-
11-30-2022, 05:33 AM #81
-
11-30-2022, 05:37 AM #82
I just don't know what to say anymore.
No cry baby sad shit. I have had some mother fucking fun.
I'm big again.
I can't feel unless I drink. I went back to drinking I won't leave it.
I may have fucked up a Lot in my life... But I promise you no oneThat ever met me in person was indifferent about me that either loved me or they hated me.
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRCXTdaA/
I had Passion.
-
11-30-2022, 07:55 AM #83
I'm currently reading the autobiography of an Irishman named Christy Dignam, a millionaire heroin addict. Very interesting. At one point he went to a Buddhist temple in Thailand to try fix his head.
Yeah Couch is back here on the forum, he started a thread about making knives here in the Lounge.
-
11-30-2022, 01:00 PM #84
I went 8 months no weed and finally gave in cause I couldn't take it anymore. Weed makes me happy, able to focus, able to relax, sleep, creative, etc. Without it I didn't get anything done, I just existed. Alcohol is rough on me. I drank a lot when I was younger, at clubs and parties and such, but never by myself or consistently. Lifting always kept me from drinking, and I just prefer weed. Weed is a beautiful thing, when not overdoing it. But yeah, I feel you. It's tough being 100% sober. People are like "I want to be in control." Not me. I want to be in a dream world where things are fun and exciting and anything can happen. At least a part of the day. That's when I feel at home.
-
11-30-2022, 05:22 PM #85
Almost 100% agree with you. IF you can use the chemical & it doesn’t use you (well most of the time) then why not, if it really brings peace & satisfaction to your life. Currently entering that “dream world” as I post this, so that I can wind down the day & then sleep with far less demons.
Obs, good luck young fella & congrats on regaining the size.
-
11-30-2022, 07:35 PM #86
I'm doing the same now. Arizer Air vaporizer, no smoke. Half Delta 8, half regular weed. This combination seems to work well for me. Regular weed is too strong these days, imo. The Delta 8 bud I get has a lot of CBD and Delta 8 in and of itself has a weaker binding affinity to the THC receptors, which essentially means it's competing with Delta 9 (regular weed), but produces more calming and less intense effects. Give it a try if you ever think regular weed is a little too much and you just enjoy puffing.
I'm glad weed is my poison as opposed to opiates, amphetamines, benzos, and alcohol. I had friends who drank all day every day many years ago. I'd hate to find out what happened to them if they continued like that.
-
11-30-2022, 11:25 PM #87"ARs Pork Eating Crusader"
- Join Date
- Sep 2012
- Location
- A world without islam!!!!
- Posts
- 7,092
All we need is test, tren and Jesus. We have to have our body and mind ready for the day of battle. I hope you all are prepared.
-
01-03-2023, 12:41 AM #88
Edited
Last edited by Obs; 02-24-2023 at 07:01 PM.
-
01-03-2023, 12:49 AM #89
Edited
Last edited by Obs; 02-24-2023 at 07:01 PM.
-
01-03-2023, 01:25 AM #90
I was going to ask if it could have been an honest mistake, but if he had received prior complaints then distribution should have been terminated.
It's one thing to sell a fake product, I knew of a guy one time who sold fake capsules of MDMA, but at least his 'product' was harmless (I think they were just vitamins or maybe cold & flu capsules).
But if someone is distributing a bad product that's making people sick, e.g. preventing them from training or giving them abscesses, then that's bullshit.
-
01-03-2023, 02:09 AM #91
You always caught shit because of your honesty.
It looks like we're in the same fucking boat brother. I'm not sucking your dick or anything but you always stuck up for yourself and stuck up for what you thought was right.
You're fucking awesome dude kimbo.
People can say whatever the fuck they want about you but you never deviated in all the years. You always said the same shit and that was your fucking opinion.
You're a bad mother fucker.
-
01-03-2023, 02:10 AM #92
I used to hate your guts.
People hate the truth.
One of my worst enemies on this planet is somebody I actually respect now.
I hope you're doing good kimbo.
I need to get on here more.
-
01-03-2023, 02:14 AM #93
This is for you kimbo.
If you don't like it that's fine but I think it suits you.
https://youtu.be/YKtz6qOtqv4
-
01-03-2023, 02:24 AM #94
Kimbo, I gave you a lot of shit and I caught a lot of shit for supporting you.
Motherfuckers read what I say to you and think I'm a shitty person just because I understand you.
You may have done a lot of shitty stuff just like I did but you never judged anyone.
I think you're the best mother fucker I ever met and I know you went through a lot of stuff just like me.
