questions regarding cycling

[Yosh73]

Hey guys I'm not going to cycle anytime soon and I haven't gotten any gear (I have two bottles of winny oral 90 tabs at 25mg each but I'm not taking them they've been sitting in my room for over 5 months). I have some vet grade clen as well that I will be trying this summer or maybe even before. I ran it for two weeks I felt great.
I had questions regarding equipoise . I've done a fair bit of reading on it and apparently it's good for long cycles. But what is exactly a long cycle? Would it be a waste to run it 10 weeks? Would it be noticeable that you're on gear running it at a moderate dosage without the use of test. Would it be good as a first cycle of injectable? What to expect from it? Would it be a waste of a first inject cycle (ie just run a moderate amount of test with possibly anavar for strength for 8-10 weeks?)

Having said that here's a little bit about myself. First of all I don't even know If I'll be running anything. I bought the winny and some arim for some reason and just haven't touched the win. I have run a 6 - 7 week cycle of anavar at 50/50/50/50/50/60 with a month of arim after (just randomly two drops a day).
Before this I tried epivar one bottle for 5-6 weeks at 40/40/40/40/40/60 with erase, d-aspartic acid, tribulus, and fenugreek for 2 months.

I found these to be decent and after my var cycle was super excited to start win and stack it with test but then started realizing what's the point I'm young still I'm decently big and have already tried something maybe I should just become a nutrition freak and take it from here maybe running some anavar cycle once a year or something for a little extra boost. I'm following a "paleo " diet and it's great I love it feeling good but gonna do some serious cutting this summer.

Here's some pics of me and just let me know your general feedback. I'm not some pigheaded kid who's looking for the best first inject cycle just a little feedback advice and responses from experienced people.