Quote Originally Posted by Proximal View Post
Well hopefully he won’t visit sometime soon. Reading your posts you have a tremendous amount to offer others and you would be/are an incredible role model. Just my sincere 2 cents.

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My hope is that I’ll die while I’m still indifferent. If I make it to the point where death seems like the better option, I’ve lived too long.
It’s funny, but I assumed years ago that I’d not make it past 21, and I had the drug habits and idiot social circle to make it likely. As such, pretty much everything for me is “bonus time”. I just go about my life in fashions that please me and do what I can to help others who want it.
Eventually though, we all go, so I figure that the absolute best that I can do is to make it there without a bunch of regrets and “what if”s. My life insurance policy is enough to bury me and pay off the mortgage on the house the girlfriend and I are buying, I carry no debt, etc. so I could comfortably go tomorrow knowing that I wasn’t an inconvenience for anyone, and that’s extremely important to me.