Easy choice

**Fcastle357** · 11-14-2013, 07:18 AM

I've only been here for a little bit. I've done one injectable cycle and a few Phs. In light of recent events and others people reports of infections and problems in general I have made a decision to stop. I was lying in bed last researching and hunting down a new source and finally got a lot of good reviews and even a thumbs up from a trusted vet. I went to place the order and couldn't do it. I could not justify in my heart the decision to take the risk i pictured myself lying on the hospital table with my scared wife and kids and them asking how this happened. there are risks with everything in life but my eyes have been really opened. there are risks with a ph. My first injectable cycle went well however there was a lot of guilt.... Hiding from the wife. I would never look down on anyone for using steroids . I respect the guys here and that decision. I may revisit a ph cycle later but for now I'm happy. I know I did the right thing because as soon as I made up my mind I felt better... a weight was lifted. I would still like to be a part of the forum as I've made friends here and I never say never. But I know in my heart a ph is as far as I would ever go again. I know this is long but it's a part of making my mind feel better. Thanks guys, Fc

AD · 11-14-2013, 07:32 AM

Respect

**Igifuno** · 11-14-2013, 07:49 AM

Absolutely castle... props for following your heart. Stay with us and keep training hard. You have a great head start and, with your training routine, you have more progress to look forward to. Glad you feel good about your choice..

**austinite** · 11-14-2013, 07:56 AM

So now you will become a lounge rat?

I kid I kid! I can certainly respect that.

**diesel101** · 11-14-2013, 07:56 AM

Much respect!

**Lunk1** · 11-14-2013, 08:06 AM

This board is much more than a steroid board...it's a fukn family!

**austinite** · 11-14-2013, 08:07 AM

Originally Posted by Lunk1

This board is much more than a steroid board...it's a fukn family!

A family oriental rug!

**Lunk1** · 11-14-2013, 08:09 AM

Originally Posted by austinite

A family oriental rug!

You and I are like step brothers...the movie

**austinite** · 11-14-2013, 08:19 AM

Originally Posted by Lunk1

You and I are like step brothers...the movie

I know. That's why I love the lounge. So much room, we can do so many activities!

**Hazard** · 11-14-2013, 08:27 AM

Originally Posted by austinite

I know. That's why I love the lounge. So much room, we can do so many activities!

We will get so much more activities done now!

**Hazard** · 11-14-2013, 08:28 AM

Haz - will ferrel

Aus - John c Riley (cuz he's uglier)

**austinite** · 11-14-2013, 08:33 AM

Originally Posted by Hazard

Haz - will ferrel

Aus - I just can't compare him to anyone, he is just too damn good looking.

Awe shucks. Thank you buddy. Appreciate the kind words.

**Igifuno** · 11-14-2013, 08:38 AM

Haha.. Haz, you're always so complimentary to austin..

**austinite** · 11-14-2013, 08:39 AM

Originally Posted by Igifuno

Haha.. Haz, you're always so complimentary to austin..

I know. Very humbling and appreciated.

**Hazard** · 11-14-2013, 08:39 AM

Originally Posted by Igifuno

Haha.. Haz, you're always so complimentary to austin..

Lmao cuz he's got a special spot in my heart

**Fcastle357** · 11-14-2013, 08:47 AM

I appreciate the kind words. Like I said at this point in my life it was the right choice for me. I've always been a lounge rat and still will be.

**Armykid93** · 11-14-2013, 05:12 PM

Steroids aren't for everybody, very sweet that your thinking of your kids and wife. Good choice my friend.

**The Dirty South** · 11-14-2013, 05:41 PM

I know this had to be a hard decision. But if your not being open about it to your wife, then you definitely are making the right choice. I have only been on this board for a little while and I can tell its more than just a gear board. Its a lot of wise men and women that are here to be friends and give wisdom on matters. So you should definitely not leave!

All the best

-Dirty South