Thread: anti-depressent
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08-04-2009, 10:00 PM #81
Wow man, that is good to know. Yeah like I said, I had a nervous breakdown, I always had anxiety and OCD I would worry about the littlest thing until my mind found something bigger/better to worry about then I would worry about that. Sometimes in social situations I would get anxiety if I didn't know people around. But in particular it was my OCD that finally caused the nervous breakdown. My OCD deals with thoughts and performing them a certain number of times in my head, in a certain pattern, and in a certain way. So if didn't my anxiety would kick in ten fold so I was literally prisoner to OCD and it got to the point that I didn't even realize it was odd (had since I was 10 or so)
So anyway I came down from classes to visit my parents for the summer, shit happened family problems, etc. and basically I was under house arrest (figuratively of course) for the past 3 months, the only time I went out was to workout and every once in a while I would go out with friends and shit (usually on weekends) so you can imagine i was going crazy just having to be in a house all-day. Anyway I started getting these uncontrollable thoughts as if there was another side of me and it just sent these troubling thoughts into my head on purpose because it would spark the anxiety, anger, etc. then I would get these headaches and I would have to sleep or something to get rid of them.
I finally went into a psychiatric clinic and was evaluated (I never wanted meds because I was against them) and they prescribed me this. Well before I got prescribed the Zoloft I was getting better, the thoughts were dying away becoming less frequent and my mind was taking over and saying how ridiculous those thoughts were and to ignore them so I thought in a week or two I should be fully rid of these stressful thoughts. Then I started the Zoloft at 50mg and I first started noticing the delayed orgasm side effect then I noticed whenever i yawned I would never get that "refreshed" feeling you get at the end then the anxiety started to come back in full force and my OCD which at the point was still the same managed to get worse.
So now I am like really pissed because 3 months ago my life was great I had everything under control (the anxiety/OCD/depression) and now the second I wake up its like another part of my brain basically tries to demoralize me with thoughts.
I really hope this gets better, I mean at this point in life I see nothing to live for if for the rest of my life I am going to have to worry and have stressful thoughts.
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08-04-2009, 11:13 PM #82
I always worry about being labeled as being "depressed". I have actually filled out paperwork for background investigations with questions regarding depression and medications for depression. I think that it may hinder my career if I were to ever be prescribed anti-depressants or diagnosed with depression.
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