got my bloods done, test is kinda low, prolactin is high(started taking caber 0.25 e3d).

I'm 23, about 4 years ago I did a cycle of test and dbol (did one 5yrs ago too). I took T3 or T4 years ago for fat loss. Honestly, for the first 2 years after the cycle was done, all I was thinking is how amazing I felt. You know the feeling. I got some slight ED, libido is pretty shit, no morning wood. I get hard when I fap, but sometimes got problems getting it/keeping it with a chick, therefore the reason I didn't have a gf for the past 3 years. I'm scared of getting it with a girl because I might not get hard. Truth to be told, I don't feel like a man. Got depression for the past years, no motivation, no self esteem, I'm not assertive at all, no drive to do anything. I feel like every day is the same, over and over again. The last 3-4 years felt... just empty. There has to be a change, otherwise the next years will be the same. I also drink 3-6 beer EVERY night to numb myself, but it's not like I didn't have dik problems when I drank less.

Here's my blood work.

https://ibb.co/vDRJ1kD
https://ibb.co/pPLC0mh