'Official Postwhore Thread'

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:34 AM

I'm way too sensitive and have too much anxiety. all the time. I'm always stressing and worrying about the little things. Sorry to be a downer and always come in here with some stupid lil problem...but man this is fvcked up

***JDMSilviaSpecR*** · 10-16-2008, 11:35 AM

Originally Posted by calgarian

fvck today is my day 2...will see

Are you on test P?

Ya, 100 mg Test P ed
75 mg Tren A ed

Both my cheeks, and my right quad are on fire, and my left will soon join them by tomorrow morning.

**calgarian** · 10-16-2008, 11:35 AM

Originally Posted by KatsMeow

sure ...I never get this ...give it to him

**Dukkit** · 10-16-2008, 11:35 AM

i made out with my friends wife last night as he watched and she gave us both hand jobs on the outdoor patio of this restaurant

hmmm

they want a 3 some next week

**KatsMeow** · 10-16-2008, 11:35 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

I'm way too sensitive and have too much anxiety. all the time. I'm always stressing and worrying about the little things. Sorry to be a downer and always come in here with some stupid lil problem...but man this is fvcked up

why don't you try some anti depressants or anti anxiety meds. Or meditation works too

**Reed** · 10-16-2008, 11:35 AM

Originally Posted by smokeyd

reed whats up, those f ckers didnt even do legs last night, its tonight. so i got worked up for nothing.
it was light shoulders bi and tri, f ck that i already did bi and tri tuesday so i did heavy shoulders,

Well thats fvcked up. I can't be going off schedule I'd just rather have an extra day off. Smack those kids up. Yeah I got legs myself today. Gotta a whole crew coming with me today too. should be fun. My knee hasn't been as bad lately as usual. I don't know what has been wrong with it. Probably PCT and dipping my estrogen levels to low

**Kratos** · 10-16-2008, 11:37 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

I'm way too sensitive and have too much anxiety. all the time. I'm always stressing and worrying about the little things. Sorry to be a downer and always come in here with some stupid lil problem...but man this is fvcked up

so what's bothering you today?
ever watch the movie what about bob?
baby steps
tackle one thing at a time

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:37 AM

Originally Posted by KatsMeow

why don't you try some anti depressants or anti anxiety meds. Or meditation works too

Yeah i started doing yoga but i can only go to the class once/week b/c of my schedule. and I'm taking Strattera (for adult ADHD) and i think it might have some Anti Dep properties in it..but nothing big

and also i have 5-htp which is the direct precursor to serotonin and has been compared to some prescription anti dep's in the past...but i'm sure its not that powerful...i don't see a huge difference when on it

what do you have experience with, and how do they change you?

**KatsMeow** · 10-16-2008, 11:37 AM

Originally Posted by dukkitdalaw

i made out with my friends wife last night as he watched and she gave us both hand jobs on the outdoor patio of this restaurant

hmmm

they want a 3 some next week

thats very strange

**Kratos** · 10-16-2008, 11:38 AM

Originally Posted by dukkitdalaw

i made out with my friends wife last night as he watched and she gave us both hand jobs on the outdoor patio of this restaurant

hmmm

they want a 3 some next week

Not my thing

**Dukkit** · 10-16-2008, 11:39 AM

Originally Posted by KatsMeow

thats very strange

that was only the tip of the ice berg in terms of strangness for last night

i found out my moms best friend who is married wants to have sex with me.

i screwed my ex. (which i need to stop doin!! damn damn damn!!)

i met my new probation officer, shes cute

**calgarian** · 10-16-2008, 11:39 AM

Originally Posted by JDMSilviaSpecR

Ya, 100 mg Test P ed
75 mg Tren A ed

Both my cheeks, and my right quad are on fire, and my left will soon join them by tomorrow morning.

i am on 50mg of tren and 75 mg of test p

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:39 AM

its weird...so my gf and i haven't had sex yet b/c she's on her period 'til monday but we ended have anal sex (sorry kats, not trying to make you feel uncomfy) and i feel like i pressed too hard for it but she LOVED it and said it was great etc...but THAT'S what sparked my anxiety today and now i'm just freaked out about us everywhere....

**Kratos** · 10-16-2008, 11:40 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

Yeah i started doing yoga but i can only go to the class once/week b/c of my schedule. and I'm taking Strattera (for adult ADHD) and i think it might have some Anti Dep properties in it..but nothing big

and also i have 5-htp which is the direct precursor to serotonin and has been compared to some prescription anti dep's in the past...but i'm sure its not that powerful...i don't see a huge difference when on it

what do you have experience with, and how do they change you?

strattera is shit, get off that stuff, I took it, messed with my brain and made my dick not work.

