anabolic addict

**energizer bunny** · 03-26-2010, 03:59 AM

Originally Posted by Mooseman33

we all need to get together...

shit would be real bad, and most of us would probaly catch a charge or 2...

anytime any of u crazy fvkers want to come down to south florida, u have a place to stay....
open invite brothers, summer is comming up....

i hope one day i get to travell America and Canada......and i would gladly hit the gym then party with you!!...........if you could keep up

**Mooseman33** · 03-26-2010, 08:06 AM

Originally Posted by Hazard

I'll be in Alachua, Florida this May..... if you wanna drive up there i'll be partyin

- got business to do durring the day tho.....

~Haz~

where the fvk is that...

im going to vegas for a week from may 21-28 if anyone wants to get down..
i have a trade show for 2 days, the rest is party time....

**calgarian** · 03-26-2010, 08:11 AM

Originally Posted by Mooseman33

we all need to get together...

shit would be real bad, and most of us would probaly catch a charge or 2...

anytime any of u crazy fvkers want to come down to south florida, u have a place to stay....
open invite brothers, summer is comming up....

be careful what u wish for......

**Mooseman33** · 03-26-2010, 08:28 AM

ur just fvking nuts cal, drugs or not...

u are "the crazy canadian"

them neutral canadian pssies dont need an army, they have you.....

**Hazard** · 03-26-2010, 08:32 AM

Originally Posted by Mooseman33

where the fvk is that...

im going to vegas for a week from may 21-28 if anyone wants to get down..
i have a trade show for 2 days, the rest is party time....

LMFAO it's near gainsville (sp?)

~Haz~

**calgarian** · 03-26-2010, 09:26 AM

Originally Posted by Mooseman33

ur just fvking nuts cal, drugs or not...

u are "the crazy canadian"

them neutral canadian pssies dont need an army, they have you.....

i thought we all agreed on that long time ago

hey why kill someone with a bullet when u can kill them with "Crazy"

**Schmidty** · 03-26-2010, 12:19 PM

Originally Posted by energizer bunny

well i like both!!...but def right about the mission part on upers LOL....

lol i like uppers if im on downers already! heart attacks are pretty sweet

**johnnyrv** · 03-26-2010, 12:45 PM

Originally Posted by warchild

worst feeling in the world... best feeling in the world tho when ur rollin

Well me and my girlfriend got into an argument about why do I always have to be on some sort of drug ,from doing coke to doing pills ,mushrooms,pills and mushrooms what they call hippy flip to steroids .rolling is ok if u take 2 pills but beyond that my joints ache I'm depressed.

**Schmidty** · 03-26-2010, 01:51 PM

lol i am really not as pro drug as my pervious posts im tryin to be clean and sober

**tboney** · 03-26-2010, 01:59 PM

Originally Posted by Hazard

DAMN - that sucks man.... 5-htp works wonders for me.

When I roll I usually do 3-4 a night..... It's very far and few for me tho. I'm not a party addict and doit every week. I never roll twice in a 2 week period either..... it take 2 weeks to fully restore serotonin.....

~Haz~

Boy! this thread has gone to hell. You know... In the program we call this "romanticizing" your drug use.

**Schmidty** · 03-26-2010, 07:38 PM

lol i know it sure did go to hell didnt it! its easy to sit their and think about the good times when lifes more together, it sucks when u dont realize how bad it truely is till ur down in it all ovr again

**tboney** · 03-26-2010, 08:03 PM

Originally Posted by Schmidty

lol i know it sure did go to hell didnt it! its easy to sit their and think about the good times when lifes more together, it sucks when u dont realize how bad it truely is till ur down in it all ovr again

I agree! Hopefully I am done with it. Its worse than prison.

**playboii** · 03-26-2010, 11:09 PM

haha whenever a night of being up i just get in the hole and sleep like a baby! but yes 5 htp does work wonders.

**boz** · 03-27-2010, 09:34 AM

Originally Posted by warchild

if its not one addiction its another...i think we all have an addicted personality here

Addictive personality was the downfall to my addiction, I have been clean for just over a year, and I have never felt better. I was on crystal, pot, e they were my mains. I loved mixing though.
It was like a roller coaster ride for me, never wanted to get off the ride.
It got to the point of jail time and 3 rehabs, the last rehab finally got through to me.

Don't get me wrong I would love to do the occasional smoke
drop a phew e's, snort etc but my biggest fear is
1. Going so long sober and stuffing it up that 1 night
2. My physic when I was using was so wrong, compared to now. (self-esteem)
3. At least with aas we eventually have to get off them to recover (PCT)

IMO though aas is a completely different ball game, i find it less affective mentally and physically.

