PLEASE HELP No libido for over a month now :(

**Chlamydia** · 02-21-2014, 09:21 AM

Hi first ill start with the cycle it was my first cycle and please let me know if anything stands out that might be the reason my sex drive is messed up now,

I did 14 weeks of sust250 the first 4 weeks I was doing 800mg a week then I slowed down to 500mg an then went back to 800mg for the last 3 weeks.

1-6 weeks I was doing anavar at 80mg

I had adex on hand but I only used it for the last 4 weeks

I started using HCG from week 6 - 14 at 500 ui a week and then 2 weeks after increased to 750 ui a week.
I ran out of HCG 1 week before starting pct

My last shot was on new years day and I started PCT 3 weeks after on Jan 21st. (but only did hcg up to jan 16)

I started PCT with 100 clomid 40 nolva for 1st week then dropped down to 50 and 20 and now its been exactly 4 weeks of my PCT

during my PCT and even now I dropped from having sex 3 times a day to zero sex drive its the very last thing on my mind, I can get it up but it wont last too long I would stop thinking about cumming half way through and just not orgasm and lose my boner, for example last night I took some dick pills as recommended by a friend and even tho it got me hard I had very hard time reaching an orgasm I guess i simply wasnt thinking about cumming I had to finish off jurking off super fast for 10mins to reach.

is this normal ?
I read that most guys are ok and still have sex and can have orgasms if the cycle was done properly and I thought I did everything right and timed it good, where did I go wrong ?

any advice what to do its been exactly a month since I lost all my libido and I mean its dead zero I hardly even get morning wood anymore and find it very hard to orgasm and cant keep it up for longer than a few minutes and I never in my life had a problem with that, even before starting Test I was jurking off twice a day and sex almost everyday

**Black** · 02-21-2014, 09:40 AM

Properly or not, there are no guarantees for a complete HPTA recovery.

Two things. Recovery can take some time. You may not bounce back for 6 months possibly. And I would get blood work done and see where you are at hormonally.

**Chlamydia** · 02-21-2014, 09:44 AM

I wont even know what teh numbers will mean ?

what do I tell the doctor exactly taht I want blood work done to see where my test levels are at because lately I had zero sex drive ?
and what I do then when I see the results ? aside from waiting it out waht can I do to speed up the process ?

I just ordered some HCgenerate will that even help ?

**PBJtime** · 02-21-2014, 09:45 AM

It's common to lose your sex drive during PCT . Give it a week and you should be fine now that your done with PCT . Did you have issues during your cycle ?

**Chlamydia** · 02-21-2014, 09:55 AM

no zero issues.. I loved it was banging gf 3 times a day and jurking off all day long for 3 months straight

however even before the cycle I was jurking off and having lots of sex

it just feels so horrible going from a sex fiend all my life to a useless dick that cant even get fully hard and cant orgasm
i dunno how you guys can stand it after a cycle to go through this

Im considering never doing a cycle again even tho I loved the gains and I kept gains as well but its just not worth it unless ive done something wrong, and ya I heard sex drive is low during pct (after you finish) but i didnt know it was this bad

**Back In Black** · 02-21-2014, 09:57 AM

Get some cialis.

Terrible username by the way.

**Euroholic** · 02-21-2014, 10:01 AM

You need blood work to see whats going on. Maybe your pct gear was bunk.

**Euroholic** · 02-21-2014, 10:05 AM

How old are you? It sounds a bit like you were not mentally prepared for this cycle. Youve just messed with your bodies leveled out hormones its going to take some time to get them back to were they should be .

**Chlamydia** · 02-21-2014, 10:06 AM

Originally Posted by Euroholic

You need blood work to see whats going on. Maybe your pct gear was bunk.

the clomid and nolva I used was a very high end recommended on a forum
same brand as the test I used which was obviously real.

I did use cialis as recommended and got boners but sometimes I couldnt maintain them as I didnt think about cumming or it would be extremly hard for me to have sex and orgasm id have to bang her really hard and fast for awhile before able to reach usually its not this bad I can contral when I wanna cum but now i gotta force it out lol sometimes failing and not orgasming at all. but dick stays hard through most of it lol

by the way serious question is there any chance that the nolva is shutting down my sex drive ? I read a few posts about nolva doing that maybe I should just stop nolva right now ?i already used it for 4 weeks is that enough
basically what im asking if nolva or clomid could be doing this to me but I guess not right arent they there to help you increase test ? not shut u down even more 'from sex' ?

**Chlamydia** · 02-21-2014, 10:09 AM

Originally Posted by Euroholic

How old are you? It sounds a bit like you were not mentally prepared for this cycle. Youve just messed with your bodies leveled out hormones its going to take some time to get them back to were they should be .

