Ya dude sorry about all these guys flaming on you. Some people have a hard time seeing things through someone else's eye. But I do agree with them, just not the way they said it. You are to young for long cycles. You need to find a way to get thru the depression. You need to be more disiplined. Find a way to get thru it. Maybe talk to a doctor about an-depressent, maybe do more cardio, change your workout rutine, get a new girl-friend, something. But do not risk your longterm health. Find a way to get through it. Good luck