need help NOW Pleeaasee

[mrfixor]

Need Help NOW!!
Need Help NOW!!
let me start with this: im 45years old. i was needing some help to get back into shape, mentally and physically. so i started my first cut cycle about 6 mths ago. i have an aquantance from the gym who hooked me up with everything i needed.
anivar 50mgs a day
trenbolone 200 mgs week
test prop 100 mgs eod
hgh 1 iu daily
10 week cycle
no pct - my aquantance said i shouldnt need it.

all went very well, lost fat, gained muscle felt incredible
took 5 weeks off meds but still in gym
decided that went so well i would do a bulk cycle thru the winter and then cut again come early spring. so i went back to my source and got a new cycle.
anadrol for 2weeks
deca 400 mgs per week
dyna tabs 50 mgs per day
hgh igf2 lr3 -1 iu day
test prop 150 mgs eod
started great, showing great, feeling like a bull in heat!!!

my source told me that at my age i could probably get my test from a t-clinic or my doc. so i went in had blood work done. i leveled with the doc, told him everything i was doing. he said ok as long as i felt ok. bloodwork showed my test was low, so my doc gave me test cypianate and said the i should keep up with 3 shots a week at 100mg per shot. still feeling great, bull in heat, wife loves my libido.
so i went back in a month for blood work again. now test is way too high. doc says cut it back to .75mgs 3 times a week.

about this time my stress level and anxiety goes thru the roof. i have stopped everything now. yes cold turkey. its been about 4 weeks. my anxiety is terrible. i cant hardly sleep due to it. my world seems upside down!!
i cant seem to take anything to calm down, it all freaks me out!!! my body functions are even out of wack. i need some advice please, maybe pct or get back on test only. before you vets tell me how i shouldnt have done this or i should have read more. just remmember you started somewhere too. Can some one give me some kind of advice not just an ass whippin.
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update: it sounds like im definately in a crash! remmember im already off for 4 weeks: is it too late to take an AI or serm, from what ive read, they only block while im dosing. Do yall recommend getting back on test and then slowly coming down or pct (nolvedex)????????
By the way thanks for any advice, i didnt know where else to go!

[SlimmerMe]

repost this in the "HORMONE REPLACEMENT THERAPY" and the "PCT" FORUM too since you need help asap.....and this forum is a little sleepy....

TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE HERE!!! Good luck!!!

[JohnnyVegas]

Disclaimer: others will chime in with more knowledge than me. I am only asking questions so I understand, and it may clear up questions that others have so they can give advice more quickly.

I am not surprised the doc thought your levels were too high, you were taking, what, over a gram a week? Did you say that you were tested the first time WHILE on that cycle? And your Test levels came back low? Sorry if I misunderstood. And when he told you to take 300mg a week of cyp, was that on top of what you were already taking? I know you have been off for four weeks - how long were you on before quitting?

In the future, you should be able to go back to your TRT dosage and not worry about PCT. I hope you are feeling better soon, and I am sure you will get some solid advice.

I guess I should track down your other posts if you posted in those other sections. :-)

[bigdug]

Mrfixor, you are most definitely crashing if you are giving your body no additional test. You gave your body a boost with your first cycle and a "reasonable" time off. Personally, at 45 I would have just cut back to test only at maybe 200 mgs per week. Even your first cycle would have required at least a pct. At 45 our bodies still produce test but not as much and even a mild cycle will completely shut down what little test we are making. That being said, your test shut down after your first cycle. And perhaps 5 weeks w/o test or pct confused your body. Then your second cycle you brought in anadrol , a pretty harsh oral. Personally I would stay from it at 45. Tendon problems, blood pressure problems and very toxic on the liver. I took anadrol several times and ALWAYS had trouble with it. I'm almost 48 now and I wouldn't dream of taking it. The only oral that I would consider would be tbol,anavar andwinstrol. I would use oral sparingly as well and stay with the injectables. I would venture to say that your test levels were going crazy from the different mgs you were playing with. Test levels should be maintained at a constant to prevent sides. I wouldn't be surprised if the anadrol was making you nervous. TRT is a great thing after 40. Going cold turkey is going to mess with you too. I would speak with your doc but my best guess would ne to drop all the oral and just do 150 mgs of the cyp for a couple of months, get some more blood work done and think about upping your test for a few cycles per year. Maybe add in some equipoise when you "cycle". Hope this helps buddy