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[Myka]

I feel fat...Im gonna kill myself

[stunner5000pt]

yea... its really weird though. and when it all comes down to it, the reason is electrical attraction/repulsion

theres probably more to it than that

maybe it's how one binds to the receptors...

[stunner5000pt]

maybe she wasn't talking about you

there were no brown guys around

and i did hear 'behind you' quite clearly

naturally my defense mechanism was that they were not that hot anyway

[Tren Bull]

theres probably more to it than that

maybe it's how one binds to the receptors...

it just so strange... like slap youself in the face, i dont get it kinda strange

[stunner5000pt]

i wonder if i were to get huge.. that my self esteem would improve...
hope springs forth eternal life

[Tren Bull]

there were no brown guys around

and i did hear 'behind you' quite clearly

naturally my defense mechanism was that they were not that hot anyway

well fu_k that bitch then. maybe they were dating eachother and the one girl that said it was trying to pursuade her girlfriend to not be attracted to you

[Myka]

okay somebody better stop me...*moves ever closer to rifle*

[RuhlFreak55]

I feel fat...Im gonna kill myself

i'm going to start ignoring you if you don't quit threatening to commit suicide

[Tren Bull]

i wonder if i were to get huge.. that my self esteem would improve...
hope springs forth eternal life

yea, gaining muscle is always a good way to help make you more cocky. problem is that usually gear makes me really depressed and suicidal. then im so depressed i dont even want to hit on girls... id rather sit in my room and listen to brotha lynch hung lookin at my glock thinkin how much i want to shoot myself with it

[stunner5000pt]

okay somebody better stop me...*moves ever closer to rifle*

if u were REALLY gonna do it then u wouldnt be telling anyone

[Tren Bull]

okay somebody better stop me...*moves ever closer to rifle*

damn bro, you talk about suicide alot

[Myka]

*sobbing* ruhl would you really do that to me?

[RuhlFreak55]

well fu_k that bitch then. maybe they were dating eachother and the one girl that said it was trying to pursuade her girlfriend to not be attracted to you

interesting rationale.......plausible though

[stunner5000pt]

well fu_k that bitch then. maybe they were dating eachother and the one girl that said it was trying to pursuade her girlfriend to not be attracted to you

tahts highly likely...
but thanks for trying to make me feel better about it

[Myka]

just doll yourself up stunner...thatll show em..then you can break their heart and then theyll really be sorry

[RuhlFreak55]

*sobbing* ruhl would you really do that to me?

maybe.....just quit acting like you're gonna do it....cause you're not

[Myka]

my heart is broken...I really dont have anyone

[Tren Bull]

tahts highly likely...
but thanks for trying to make me feel better about it

just stating the possibilities bro

[Tren Bull]

my heart is broken...I really dont have anyone

you got us though. AR isn't like a typical chat room. its a much smaller community here

[stunner5000pt]

my heart is broken...I really dont have anyone

u have us man

think about it

i would nnever reveal my true self to anyone over the net ... but i feel comfortable doing it here for some reason

[Tren Bull]

damn, dont you hate how certain exercises tax muscle groups that you dont want taxed? fu_kin bench works out my tris too much. i think im gonna stop doing it

[RuhlFreak55]

my heart is broken...I really dont have anyone

we're here for you, just quit acting like you're gonna kill yourself.....you're better than that.....don't you go to hell if you do that anyway? you don't wanna do that do you?

[stunner5000pt]

damn, dont you hate how certain exercises tax muscle groups that you dont want taxed? fu_kin bench works out my tris too much. i think im gonna stop doing it

hmmm i feel my pecs sore and burning like crazy after i do dumbbell bench press

i dont like to do barbell bench ... i 'feel' it more in my shoulders and tris

[RuhlFreak55]

damn, dont you hate how certain exercises tax muscle groups that you dont want taxed? fu_kin bench works out my tris too much. i think im gonna stop doing it

i haven't done bench in a workout for 6 months

[Tren Bull]

u have us man

think about it

i would nnever reveal my true self to anyone over the net ... but i feel comfortable doing it here for some reason

thats what im sayin bro. i love this forum. its too bad that my bros dont live closer to me though. theres some great guys here that i really do consider to be my good friends even though ive never met them in person

