I don't drink alcohol but this quarantine (social isolation) has me at the limit of my sanity.

My sex drive has dropped very low, and now I'm craving alcohol. I bought my usual 2 bottles of non-alcoholic beer in the store this evening, but as I went to pay for them, a little inner voice was telling me to swap one of them for a real beer. It wasn't even like the little voice had to coax me... it was more like "It will make little difference anyway, it doesn't matter".

Also two days ago was the 4th anniversary of my expartner's death so that's had a psychological/emotional effect too, along with the isolation.

I'll be doing well if I can get til the end of May without a beer or a cigarete.