Originally Posted by warchild

haha thats great man! im heading to beach in mexico next month gonna try to get some ketamine...love that shit when im drinking on the beach down there walking around

Watch out for the 'K' hole

Originally Posted by calgarian

be careful what u wish for......

lol we have some common sense in this thread

Originally Posted by tboney

Boy! this thread has gone to hell. You know... In the program we call this "romanticizing" your drug use.

Drug raving my worst enemy.

**Dukkit** · 03-27-2010, 10:40 AM

im the same. steroids are my anti drugs

got off drugs 5 years ago

and got into fitness

then steroids

so really.. fitness overall is my anti drug

**warchild** · 03-27-2010, 11:39 AM

were all getting banned for talking about dope.LOL

**Hazard** · 03-27-2010, 11:59 AM

Originally Posted by tboney

Boy! this thread has gone to hell. You know... In the program we call this "romanticizing" your drug use.

I know all about the program..... my father was in it and still attends and so is my wife.....

I don't have an addictive personality and can drop partying at the drop of a hat..... i've done it before. I dropped steroids for 3 years..... got back on because i felt I was more educated. I've dropped alcohol..... no need for it..... so i don't drink it.

~Haz~

**AlphaGenetics** · 03-27-2010, 12:56 PM

I think when we take any drug to feel a certain way it could fall into that catagory. Relapse is a big word though....AAS is definatly the lesser of all the evils if done in moderation and responsibily.

**feeldapump89** · 03-27-2010, 08:31 PM

Hmm never new so many of you actually partied hard. I myself used to be tied up in drugs always had lots of coke around and e it was free to me so I obviously over indulged. For probably 4 years I would do coke every other day not to mention various other substances. But I told myself this is just a phase and it ended 2 years ago. Bodybuilding has filled that void. Now all i do is smoke pot and drink on occasion and am happier than Ive ever been.

**energizer bunny** · 03-29-2010, 09:08 AM

Originally Posted by warchild

were all getting banned for talking about dope.LOL

its ok to talk about getting on it.....just not allowed to mention names (i think

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**Mooseman33** · 03-29-2010, 09:13 AM

you guys are all bad influences on "the Moose"

i have to leave this thread for good, my virgin ears cant hear all this drug talk...

this thread is filled with druggies......

dont u guys no drugs are bad, which is why i say "down with dope, up with hope"

**FranciscoG** · 03-29-2010, 10:18 PM

Alcohol for me was the problem.

Being off cycle my mind wonder... On aas not so much.

**lovbyts** · 03-29-2010, 11:00 PM

I never had a problem with drugs or drinking. I only spent a short amount of time where I liked ot get drunk and that was in High school. After that only an occasional drink once in a while.

I spent a couple years with my head in a cloud of smoke, also in high school but quit my senior year and have only tried it 2x since and decided it's not for me. I could easily get on it due to chronic back pain but that would just be an excuse and probably would not really do any good.

I did a variety of other experimental substances after high school but I never let anything take control of me.

The closest I cam was when my 1st wife was doing crack and I did it several times with her. I started to feel the pull, the addiction and that was enough for me to say NO way and stop, never turning back. I dont like anything that has control over me or I feel like I NEED it or crave it; except sex, there are some things you just can live without or life is not worth living without it.

**Hazard** · 03-30-2010, 07:01 AM

Originally Posted by lovbyts

I did a variety of other experimental substances after high school but I never let anything take control of me.

I dont like anything that has control over me or I feel like I NEED it or crave it; except sex, there are some things you just can live without or life is not worth living without it.

Same here..... but I have to include chocolate in there..... dark chocolate is my friend

~Haz~

**energizer bunny** · 03-30-2010, 07:46 AM

well im lucky in that i can take or leave almost anything.......dont get me wrong ill have a binge, go off the rails....but its never that hard for me to stop anything......i can go months without a drink,smoke or anything and not care, then i can hit it hard and still be ok.....

**Schmidty** · 04-14-2010, 06:34 AM

i started relapsing a few wks ago and it was getting crazy again, i blew through all my savings, crashed and caused 4500 worth the damage on my new car, and i OD two times in 24hrs both times i had to have my heart started again. Cops searched my place the 2nd OD and took a bunch of my shit, i didnt have any extra dope cause id shot it all but they got my halo, tbol, pgcl and dnp ! I went to the hospital to detox and im goin to rehab in a day or two. I have started suboxone and omg i love it, its making staying sober sooooo much easier and i really feel like i can be sober again and actually be happy again. What yall think of suboxone???

**NMacFar** · 04-14-2010, 07:44 AM

Damn, whatever happened to just getting drunk!!!!!!!!!!

