I undersatnd the ethics of wroking hard for something, i bust my ass off in the gym, and i will do when i cycle, just it wont take me as long to achieve my aims and goals, i know im not gonna be huge after one cycle, i know its not an easy way it, but i see it as a tool to help me get there that little bit quicker. Great on you, you started when you was 36, perhaps you didnt share the same passion for fitness as i do when you was at my age.