one of my biggest fears about trt, is that one day i wont be able to afford it,i wont have insurance covering it, and after my testicles are shut down permanently i will have to stop.

What would happen if I were on trt for 20 years, and then all of a sudden I had to stop it? Would my testosterone go to 0? Would I lose any muscle I had and just turn to bone and fat, or possibly die from having 0 testosterone? I'm serious here lol.

I'm also scared I may have testicular cancer....I feel some movable things in my scrotum...I actually started feeling them in august, don't know if they've gotten bigger, but nervous about that....seems my right testicle is very small now a days too....like it's atrophied.

fyi, im 23, and have a history of low testosterone , and symptoms. I have never taken steroids before,/smoked/drank and even though a testosterone specialist offered to put me on trt when i was 19-20 i declined....because he didnt seem to know what he was doing.(dr barry gordon) he was rude too vitamin d3 and b12 have helped my test go up a lot but it's still in the 400s as of a few years ago(gave up on dr's since then but going to go back this week bc of the possibility of testicular cancers ....i've had the lump since around august i think.

i'm in nj if anybody knows good drs. I've heard shippen is good but he's pretty far.