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08-09-2003, 03:29 PM #201
that's true animal....I never explored my insides this deep...here's some more
11. I've done just about any recreational drug known to the man and never got addicted to any other than weed. Although now I havent smoked in over a month, I dream about smoking .
12. I have to analize everything and decopose it down to a simple mathematical ecuation.
13. This is actually my lucky number.
14. I can always see a good and a bad side in apsolutely everything.
15. I don't really like people.
16. I really hate talking on the phone.
17. I couldn't remember names of people I just meet to save my life.
18. Never had the urge to do anything .
19. I talk to myself all the time, somethimes I even argue, or tell jokes to myself.And Laugh on them!!!
20. When I grow up I want to be just like Homer Simpson.
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08-10-2003, 10:09 PM #202
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08-12-2003, 12:41 AM #203
I can't believe I have spent so much of my free time here at AR and never read this thread..This is by far the best one I have seen here at AR..I am compelled to share things about myself that I wouldn't normally do.
1.) I grew up in a single parent family (mother) and was always tagged by the rest of my family as the one who would spend his adult life in jail or be dead..I had everything stacked against me except for I had the best mother in the entire world..
2.) I was always into trouble growing up and even spent some time in cuffs as a young teen for fighting and drinking..Then I really got stupid when I told the Police Officer to "Fuck Himself"..Bad move on my part..The rest I can't remember because of the ass beating he delivered..
3.) I was an exceptional athlete in H.S. and college but left a full ride at a DIV 1 school to join the Marine Corps..The Corps was where I found myself and started on the path that has led me into a successful and happy home life and career..
4.) I am my own worst critic and seemingly never am satisfied with my physical appearance..
5.) I have NEVER been faithful to a woman I was involved with including my wife and I have such disdain for that I sometimes feel like I am a failure at relationships..If I have any weakness it is for a beautiful woman..
6.) I miss my mom more than anything in this world and I would give up EVERYTHING except my wife and child to bring her back for just 30 minutes..Even though I was very popular in highschool and always had a steady girlfriend, my mom was my best friend and I wasn't ashamed to admit it..
7.) Sometimes my intelligence is a hinderance instead of a help..I am always trying to learn more about everything and sometimes feel like I am going to go straight to the funny farm..
8.) I am deathly afraid of spiders..Not scared but actually arachnophobic..I have been bitten twice, once by a black widow and once by a brown recluse and I was extremely ill both times..I have been scared shitless ever since and those incidents happened when I was in the Marines and that has been many years ago..
9.) Although I am proud that I graduated from Medical School and have become a competent surgeon, I am still not "Happy" with my accomplishments and always want to achieve more in all facets of my life..I know this is futile to a point and it will probably be my undoing..My proudest moment was making it through Marine Corps Bootcamp..
10.) I pray to God everyday that I will be a good husband and an exceptional daddy to my daughter who will soon bless this planet..(Due date is Oct 1, 2003)..I am more afraid of being a failure as a father than I have ever been afraid of anyhting in my life..
This thread is the shit!!!!
11.) Sorry!!! But I had to add that my 2 year old Boston Terrier is one of the greatest things that I have ever had in my life..I hated it when my wife whined for months that she wanted a dog, but when I locked eyes with him, he stole my heart and hasn't let go..Now if I could just get him to not snore and hog all of the covers I would be a happier man..Thanks for all of the honesty..
Doc M
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08-12-2003, 01:16 AM #204
1. I got married on my 18th birthday to a girl way older than me, biggest mistake of my life.
2. My two best friends were killed in front of me when I was 19 years old, shot by two muggers over 20 dollars combined.
3. Weightlifting has been the both the biggest positive and negative influence in my life. Negative because I started steroids as a 16 year old which messed up my life a great deal and positive because when I finally grew up it gave me something positive to do with my spare time instead of getting into trouble and just wasting my life.
4. I used to tattoo a lot of people for money... I can't draw at all. Get the picture?
5. I have a really poor self image and hide from cameras like the plague.
6. I'm a senior in college after taking two years off, I still don't know what I wanna be when i grow up
7. I run my own buisness right now... No i won't tell you what for privacy reasons but it's legit.
8. I've worked as a: Bouncer, lobsterman, firearms instructor, small time MMA fighter, tattoo artist, construction and burger king as a kid.
9. I also have a two year old boston terrier, the best dogs in the world.
10. AR is like my second home.
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08-12-2003, 01:35 AM #205
****. Doubt anyone will get to my post
Lets see.
1: Black belt in martial arts
2: ALWAYS know if someone is lying (took years of practice but NEVER wrong
3: SUCCESSFULLY own and run 2 business's
4: HATE being the center of attention
5: HATE amusement parks while standing in line with the most ****ED UP people from around the country
6: Wake board, Snowboard, Swim, Rock climb
7: Wish I could dance
8: Get bored very easily (whether with people, relationships, etc
9: Crashed EVERY car I owned, even a few I didnt I think 9 cars total) yet still have a CLEAN driving record
10: ALWAYS do what I say I will even if it will kill me.
10b: LOVE pure breed German Shephards and Syberian Huskies. AWESOME DOGS...Last edited by bermich; 03-16-2004 at 05:17 PM.
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08-12-2003, 09:49 AM #206New Member
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here it goes I don't post that much , but read AR everyday for almost a year and luv it So i gues this will be my introduction to the AR family!