I'm not going to rub the head of my dick against yours I'm just saying that I appreciate you dude.
You're a fucking nut sack just like I have been all my fucking life.
Time catches up.
You're probably the only European son of a bitch that I could ever put up with.
I want to forgive myself but I can't. We have dealt with the same issue all of our lives.
-
01-03-2023, 02:27 AM #95
Kimbo spoke true feels.
It might have sounded crazy and pissed you off but it was fucking 100% truth.
Kimbo might be a lot of things but he's not a fucking liar.
RESPECT AND LOVE
-
01-03-2023, 03:29 AM #96
I'm not a saint, and people know here on the forum that I've done some shit. I can try excuse myself by saying it was all in retaliation -- but evil is evil irrespective of motive. Maybe God will call me up on it when I die.
I'm 7 years clean now, both off drugs and paying for sex, and yeah for the first few years I was on board with the whole 'introspection' thing, looking closely at myself and trying to improve and possibly make amends, and atone for my misdeeds. But I'm past that now. I did what I did, and I am where I am. No more analysis of what I did or how I've gotten to where I am. I'm not busy composing apologies. It is what it is. This is life.
I don't even solve my problems at a conscious level anymore -- no more 12 steps, no more self-help books or autobiographies of so-called 'influencers', I just go to a meditation centre with the aim of not thinking. An inner stillness is what I seek.
The be all and end all of it is this: I'm in my 30's and I don't have any life-shortening medical conditions, so I probably have about 50 years left. So now I get to choose to do things conducive toward living a fulfilling happy life and maybe even helping others to do the same. Whether or not I was a serial killer or a child molester or an arsonist of orphanages up until this point isn't of concern to me.
When we are young, and throughout our teens, beauty is something that very overtly and suddenly strikes us, like the sight of a waterfall, or the first time you saw Catherine Zeta Jones in The Mask of Zorro, or when you look at the sun through your eyelashes while a little bird chirps.
Beauty goes deeper than the surface though, and if you are willing to drill down, you'll find greater beauty than ever could have coated the surface.
The hallmark of psychological resilience is an ability to mine for beauty in the most disgusting situations. Find the beauty in your loss, find the beauty in your cancer, find the beauty in your amputation, find the beauty in your heart attack, find the beauty in your rape, find the beauty in the molestation of your daughter.
If the idea of finding beauty in the disgusting repulses you, then I think that's fairly normal. If you persevere though, and if you find the beauty in your offence, you'll achieve an inner stillness and a new perception for beauty than ever you could have prior fathomed.
I live for beauty. I still compete in sports and I work a 9 to 5, and I clean my bathroom and change my bedsheets -- all the mundane stuff in life -- but I live for the beauty.
-
01-03-2023, 02:50 PM #97Senior Member
- Join Date
- Apr 2018
- Posts
- 1,178
-
01-03-2023, 09:07 PM #98
Enanthate is notorious for nasty batches.....usually from a high acid content that wasn't leached out property during the manufacturing process or possibly the manufacturer QC caught it and put it an isolation from the quality product. Then probably one of the powder runners passed it on down the line.
I literally gave a Viking funeral to hundreds of grams or test e. If I recall if was about 2/3 of a kg tin. Stuff was full of what I believe was oxalic acid.. I had it stored properly in a meat locker I rent. It was vacuum sealed, with desiccants, and the section I rented was well protected from light,
That's one reason why I quit homebrewing. The vendor wouldn't stand up and replace the bad goods, probably because I requested the replacement raws be test cyp. The enanthate raws basically turned into a Coca Cola looking syrup.
It would nice if V made a one time post regarding his plans for compensating his customers.There are 3 loves in my life: my wife, my English mastiffs, and my weightlifting....Man, my wife gets really pissed when I get the 3 confused...
A minimum of 100 posts and 45 days membership required for source checks. Source checks are performed at my discretion.
-
01-03-2023, 09:15 PM #99
Personally, I have no problems with cannabis usage, but I'm easily satisfied by a couple of hits of moderate 18-20% THC weed. These new 34-36% THC hybrids would probably be great for chemo patients, though.
The wife currently nibbles away at edibles to quell her arthritis pains. Like me, she has been "blessed" with OA and RA, and doesn't want to risk the injections due to kidney disease is prevalent in her family.
One day hopefully the medicinal use will be commonplace across the states, but until then I rarely partake. There's no way to beat random hair tests unless you happen to fall into the loophole where there's a tiny window, which is more luck than anything.Last edited by almostgone; 01-03-2023 at 09:35 PM. Reason: Syntax error.....