[stunner5000pt]

thats what im sayin bro. i love this forum. its too bad that my bros dont live closer to me though. theres some great guys here that i really do consider to be my good friends even though ive never met them in person

ya if some of u lived closer by we could all go chill at a bar or club or something

although there are some ppl from AR near where i live... like Mizfit

[Tren Bull]

hmmm i feel my pecs sore and burning like crazy after i do dumbbell bench press

i dont like to do barbell bench ... i 'feel' it more in my shoulders and tris

yea. i like flat bench, cept in all honesty my triceps are much more of a priority than my chest is. its too bad that i cant do bench using only my chest and no triceps at all. it would be bad ass if i had the ability to totally isolate certain muscle groups on compound movements like that

[Myka]

I dont want to kill myself..Ive actually never considered it...but what am I gonna do?..I feel so pointless..I really dont have anyone except you guys..the rest of you guys at least have 1 or 2 friends..I feel like I have no purpose and that I really am going to be alone forever....and Im tired of ppl telling me to give it time and that I will find someone..I know my situation..something can be going great with a girl and for no reason it just stops..like I am destine to be alone.../rant

[Tren Bull]

i haven't done bench in a workout for 6 months

i hadn't done flat bench in about 3 years. i did it twice recently and im gonna stop again. kinda sucks, but imo i can get basically the same results doing different variations of flys. id just rather have huge triceps than an impressive max on bench

[QuieTSToRM33]

what up fockers

[Tren Bull]

I dont want to kill myself..Ive actually never considered it...but what am I gonna do?..I feel so pointless..I really dont have anyone except you guys..the rest of you guys at least have 1 or 2 friends..I feel like I have no purpose and that I really am going to be alone forever....and Im tired of ppl telling me to give it time and that I will find someone..I know my situation..something can be going great with a girl and for no reason it just stops..like I am destine to be alone.../rant

if you truly think thats what will always happen then it will. the only way to make a change is if you try. dont give up on finding a woman

[Myka]

I dont do flat barbell either

[stunner5000pt]

yea. i like flat bench, cept in all honesty my triceps are much more of a priority than my chest is. its too bad that i cant do bench using only my chest and no triceps at all. it would be bad ass if i had the ability to totally isolate certain muscle groups on compound movements like that

i guess u could use that coat rack... aka smith machine for a couple of sets after doing regular flat bench

[Tren Bull]

what up fockers

hey what up storm?

[RuhlFreak55]

I dont want to kill myself..Ive actually never considered it...but what am I gonna do?..I feel so pointless..I really dont have anyone except you guys..the rest of you guys at least have 1 or 2 friends..I feel like I have no purpose and that I really am going to be alone forever....and Im tired of ppl telling me to give it time and that I will find someone..I know my situation..something can be going great with a girl and for no reason it just stops..like I am destine to be alone.../rant

transfer schools and see what happens.......aren't you at some crazy religious school?......gotta get out of there, experience something different from what you had all childhood.....find yourself so to speak. And like i've said before i'd almost 100% be in the same situation if jon didn't go here.....he's opened alot of social doors for me

[QuieTSToRM33]

hey what up storm?

what up bro ... im just chillin watchin the yanks game

[Myka]

transfer schools and see what happens.......aren't you at some crazy religious school?......gotta get out of there, experience something different from what you had all childhood.....find yourself so to speak. And like i've said before i'd almost 100% be in the same situation if jon didn't go here.....he's opened alot of social doors for me

Ive gone to many different schools throughout childhood...all public..it doesnt matter who the ppl are

[Tren Bull]

i guess u could use that coat rack... aka smith machine for a couple of sets after doing regular flat bench

id rather not tax my tris at all on chest day. but i suppose i could try doing only 2 or 3 sets of bench instead of 6. problem is that i want to push serious weight so i push myself and i end up using my tris too much. its annoying cause when i do back i can easily isolate my back and minimize my bicep involvement

[Tren Bull]

what up bro ... im just chillin watchin the yanks game

thats cool bro. im chillin too. haha, didn't go to my boring ass history class today. i decided it would be more fun to lay in bed till 6pm, then whore it up

[Myka]

I think Im just tired and ready for school to end