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[Hazard]

Haz,

I just got caught up on your posts and wow.... its scary how similar we have been. My ex betrayed my trust and I was the same way with her as you are with your wife. My ex fell to a very hard rec drug and I don't like to talk about it.... I tried to help her for the last 2 years of our relationship but she kept relapsing and there was nothing I could do.... I loved her and she emptied my heart and destroyed me having any possible way of trusting properly. Now me and my new GF almost a year together are paying for it cuz I can't trust her because how fuked up mentally I am after spending over 5 years with my last one.

I know exactly what you are going through and that exact feeling of how in some ways you like it and in others you don't and how you just want to get caught.... I went through it all..... In the end all the will see is there is only one true way out..... and I think you know what I am talking about.

Wow..... I can't believe you went through that same shit..... unreal

Yep - she still has no debit/credit card unless I give her mine..... she has a "pay as you go" cell phone..... I monitor all of her transactions.... I have to because she was spending money like it was going out of style. I'm in debt because of her.....

~Haz~

[Skyler]

Hey, this is my 500th post, I am now a member!

Теперь настало время для празднования. С чем? Водка Конечно !

[Bertuzzi]

Yep - she still has no debit/credit card unless I give her mine..... she has a "pay as you go" cell phone..... I monitor all of her transactions.... I have to because she was spending money like it was going out of style. I'm in debt because of her.....

~Haz~

Wow.... I remember monitoring the accounts and her cell phone record.... trying to track her down.... Thats no way to live, trust me I know.... once you set yourself free of it, you will feel relieved beyond belief.

I mean, I am all for making things work and trying your hardest I mean shit I am big time against divorce but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. Thank God I wasn't married just with her for 5.5 years.... and only the first 3 years were happiness.

[Bertuzzi]

^^ seriously bert, haz for that to happen blows

Worst thing that ever happened to me.... and to have to walk away from the women I loved, the women I would die for.... Almost was not acceptable I was going to kill her dealer..... seriously, literally kill her.... My best friend in the whole world was the only one who could talk me down. I tried to help thought I could change her.... I am amazing persistent and talk for a living I can usually manipulate any situation to my favour if I choose, and for the record I never do that with people I care about.... only in business. I thought she would change but as my friends who struggled with major drug addictions themselves in the past told me.... she can only be helped if she wants to help herself. In the end I guess she never truly wanted it.... She was the first and only women I have ever loved.... she was the light of my life, the joy of my world..... the reason I got out of bed in the morning and she took it all away. When I found out she was on it for sure and so you guys know, it was Meth.... I fell down to my knees in the middle of a road at night at work with 2 guys I worked with. I was crying as the anger built.... then I decided to play punching bag with a big ****en tree and gave it 5 shots from each hand..... lets just say the tree won and the next day my hands were mush!

Anyways, my point is, I know what its like Haz and you don't deserve it.... I am damaged forever because of it and the longer you drag it out the longer you will be damaged and the harder it is to ever come back from it. I am still working and thank God my current GF is amazing and Loves me and understands how I am damaged and I struggle everyday to recover and Love her how she deserves to be loved.... I don't use it as an excuse but she is 100 times my ex GF and she deserves to have me look at her the way I use to look at my ex.... now when I look at her she just sees empty, because I am afraid to commit and let myself be hurt ever again.....

I guess in a way me telling you guys this, I too am asking for words of wisdom.... if anyone can offer ideas for me to combat this and learn to love my GF how she deserves I am all ears.

Thanks for listening. I know I yapped for a long ass time there.

[MaNiCC]

Bert its 3am, so its too late to send a pm at this time. When i remember tomorrow i'll send you one, im good with stuff like this. Calg will vouch for me on that

Just to let you fvkers know, iv'e made the decision that im coming off my meds. Going to talk with doctors etc. so i may need your support if its not too much to ask from my fellow whores

Night Fella's

[Reed]

Did you not see my posts? You must be blind

~Haz~

I did not sorry....

[Bertuzzi]

I just want you all to know I will be joining the 3K club tomorrow.... Good Night

[Nicotine]

about time you wuss. :P

drive by slutting!!!!!!!

was busy all today, a friend of mine i've known since i was 8 came down for a visit.

a few yrs ago he went to BC for work.

i kinda realized how different we are...he just wanted to drink and party and be smashed...he got mad as hell when i told him i had to go train.

and when we were hanging out, he got PISSED OFF at how often i had to eat. he said my life was a pain in the ass, and that it's useless.

i dont think i'll probally be talking to him ever again. kinda sad actually.

[MaNiCC]

People change and move apart Nic, just life

[Dukkit]

i think im hard

[Ernst]

i think im hard

It's called "morning wood", and it's a normal part of growing up.

[MaNiCC]

It's called "morning wood", and it's a normal part of growing up.

[Ernst]

Ernst is thinking of buying a new toy...

A drastic departure from previous...

[Dukkit]

i dont like it daddy! i cant pee!

[Dukkit]

Ernst is thinking of buying a new toy...

A drastic departure from previous...

ill give you permission... only if you get me one. and file off the serial #

[Mr.Rose]

When you buy a gun in the US, depending on which state of course, is the serial number always registered to the buyers name?

[Mr.Rose]

This place really isn't sexy without me and ghetto... but more me.

[Mr.Rose]

is it me or have half the tags disappeared?

[Mr.Rose]

... yup defiantly not sexy without me.

First time I'm on in 3 weeks and this place is stone cold dead.

[Ernst]

When you buy a gun in the US, depending on which state of course, is the serial number always registered to the buyers name?

I don't believe so, no.

[Dukkit]

my titty itches

[Mr.Rose]

I don't believe so, no.

so whats the point of it?

[Mr.Rose]

my titty itches

check out swiftos new thread in the Q&A.

ps.. watch out.. swifto kills kittens the fvcker

[sigman roid]

check out swiftos new thread in the Q&A.

ps.. watch out.. swifto kills kittens the fvcker

Swifto kills kittens?

I thought i was the only one with that hobbie i like smashing puppies as well i dont discriminate.

[sigman roid]

Oh and good afternoon to all you bastards and weirdos

[MaNiCC]

Afternoon Tiny Fvkers

[Mr.Rose]

Hey you filthy fvcking sluts.

And yes swifto does kill kittens. Spread it around.

[sigman roid]

Cal is lurking

[sigman roid]

Quick run and hide

[MaNiCC]

*hides behind one of cals fatties*

[Mr.Rose]

Quick run and hide

[Mr.Rose]

*hides behind a skinny girl* ... yup im safe.

[sigman roid]

Pheeeewwww....I dont think he saw us.

[Mr.Rose]

Pheeeewwww....I dont think he saw us.

... ummm wheres mannic. \

.... SHIT CAL's GOT HIM!

... no wait whats that white whale doing on the grass?

.. oh shit! Its mannic making out with the fattie!

GROSS MANNIC!!!

[MaNiCC]

You shouldnt be watching.... fvkin perv

[Knockout_Power]

I just want you all to know I will be joining the 3K club tomorrow.... Good Night

thats so yesturday... 5000 is where its at now.

[Knockout_Power]

Tuesday morning and Im Back like a vertibrae... you bitches in trouble now.

[Mr.Rose]

Shut the Fvck up KP!

Hehe, no i kid.

Whats up my sexy Canadian?

[Knockout_Power]

Not much Rosey... back at work... put on 9lbs in 6 days... really feeling like a slob this morning... yourself?

[Knockout_Power]

got to step out for half hour. later whore sluts.