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Print off the attached pdf and ask you doctor what he plans to accomplish by putting you on a dose 4 times less then standard stimulation test? Have you been honest with him about your past drug abuse it is important so he know what he is dealing with.

Yea I told him about my drug abuse and everything..I quit doing all of that when I found out I had levels of 203 , i quit pill poppin cold turkey and was goimg through a withdraw for 2 weeks. But I didn't even know that I had low T, i had thought i was just like this, i won a boxing match 7 days before I found out so i thought my body was fine could me getting hit in the head a lot cause low test as well?..the only reason I asked to check my levels was because I had not been able to cut to 9% bf ..I was stuck at 12% bf for like 5 months..so I knew something was up. Its like my body was use to being at a low level for so long.

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Lefthook, I did clomid/HCG last summer. After 2 weeks I was an emotional mess. i was also feeling depressed and acting like a little bitch. I stopped the clomid and those sides went away almost overnight. I recommend you stop the clomid and see another doc that knows what he is doing

I actually called a place that is a low testosterone clinic yesturday , I have an appointment tmmrw..do you think that they will administer a hcg protocol? Do they deal with people who have done roids before? Or should I stick with a endocrinologist?

[LeftHook]

I take clomid daily with my TRT protocol and I experience no emotional sides what so ever. My doc prescribed it because I'm 30 and fertility is important so along with hcg and clomid I've kept my boy working and producing sperm like they should!
Your still young bro, chances are you can restart and hopefully stay away from aas. It will take time that's a fact just be patient and keep doing what makes you happy, fighting depression is a hard battle and only those who have encountered the depression demon before can relate to how you feel. If you are unsuccessful with a restart then go all in, start your TRT but know you will be pinning for 60plus more years.(hopefully) it's better than the alternative??? I really think getting your T levels up will destroy your depression and emotional roller coaster. Good luck man

yea man I have seen a lot of people on hcg with there trt protocol for that reason..will u stop hcg once u have a kid? And if I was to find a doc who prescribes hcg, does hcg have a feeling to it? Like does it boost test levels up while you on it?

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Yes hcg will increase test levels regardless if exogenous test is being used. I will def. use hcg for the rest of my life. I don't want raisin nuts! Lol