28 how did I mess my first post I mentioned everything ive done. did I do something wrong ?
should I of used Adex through the whole cycle and not just the few last weeks ?
should i of not increased to 800mg test a week during the last 4 weeks out of test?

**Euroholic** · 02-21-2014, 10:13 AM

Pct can be a bitcch your hormones control alot and right now there all over the place. Even with everything in place some people just dont recover 100% or it might take them ages. You need blood work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**Euroholic** · 02-21-2014, 10:14 AM

To be frank your cycle was shit it was reckless and itseams that you probbaly did not do much research at all.

**Back In Black** · 02-21-2014, 10:17 AM

Read this. It will explain what you should have done.

http://forums.steroid.com/anabolic-s...rst-cycle.html

**redz** · 02-21-2014, 10:18 AM

That cycle was all over the place your hormone levels have been up and down. In any case recovery is never guaranteed you could get blood work now and in another 4-6 weeks to see if levels are returning to normal range.worst case scenario is TRT for life.

**Chlamydia** · 02-21-2014, 10:20 AM

Originally Posted by Euroholic

To be frank your cycle was shit it was reckless and itseams that you probbaly did not do much research at all.

which part was shit ?

**MuscleInk** · 02-21-2014, 10:31 AM

The cycle wasn't done very well. Doses of sust didn't need to be tapered up and down. Your aromatase inhibitor should be run throughout the entire cycle and dosed daily or every other day depending on which AI you used.

You have a couple of choices.

1. Get blood work done. There could be a number of issues going on. A full blood panel with a complete hormonal assay including an E2 sensitive panel will indicate which hormones are out of range. Suppressed intratesticular testosterone due to abnormal levels of LH and FSH can result in anorgasmia. This is something you should have been aware of before cycling. Just describe your symptoms to your doctor and ask if he/she can order blood work.

2. Wait it out. If you've just finished your PCT, it could take several weeks or more for your natural levels to peak again. You may simply need to wait, but it really depends how serious you think the problem is and how quickly you want answers.

Once you suppress your neuroendocrine system with steroids , there is no guarantee you will recover completely or at all or even how long that recovery will take. Far too many people assume that because someone else didn't appear to have any problems using steroids (and you don't always know if they did or did not have any real problems) that your cycle will produce the same results. There are many guys here who ran proper cycles ONE TIME and now need testosterone therapy for the rest of their lives to feel normal. You need to appreciate the real risks of anabolics and not simply base your decision on what others have or have not done. Everyone is different. Your hormones and your HTPA regulate many functions in your body (sleep, wakefulness, appetite, cognition, digestion, mood, sex drive, erectile function, immune system function and more) and once you shut down your HTPA with steroids, a range of short term and long term problems are possible.

**kelkel** · 02-21-2014, 12:17 PM

^^^ Sums it up.

Curious what your adex dosage was when you finally decided to run it?

**Black** · 02-21-2014, 02:10 PM

Originally Posted by Back In Black

Get some cialis.

Terrible username by the way.

I just noticed the username. Nothing too crazy yet, but with a name like that, it's screaming troll.

**DontTaseMeBro** · 02-21-2014, 03:12 PM

10-4 on blood work. nobody can say for sure whats going on without that.

try a private lab and read up on what results mean. the guys here like muscleink, bass and kel are absolutely phenomenal and can help with what you can't figure out, but they can't do it for you..

young guys that insist on hopping on gear without doing their research need to read this.

**< <Samson> >** · 02-21-2014, 03:19 PM

If not troll -

STFU, get your BW. You need your total test & free test count. e2 would be nice too

If your BW sucks, hit a PCT with pharmacy grade meds and heavy

Wait a month after the meds & get new BW

**Gunsablazin** · 02-22-2014, 02:29 AM

I went from 580 natural test level to 280 after first cycle just the way it is

**ironbeck** · 02-22-2014, 04:01 AM

Give it a couple months and you will be right as rain.

**Chlamydia** · 02-22-2014, 09:38 AM

Originally Posted by ironbeck

Give it a couple months and you will be right as rain.

im wondering if I cut off nolva and clomid and run it for only 3 weeks instead of 4 weeks if its more beneficial

im almost ready to blame this on those two things

tell me if I made things worse for myself
I ran clomid and nolva for 3 weeks out of 4, I then stopped thinking maybe its the reason i have no sex drive
I did start to feel better but it might of been just my imagination after 5 days I thought **** maybe I shouild just go clomid and nolva for another weeks so i did 4 weeks in total and I jumped back on it

so basically i did 3 weeks.. took a week break then another week of clomid and nolva

is that ok or did i make things worse?

and any relations to those two things and libido ? or they dont effect it what so ever?