**Hazard** · 04-14-2010, 07:46 AM

Originally Posted by Schmidty

i started relapsing a few wks ago and it was getting crazy again, i blew through all my savings, crashed and caused 4500 worth the damage on my new car, and i OD two times in 24hrs both times i had to have my heart started again. Cops searched my place the 2nd OD and took a bunch of my shit, i didnt have any extra dope cause id shot it all but they got my halo, tbol, pgcl and dnp! I went to the hospital to detox and im goin to rehab in a day or two. I have started suboxone and omg i love it, its making staying sober sooooo much easier and i really feel like i can be sober again and actually be happy again. What yall think of suboxone???

Honestly..... I have mixed feelings on it. I don't like it because it has an opiate in it..... but it also has an opiate blocker in it and my wifes cravings are gone completely. Thats not to say - if she stops the suboxone she wont withdrawl.

It has it's purpose..... I believe one should get on it and get off asap - wish my wife would understand that.....

~Haz~

**calgarian** · 04-14-2010, 07:47 AM

Originally Posted by nmacfar

damn, whatever happened to just getting drunk!!!!!!!!!!

x2..............

**NMacFar** · 04-14-2010, 08:17 AM

Glad you agree!

**calgarian** · 04-14-2010, 08:19 AM

Originally Posted by NMacFar

Glad you agree!

do u want me not to

**energizer bunny** · 04-14-2010, 08:35 AM

Originally Posted by Schmidty

i started relapsing a few wks ago and it was getting crazy again, i blew through all my savings, crashed and caused 4500 worth the damage on my new car, and i OD two times in 24hrs both times i had to have my heart started again. Cops searched my place the 2nd OD and took a bunch of my shit, i didnt have any extra dope cause id shot it all but they got my halo, tbol, pgcl and dnp! I went to the hospital to detox and im goin to rehab in a day or two. I have started suboxone and omg i love it, its making staying sober sooooo much easier and i really feel like i can be sober again and actually be happy again. What yall think of suboxone???

my dads on it.....he still gets pissed,,,,its no miracle drug ,so from that i think its the same as nicotine patches,,,you must want to stop or it wont work.......man sounds like you're having a shit of a time...hope you get ya sell sorted mate.......if i was in you position id be aiming for quiting for good!!..........im wel happy i can take and leave shit...

**NMacFar** · 04-14-2010, 09:12 AM

Originally Posted by calgarian

do u want me not to

I'm actually glad that you do!

**calgarian** · 04-14-2010, 09:14 AM

Originally Posted by NMacFar

I'm actually glad that you do!

when it comes to drug I never actually used any.....whenever i am pissed i get pissed drunk and go to sleep.....headache in the morning makes me forget about the reason i was pissed to begin with

**Kratos** · 04-14-2010, 09:21 AM

I was gonna just do one cycle
then I decided to just do one more a couple of times
I'm just gonna do 1 more cycle, the rest of you have drug problems

**calgarian** · 04-14-2010, 09:27 AM

Originally Posted by Kratos

I was gonna just do one cycle
then I decided to just do one more a couple of times
I'm just gonna do 1 more cycle, the rest of you have drug problems

not me after i finish this cycle i am not doing it at all....so u have problem too

**Kratos** · 04-14-2010, 09:38 AM

I ment after this cycle I start in 3 days

really I think the only thing that will stop me is if I move in with my gf which might not be more that 6 months off
then it gets a lot tougher to run my covert ops

I'll prolly cut it down to 1 cycle a year at that point and keep some long estered gear at a friend's house or in car. But I think it will become too much of a pain in the A after a cycle or two like that.

then go natty for a couple years when it gets to be too much work
then go for hrt at 40

I think I'll always desire the juice

**Hazard** · 04-14-2010, 09:43 AM

Originally Posted by Kratos

I ment after this cycle I start in 3 days

really I think the only thing that will stop me is if I move in with my gf which might not be more that 6 months off
then it gets a lot tougher to run my covert ops

I'll prolly cut it down to 1 cycle a year at that point and keep some long estered gear at a friend's house or in car. But I think it will become too much of a pain in the A after a cycle or two like that.

then go natty for a couple years when it gets to be too much work
then go for hrt at 40

I think I'll always desire the juice

I'll teach you everything you'll ever need to know about hiding your gear.....

~Haz~

**Kratos** · 04-14-2010, 09:48 AM

Originally Posted by Hazard

I'll teach you everything you'll ever need to know about hiding your gear.....

~Haz~

women are a snoopy sort
but I'd love to hear what you do with it

**Hazard** · 04-14-2010, 09:57 AM

I'm actually pretty lucky in that I have a place to stash my gear other than at home..... the problem with storing it at a friends house tho is that you can't always depend on them to be there when it's time for a shot.

There are a few places you can hide gear at home where she shouldn't bother it.....

Who would be so retarded as to place their gear in a plastic baggie and bury it under the protein in the bag? me..... bwahahaha

~Haz~