Deca for shoulder pain and first cycle

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Hi, I am 23 years old, 5'10 and 170 pounds with about 10%-12% body fat.

I have had shoulder surgerys on both arms and they are fine but still give me pain. I have done extensive reading on how deca will help lubricate the joints and relieve pain and I believe from all the reading I have done that this will help me out.

I do not want to take steroids to necessarily get big and gain muscle. I believe that I can do that on my own. However I am willing to do anything to help out my shoulders and get them as pain free as possible. I train very hard: 3 to 4x a week in the gym for 2 hours a day and 2 to 3x a week jiu jitsu practice and my shoulder pain is the only thing that is holding me back.

Any suggestions on some cycles that will allow me to see relief?