Hey guys just need a lil bit of help... probably some people rippin into me too! Aparently they get off on doing this!

I am 19 almost 20
I am 6ft
I weigh 168 lbs
I have a PERFECT diet and my work owns a gym so there is no way i can't not perform in the gym. I have 120 50mg anavar pills already so dont start telling me not to do them etc and its dangerous because of my age... I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW... i am mainly wondering if it is safe for me to do 100mg daily or just to stick to 50mg. I dnt wanna destroy my body completely. Also when to take them... i kinda know if taking 100mg i should take them with meals in the morning and mid day. I have milk thistle to take with it too... and have some testosterone boosters and eastrogen blocker tabs!!!

Please gimmie and much info as possible and really there is no point in flaming me! cheer brah!

Peace