sup everybody, this is my first post in this forum and will try to keep it as short as possible.
sorry for no cliffs but i think it all has to be read to understand
Stats:
height :185.5cm - 6'1
starting weight: 60kg - 132lbs
current weight (januray 2014): 65kg - 145lbs
age: 22
medical history:
basically every since i was about 12 years old i had constant diarrhea and stomach pain. i managed to live with it but would constantly affect me. my parents didn't seem to care much and it was until i turned 19 that i decided i had to do something about it. a few months later i was diagnosed with celiac disease. for those who don't know, with celiacs you basically have to cut all wheat, barley and rye from your diet. being wheat the hardest one. anyway, i had a rough start (dropped a few kilos more..) but eventually found my way. after about 8 months with this diet i realized my condition improved, but i wasn't working 100%. 3 years into this i thinks i most probably suffer from either irritable bowel disease (IBS) or inflammatoryBS, apart from other food intolerances like dairy and apparently nuts.
how this has affected me:
- undernutrition. been skinny my entire life
- hormonal changes. low t during my entire adolesence (with pubertal gyno which i still have), i had mild to high case of acne during puberty which i my think was due to high estrogen levels (it only got better because i took accutane)
- diarrhea or loose stool over 90% of the year
- psychological effects like depression (not often), the feeling of being a pussay for being so skinny, and others.
weight lifting:
i first went to the gym when i was 16 and ever since i've been going to the gym for a minimum of 5 months every year, with on and off training and poor nutrition (in the sense that i wasn't eating enough). also started with poor routine full of curls. anyway:
- january 2013: ~61 kg
- january 2014: 65kg
mid-late 2013 was the time i really went online and find out what sould be donde in order to gain weight in terms of diet, and starting january was the time when i got into serious lifting, being constant and focusing on compound exercises and strict diet with surplus of calories and adequate protein intake. and even being so strict, i haven't seen any progress.
T levels:
june 2012: very low levels
june 2013: barley within normal ranges (doctor said no test injections needed)
will take test soon this year and update
why am i here?
i want to be between 80 - 85kg. i don't expect or with to become huge or a powerlifter or anything like that, my only goal at this time is to reach a weight with which i will feel comfortable and that is within what would be considered normal ranges. i do things like wearing sweaters so people can't see my wrists and also to look a bit bigger, etc. there are many ways in which i've come to hate the fact that i am so skinny and the frustration built up from not being able to change this.
my plan so far: (i'm not saying i'm 100% sure i will do this, it's just what i have in mind)
keep diet and training until the end of this year and see how far i get, start using gear early 2015. i know there is a lot to know about steroids and i've been roaming this site and forums for a while now, but if i was to do this i would most probably ask for critique.
inb4:
- check your diet (i can confirm i'm in caloric surplus with adequate macros)
- only curls at the gym (will post routine if necessary)
- you have to be at least 180lbs at 6'1 to inject
- you have to be at least 25 years old to inject
please share your opinion. do you think steroids is a viable option for me?