**Dukkit** · 10-16-2008, 11:40 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

its weird...so my gf and i haven't had sex yet b/c she's on her period 'til monday but we ended have anal sex (sorry kats, not trying to make you feel uncomfy) and i feel like i pressed too hard for it but she LOVED it and said it was great etc...but THAT'S what sparked my anxiety today and now i'm just freaked out about us everywhere....

you got some anal and your worried? you should be happy. she loved it. shes fine. you got off.

life is good

**Chode Logan** · 10-16-2008, 11:40 AM

Originally Posted by KatsMeow

thanks Chode how are you today?

I'm doing fantastic, just bout to hit the gym, how are you doing??

**smokeyd** · 10-16-2008, 11:41 AM

Originally Posted by KatsMeow

Hey MooCow

whats up kats, congrats on the weightloss

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:41 AM

and i feel like i need to stop smoking so much ***....i've never told anyone here that i do that before...don't want ppl to judge me based on that. I'm a very dedicated bodybuilder and the weed is so minimal but i feel like i need to cut back or something....haven't felt the same since i started smoking a lot back when my foot was destroyed and i had nothing else to do

**KatsMeow** · 10-16-2008, 11:42 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

Yeah i started doing yoga but i can only go to the class once/week b/c of my schedule. and I'm taking Strattera (for adult ADHD) and i think it might have some Anti Dep properties in it..but nothing big

and also i have 5-htp which is the direct precursor to serotonin and has been compared to some prescription anti dep's in the past...but i'm sure its not that powerful...i don't see a huge difference when on it

what do you have experience with, and how do they change you?

I have some pretty serious anxiety issues. I've tried several different thing, right now I'm taking Cymbalta for fibromyalgia but it's also used for depression.
For anxiety I honestly think that X*nax helped me out the most, but I've recently been prescribed Buspar instead, I'm not sure I like it.

For anti depressants, I have tried a lot
Prozac - I had crazy horrible dreams
WellButrin- made my anxiety 10times worse
Prestiq - made me crazy
Cymbalta- strange dreams but helps with pain
Buspar - not so sure

**smokeyd** · 10-16-2008, 11:42 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

and i feel like i need to stop smoking so much pot....i've never told anyone here that i do that before...don't want ppl to judge me based on that. I'm a very dedicated bodybuilder and the weed is so minimal but i feel like i need to cut back or something....haven't felt the same since i started smoking a lot back when my foot was destroyed and i had nothing else to do

wish i smoked instead of drank, always have but the feelings are dif and i dont like smoking i would rather get wasted

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:42 AM

Originally Posted by Kratos

strattera is shit, get off that stuff, I took it, messed with my brain and made my dick not work.

I'm worried about going off it during semester, i NEED something to help me concentrate and i don't really want a hard stimulant...or maybe i could ask my doc for something else....hmmmmm

**Kratos** · 10-16-2008, 11:42 AM

Originally Posted by dukkitdalaw

that was only the tip of the ice berg in terms of strangness for last night

i found out my moms best friend who is married wants to have sex with me.

i screwed my ex. (which i need to stop doin!! damn damn damn!!)

i met my new probation officer, shes cute

I've had my mom's friends come on to me before. Pretty hot trophy ex-wife types. I wouldn't do it.

**calgarian** · 10-16-2008, 11:43 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

its weird...so my gf and i haven't had sex yet b/c she's on her period 'til monday but we ended have anal sex (sorry kats, not trying to make you feel uncomfy) and i feel like i pressed too hard for it but she LOVED it and said it was great etc...but THAT'S what sparked my anxiety today and now i'm just freaked out about us everywhere....

come here

what u r worried about? that her arse will hurt? or she will hate u cause u did it in the pooper.....

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:43 AM

Originally Posted by dukkitdalaw

you got some anal and your worried? you should be happy. she loved it. shes fine. you got off.

life is good

thankyou

**Kratos** · 10-16-2008, 11:44 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

I'm worried about going off it during semester, i NEED something to help me concentrate and i don't really want a hard stimulant...or maybe i could ask my doc for something else....hmmmmm

Stims are better. That's what I take now. Even in studies Strattera is worse at controling add symptoms and improving concentration. I wanted to try it cause it was different, but it isn't good.

