My body is fighting the new cycle severly

**Quo** · 01-29-2010, 04:55 PM

Originally Posted by Immortal Soldier

I am working on it and after this cycle i am prepared to go to professional help/rehab center[/B]

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**Immortal Soldier** · 01-29-2010, 05:16 PM

Originally Posted by Necrosaro

You quote "But the GOOD NEWS is each battle the body is putting up is weaker and weaker than the first ones"

This concerns me!!!

Let me explain, when you go to the doctor and they give you medicine or a shot for something, your body fights it in the beginning. You get side effects (sore area where the shot occured, fever, loss of apetite, even nausea).

So what do you think the body is going to do when you give it 3.5 ML's of synthetic hormone every 3.5 days? OF COURSE ITS GONNA FIGHT IT! It would be bad if it it didn't. Even though the hormone doesn't "kick" in for another 4-6 weeks, the fact is the hormones effect the blood levels and the body reacts by trying to exterminate it.

But once the hormone builds up in the blood levels thats when the body accepts it as its own.

**powerliftmike** · 01-29-2010, 07:14 PM

I hope no newbies read this, but in all honesty, 1g/wk of test e or cyp isnt that crazy or really even that much. You must remember e and cyp have considerable ester weight as well. BUT the name of the game is to find what YOUR body tolerates and feels best at. I have a buddy that always uses 300mg/dy of anadrol , but I also have a buddy that prefers 25mg of anavar . To some thats extreme, to others thats nothing. to each their own.

Important thing is to be cautious. Tren , especially, is pretty harsh no matter who you are. I have to take clenbuterol or albuterol just to be on the stuff.Havent used it in years, kinda hate it. But I still have some left and was gonna run it in one more cycle

**Immortal Soldier** · 02-01-2010, 10:54 AM

Update: took my 3rd shot last night. Body didn't go haywire. Reduced down to 1 Ibrofuen pill. Will be off completely of OTC medication today. (except robotussin and vitamin C)

Hopefully the steroidal flu is finally over...

**"DIRTY D" SANCHEZ** · 02-01-2010, 11:02 AM

^^^^ i'm glad to hear this bro. I've been keeping up with the updates and hopefully by now the body is getting used to this much hormone. Keep us updated with how your body is doing

best luck,

"dirty d"

**Mooseman33** · 02-01-2010, 11:22 AM

glad u got the sand out of ur vagina Immortal.....

almost put ur name to the test...

**PuzzyFalker** · 02-01-2010, 12:32 PM

lol lol lol

**romo6** · 02-01-2010, 02:53 PM

Originally Posted by powerliftmike

I hope no newbies read this, but in all honesty, 1g/wk of test e or cyp isnt that crazy or really even that much. You must remember e and cyp have considerable ester weight as well. BUT the name of the game is to find what YOUR body tolerates and feels best at. I have a buddy that always uses 300mg/dy of anadrol , but I also have a buddy that prefers 25mg of anavar . To some thats extreme, to others thats nothing. to each their own.

Important thing is to be cautious. Tren , especially, is pretty harsh no matter who you are. I have to take clenbuterol or albuterol just to be on the stuff.Havent used it in years, kinda hate it. But I still have some left and was gonna run it in one more cycle

I agree.

**romo6** · 02-01-2010, 02:54 PM

Originally Posted by Mooseman33

glad u got the sand out of ur vagina Immortal.....

almost put ur name to the test...

Exactly,i was getting concerned.

**Quo** · 02-01-2010, 02:58 PM

Yeah, because being concerned about serious illness caused by massive hormone consumption with severe underlying body dysmorphia issues is "pu$$y".

Do you wonder how AAS users get a bad name?

**romo6** · 02-01-2010, 04:55 PM

^^^Wow,now im getting concerned about you.

**Mooseman33** · 02-01-2010, 04:59 PM

Originally Posted by Quo

Yeah, because being concerned about serious illness caused by massive hormone consumption with severe underlying body dysmorphia issues is "pu$$y".

Do you wonder how AAS users get a bad name?

if ur speaking to me i suggest u know what u are saying before u say it.
Immortal and i are friends, it was a way to shed light to a dark thread.

now backoff.........................lol

**romo6** · 02-01-2010, 05:04 PM

^^^Hell yea.

**RANA** · 02-01-2010, 05:46 PM

Immortal, wow sounds like a shitty week. Are you staying with the same dosage or did you lower any of then?

**Hazard** · 02-01-2010, 06:21 PM

Originally Posted by RANA

Immortal, wow sounds like a shitty week. Are you staying with the same dosage or did you lower any of then?

I believe he increased his dosages even more..... this way he can show his body who's boss..... LOL

~Haz~

**romo6** · 02-01-2010, 06:34 PM

**PuzzyFalker** · 02-01-2010, 07:29 PM

Originally Posted by Mooseman33

if ur speaking to me i suggest u know what u are saying before u say it.
Immortal and i are friends, it was a way to shed light to a dark thread.

now backoff.........................lol

I could tell you said that with love. Thats why I laughed out loud three times.

**Quo** · 02-01-2010, 08:01 PM

Alright, man. All good. I didn't know you were friends. I am just worried about the guy. That's all.

