pass that drug test, before i start the job.... i know ( IF i pass the drug test) that i wont be able to to cycles anymore, now i just have to worry about passing this piss test...

**austinite** · 10-24-2012, 06:55 PM

Also, please be sure to pee IN the cup, not ON the cup.

Best of luck!

**snowman** · 10-25-2012, 03:34 AM

Originally Posted by austinite

Also, please be sure to pee IN the cup, not ON the cup.

Best of luck!

lol... damn, you notice everything....

**SEOINAGE** · 10-25-2012, 07:14 AM

screw the job. If it keeps you from living your life how you would enjoy it most. Is your life overall going to be that much better because of this job?> Are you going to like being away from home for two weeks at a time? Why not get a script for test and then take it with you?

**snowman** · 10-25-2012, 11:58 AM

Originally Posted by SEOINAGE

screw the job. If it keeps you from living your life how you would enjoy it most. Is your life overall going to be that much better because of this job?> Are you going to like being away from home for two weeks at a time? Why not get a script for test and then take it with you?

That all good questions, and i ask myself that all the time... im Canadian, and moved to Portugal to have the life, that i would enjoy, stress free... Its not the money that im going for, its more the experience, and its one more thing, on my Resume ( but the money helps, this job was offered to me 3 times already, and every time they raised the wages)... and you also right, im not sure, IF im going to like staying away every 2 weeks... IF the money was the most important, i would have stayed in Canada.. i quit a production Managers job, that i had for 10 years ( last job in Canada) sold everything i had ( well except my Harley :-) , and moved to Portugal...as for the test script, i tried with no luck... its really easy to get test here in Portugal , but its hard to get a doctor to prescribe you test, go figure...