I'm 20 years old, looking to start my 4th cycle soon. I plan to compete in strongman events and also bodybuilding... at the national level. So far I've only used test E at 500-700mg and my first two cycles had tren 100mg eod.

now that i know my goals and what it takes to get there, i know i'll have to run very high doses, perhaps pretty often

the next cycle or two will be

1000-1500mg test prop
25mg dbol in the AM
possibly tren 150mg eod

i'll run this for 6 weeks on/6 off (OR cruise at 250-500mg for those 6 weeks)

now during all my cycles i had next to no testicular shrinkage, and it doesn't take more than 3-4 weeks of pct (nolva and clomid) to feel normal again

but i DO want to have kids someday, i know that already. i hear that it's very very rare to permanently be shut down from AAS use and even the ones that are, really just take a lot longer to eventually get back to normal. but it's very important that i have some good swimmers in a couple years, but i will also devote most of my life to competing on a national level

advice please, thanks