**stevey_6t9** · 02-01-2010, 08:31 PM

Originally Posted by Hazard

I believe he increased his dosages even more..... this way he can show his body who's boss..... LOL

~Haz~

yeh prob went to a gram a day. jokes

**Immortal Soldier** · 02-01-2010, 08:38 PM

LOL @ the direction of this thread.

So anyway I introduced liquid anadrol today to the body and damn it tastes like death (if death had a taste).

I am feeling good, only question WHY THE FVCK DO I HAVE HEART BURN?

Seriously I can't eat a freaking sandwhich without "tasting" it for the next 3-4 hours along with that stomach acid taste.

Am I going to need to buy some TUMS or what?

**romo6** · 02-02-2010, 06:59 PM

Orals can cause heartburn,tren a gives me heartburn.Im 4 days into anadrol at 150 a day.

BG · 02-02-2010, 07:07 PM

Heart burn is from high liver enzymes. Ill be honest, your taking to much gear. Theres no need for you to be taking that much. Your going to take your body out of such hormonal balance that recovery is going to be horrible and most likely your going to have tons of sides. I would re think your dosages, you can always use what you have already shot as a front load. Think about it.

**FranciscoG** · 02-02-2010, 07:23 PM

^^ Liver issues or gastro issues contribute to heart burn.

**Immortal Soldier** · 02-02-2010, 07:43 PM

Originally Posted by BG

Heart burn is from high liver enzymes. Ill be honest, your taking to much gear. Theres no need for you to be taking that much. Your going to take your body out of such hormonal balance that recovery is going to be horrible and most likely your going to have tons of sides. I would re think your dosages, you can always use what you have already shot as a front load. Think about it.

I appreciate your advice, but I don't agree with it. When i did 800mg of test-e and 600mg of deca no one batted an eye, but suddendly a gram of test is "too much" think about it its only 200mg difference which is the amount I cruise on (200mg/week).

Is the tren dosage a little high? Possibly, but honestly no UGL makes tren perfect I feel they all underdose it to a certain extent not on purpose (well maybe sometimes) but just in the process of conversion from pellet to oil on such a massive scale.

I have reiterated that I will lower tren dosages if I feel I cannot handle it. But I am a tough cookie, so I have faith in myself, but if I feel I can't hold up I will lower it, plain and simple.

My body is recovering from the hormonal flu, each day I feel better and better. Only pain right now is my quads where I inject. They swell up for days after the injection.

**proironaust** · 02-02-2010, 09:34 PM

sounds like your in a hard place atm immortal soldier.I was there about 4 months ago with gear and the other issues that can come on.Ive been on straight for a year and a half only been havin a hrt dose for the last 4 months though.
No one hear can tell you what to do but only give you advice i would suggest going to see a good physiologist.Thats what i have done im on lexapro atm from depression and aniexty from all the stuff i had and the issues that come with body image.
Im still not 100% i dont think i ever will be and some stage i will be gearing again.Its stupid i know but its the addiction.(at lower doses)
Be careful with the tren mate thats a high dose its a nightmare abuse that stuff to much and it will haunt you for a long time.
If you can after this cycle have a hrt dose after this for 6 months or so you wont loose much size and it will give your brain a chance to rest as well as your body.
I wish you all the best mate.

**CanYouDigIt** · 02-02-2010, 10:01 PM

I think this guy needs a hug after reading all of this thread, thinking that someone who has over 3k of posts would be less ignorant then the newcomers, I was wrong.

Running this much gear at 193 is a laughable manner, considering you've been running cycles before now, and you still not even above 200 mark, with this much.

and the fact that your cruising, and also only 23 is kinda sad imo, and depressing.

to be honest, I really hope no new-comers come to this thread because this is why AAS is given a bad name, and this thread should be closed imo.

gl destroying your body, don't come whining to us when you've suceeded.

**BJJ** · 02-03-2010, 04:06 AM

Originally Posted by canyoudigit

i think this guy needs a hug after reading all of this thread, thinking that someone who has over 3k of posts would be less ignorant then the newcomers, i was wrong.

Running this much gear at 193 is a laughable manner, considering you've been running cycles before now, and you still not even above 200 mark, with this much.

And the fact that your cruising, and also only 23 is kinda sad imo, and depressing.

to be honest, i really hope no new-comers come to this thread because this is why aas is given a bad name, and this thread should be closed imo.

gl destroying your body, don't come whining to us when you've suceeded.

sadly

**BJJ** · 02-03-2010, 04:11 AM

In any case, I think OP, you are hurting yourself for a specific or a bunch of specific reasons.
Till you find those reasons, I mean till you realize them in your conscious mind, you will not quit.
The real deal is, will you be able to work out those emotions which are harming your organism BEFORE it is too late?

I wish you GOOD LUCK, since for different things I have been trough this in my past.
I did not take aas then but tried to hurt myself in different ways.

Our mind is the secret. Find your answers within your skull.

**terraj** · 02-03-2010, 05:07 AM

You say that you know that you have a problem and will get help after this cycle...then you add another compound.

This thread shoud be closed before to many people see it.

Good luck OP, really.