There are 3 loves in my life: my wife, my English mastiffs, and my weightlifting....Man, my wife gets really pissed when I get the 3 confused...
A minimum of 100 posts and 45 days membership required for source checks. Source checks are performed at my discretion.
-
01-03-2023, 09:22 PM #100New Member
- Join Date
- Jan 2023
- Posts
- 1
-
01-03-2023, 09:34 PM #101
I'm sorry, kris, it doesn't work like that. Stay around, contribute to the posting of relevant conversation, and generally things eventually come your way.
If you're hear solely for a source, you're likely to get burned/scammed. Also this isn't a board sponsored by sources. You'll notice you don't see sources and UGLs.banners.
When it comes to sources that approach you, go into X-Files mode........trust no one.There are 3 loves in my life: my wife, my English mastiffs, and my weightlifting....Man, my wife gets really pissed when I get the 3 confused...
A minimum of 100 posts and 45 days membership required for source checks. Source checks are performed at my discretion.
-
01-04-2023, 03:01 AM #102Senior Member
- Join Date
- Apr 2018
- Posts
- 1,178
SOLID advice, from a Master.
Listen Kris22, why don't you hit up / ask your local dealer in the gym you are training at? It is a sure thing! It works like this: Set up the buy, give the money as the transaction takes place. With this method, you can somewhat lower the risk of getting scammed out of your hard earned money.
Hope this helps.
-
01-04-2023, 06:33 AM #103
-
01-04-2023, 11:37 AM #104
-
01-04-2023, 11:54 AM #105
-
-
01-04-2023, 04:28 PM #107There are 3 loves in my life: my wife, my English mastiffs, and my weightlifting....Man, my wife gets really pissed when I get the 3 confused...
A minimum of 100 posts and 45 days membership required for source checks. Source checks are performed at my discretion.
-
01-04-2023, 04:30 PM #108There are 3 loves in my life: my wife, my English mastiffs, and my weightlifting....Man, my wife gets really pissed when I get the 3 confused...
A minimum of 100 posts and 45 days membership required for source checks. Source checks are performed at my discretion.
-
01-04-2023, 04:47 PM #109There are 3 loves in my life: my wife, my English mastiffs, and my weightlifting....Man, my wife gets really pissed when I get the 3 confused...
A minimum of 100 posts and 45 days membership required for source checks. Source checks are performed at my discretion.
-
01-05-2023, 09:33 AM #110
-
01-09-2023, 12:21 PM #111
That’s one of the products I’m planning on using for this coming cycle! I got a little bit of gyno from Deca a couple years ago so I want to keep my E lower otherwise I’d just run higher dose Test…well that and I’m skinny fat boy now so I don’t want to bloat up a ton. FML
-
01-09-2023, 01:45 PM #112
Woah woah woah. Wtf. I don’t even know what to say. Does anyone else have any thoughts on this? I mean doesn’t this shit happen from
Time to time? Or am I missing something?
Are you feeling like this because Val didn’t stick ip for his product? Or that you thjnk he knew it was bad and still sold it?
-
01-09-2023, 03:30 PM #113Senior Member
- Join Date
- Apr 2018
- Posts
- 1,178
-
01-09-2023, 03:58 PM #114
-
01-09-2023, 04:07 PM #115Senior Member
- Join Date
- Apr 2018
- Posts
- 1,178
-
01-09-2023, 04:08 PM #116
-
01-09-2023, 04:47 PM #117
Lmao ya straight off my wife and onto my skinny white ass! Not ashamed to say I felt sexy! Hahahaha
But if you saw the other pics from that session which included my face you’d clearly notice I was quite intoxicated at the time.
Not saying I wouldn’t still have felt sexy in my wife’s panties but you know…
-
01-09-2023, 04:50 PM #118
I can’t take myself too seriously at this point in my life. But thanks for clarifying. Tone of voice is lost over text.
Plus everyone on here has seen my ass at this point so if I changed it now it wouldn’t matter anyways!
P.S. Wouldn’t it be gayer if that wasn’t me!? Lmao
-
-
01-09-2023, 10:24 PM #120
I used to come on here many years back to research and read way before I got into it, and there was the one poster who had the two dudes kissing on the avatar. I remember being like “ wtf is this shit?” Lol. By comparison, family guy’s is… well worse tbh. That back story should be in your sig bro, just to set things “straight.”
Thread Information
Users Browsing this Thread
There are currently 1 users browsing this thread. (0 members and 1 guests)
First Test-E cycle in 10 years
11-11-2024, 03:22 PM in ANABOLIC STEROIDS - QUESTIONS & ANSWERS