**Chode Logan** · 10-16-2008, 11:44 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

and i feel like i need to stop smoking so much pot....i've never told anyone here that i do that before...don't want ppl to judge me based on that. I'm a very dedicated bodybuilder and the weed is so minimal but i feel like i need to cut back or something....haven't felt the same since i started smoking a lot back when my foot was destroyed and i had nothing else to do

If you drink, cut out the booze instead. I did that and it helped everything.

**smokeyd** · 10-16-2008, 11:44 AM

Originally Posted by calgarian

i am on 50mg of tren and 75 mg of test p

im doing a cycle based on dukkis,

50 prop and 100 tren , yeah!!!!!! should be a real banger since i have never done tren before

**KatsMeow** · 10-16-2008, 11:44 AM

Originally Posted by dukkitdalaw

that was only the tip of the ice berg in terms of strangness for last night

i found out my moms best friend who is married wants to have sex with me.

i screwed my ex. (which i need to stop doin!! damn damn damn!!)

i met my new probation officer, shes cute

you need to start taking letro again

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:44 AM

Originally Posted by calgarian

come here

what u r worried about? that her arse will hurt? or she will hate u cause u did it in the pooper.....

second one more so...but see i realize i shouldn't be worried...she was like 'you can do that anytime..' see, i have no reason to be worried about it but other things are branching off of that...idk..its weird

**smokeyd** · 10-16-2008, 11:45 AM

Originally Posted by Chode Logan

If you drink, cut out the booze instead. I did that and it helped everything.

how you stop drinking? i have a problem i still drink a twelve pack on fri and sat nights pisses me off knowing i could be so much further along in my fitness goal but then again i would kill all my freinds and not have a life if i stoped drinking

**Kratos** · 10-16-2008, 11:46 AM

sounds like she's gonna wear your dick out...what's to stress about?

**calgarian** · 10-16-2008, 11:46 AM

Originally Posted by AnimalGear

second one more so...but see i realize i shouldn't be worried...she was like 'you can do that anytime..' see, i have no reason to be worried about it but other things are branching off of that...idk..its weird

thais always worked for me.

whats the worse thing that can happen

she will break up with u.

ok.....dont give it a second thought. worrying about things can make things worst most of the times.

**SMCengineer** · 10-16-2008, 11:46 AM

Seems the amount of whores increased 10 fold since I've been gone.

**Dukkit** · 10-16-2008, 11:47 AM

Originally Posted by smokeyd

im doing a cycle based on dukkis,

50 prop and 100 tren , yeah!!!!!! should be a real banger since i have never done tren before

did i tell you a 100 a day of tren?? didnt i tell you 75??

i talk to too many ppl. i forget who i told what.

**Kratos** · 10-16-2008, 11:47 AM

Originally Posted by Blome

Seems the amount of whores increased 10 fold since I've been gone.

where'd you go buddy?

**AnimalGear** · 10-16-2008, 11:47 AM

I really don't know......see...one tiny tiny tiny thing has spawned and created a serious mood of worries and panics. I feel like i need help with this. I should call my parents and set up a doc apt

**Dukkit** · 10-16-2008, 11:48 AM

Originally Posted by KatsMeow

you need to start taking letro again

lol

i am

it just hasnt kicked in yet

that reminds me. i need to call my doc and get bloodwork

**Dukkit** · 10-16-2008, 11:48 AM

Originally Posted by Blome

Seems the amount of whores increased 10 fold since I've been gone.

i missed ya buddy!! so glad to see you again!!

**SMCengineer** · 10-16-2008, 11:48 AM

Originally Posted by Kratos

where'd you go buddy?

Been busy working, and trying to get back into school to finisah my degree. I make it a point to stay off of here so I don't get too distracted. Haha

**Chode Logan** · 10-16-2008, 11:48 AM

Originally Posted by smokeyd

how you stop drinking? i have a problem i still drink a twelve pack on fri and sat nights pisses me off knowing i could be so much further along in my fitness goal but then again i would kill all my freinds and not have a life if i stoped drinking

I know what you mean, it's hard for me too cause I used to be an animal, and anything that was going on, I was there, and I was loaded. I was the social king, kinda thing.

To be honest, the key is realizing that any friends who won't remain your friends if you stop drinking, aren't your friends. I've become kinda of the "weekday" buddy who I'll hang out with people and just chill out and miss out on the madness on friday nights.

also, my brother is 27 and I hang out with him a lot on weekends and he doesn't drink.

But yes, it was definitely tough. I do still go out ever 2 months or so to get out there.