1. I love music more than a normal person, my ultimate goal is to be a musician but I doubt that will ever come true.
2. I sometimes think I don't love my wife, but have never ever done anything for her to notice it.
3. I have never done any illegal drugs in my life (im 27)
4. I luv my children and would do anything for them
5. I sometimes think my package is to small. but my wife has never complained
6. Alot of people don't think too much of me, due to my size and looks
(I am 5'4 and look like I am 18)
7. I am the #1 procastinator in the world.
8. I am very intelligent yet #7 has kept me down
9. I am not happy with my job and the drive sucks
10. I am still going to school to get my bachelors. Kinda hard with a 40 hour job and taking 15 hours of school and dirving 1 hour to work.
There is some major bonding with this thread. And I Love It!!
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08-12-2003, 12:41 PM #207
1) I took a shit 60 feet up in my cherry tree on the lawn boy below when I was 12 (he later threw a switch blade at my foot!)
2) I'm 25 and been married for a little more than a year
3) When my mind gets set on something, there's no turning back. I can stay focused like a laser
4) I recently bought a new Harley V Rod, then went back and bought a new Fat Boy 4 weeks later because I wasn't sure which was the right bike for me
5) I have a toy poodle my wife and I got back in college that I would die for (yeah, it's pretty funny walking her around town when she's all shaved up with puffs, people are laughing at us)
6) I don't know how long I will use steroids but right now, I'd say for a long time until I'm huge (of course, I also once said I'd smoke pot for the rest of my life when I was smoking every day in college)
7) I have a really good wife & family that always supports me
8) I make shit money at my job
9) Before I met my wife at age 17, I was a male whore and slept with 21 chicks, a majority of which I could not name today
10) I like girls with big butts
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08-13-2003, 12:27 PM #208
Doc
You seem so unhappy? You have a wife you love, a baby on the way. You work in a field where you help people, don't beat yourself up over your bad points! Hell we all have them.
Maybe when your child is born, you will find what you are looking for. I know when I first held my baby in my arms, I had this rush of love that came from nowhere.
Cheer up
Ditsz
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08-14-2003, 11:30 PM #209
1. I love God, my family, and my friends more then anything and would gladly give my life for them.
2. I wish there was a way to see peoples personalities before their face/body so this way no one would be too quick to predjudge them on looks.
3. I have a very strong belief in humans and that if we used 100% of our brains we can physically and mentally do anything.
4. In ever situation I rather be the underdog that overcame the competitor. i.e. I drag race a buick grand national, doesnt look fast because its a grand pa looking car but is faster then 99% of the competition.
5. Im obsessed with cars and all their facts and probably have almost all info on them memorized.
6. Im an insomniac and probably get 4 hours of sleep if any a night
7. I had sex with as many girls possible when I lost my virginity at 18 because I couldnt get a girlfriend to love, so sex was my only way to show and receive love, Im 20 now, I also had sex with a female friend of mind who asked me too so this way she wouldnt be the only one of her friends who was a virgin
8. I rather fight a lion with a pocket knife then talk in front of a crowd of 10 or more people, thats how afraid I am of public speaking
9. I have a big jealousy/fear that any girl I meet will find a guy that is "bigger" then my 8 inches
10. I believe that heart ache is the worst pain any person can ever be in.
11.At one point in my life I was comtemplating suicide on my 17th birthday, but I met a girl that day that who had later become my first true love/girlfriend ever and even though we dont date anymore I am still madly in love with her and feel like we will get married later on.
12. When I get the angriest I can possible there is nothing on this Earth that would scare me.
13. <----this is my favorite number
14. If I didnt daydream so much I really believe I would be a lot more built and a genious
15. I wish when I go to sleep right now, that I was able to cuddle up next to my first love and hold her and keep her warm all night
guys I apologize for how long it is, but I think it really helped me get things out that I didnt even realize I had in my mind, so thank you this thread is freaking awesome
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08-17-2003, 02:39 PM #210
1. I'm always really scared right before I get into a fight or when it looks like I might be in one. Then after it is over, I act like I was cool and confident the whole time.
2. I am always sucking in my gut and doing a lat flare whenever a really hot babe is in the area. Pretty shallow, huh?
3. I think 3 strikes and you should be executed.
4. I think felons should be slaves to the highest bidder for the duration of their sentence, with only days of obedient service counting toward their time served, so we can get some use out of all these criminals.
5. I masturbate waaaaay too much, but frankly it is often better than regular sex.
6. Midget chicks really turn me on, even though I have never had sex with a midget. Maybe if I had, I would not be so fixated on them.
7. I love being the center of attention, but only if I can pretend I really don't give a shit about all the attention.
8. I am a sloppy dresser and sometimes I get careless about my grooming and cleanliness.
9. George W is a hell of a fine president.
10. What was the question again?
11. 9 more posts to upgrade to the level just below the level I used to be in.
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08-18-2003, 06:48 PM #211Junior Member
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1. I was really fat until I was 16 and then obsesivly started exercising and dieting until I was in excellent shape.
2. I had to have surgery to remove the extra skin from losing the weight and it strongly effected me mentally.
3. I have known I was gay since 6th grade and just started to date and tell people last year at this time.
4. I started abusing heroin and other hard drugs trying to cope with being queer and with the results the surgery left behind.
5. drug abuse just made all of my problems worse and I am finally realizing it and hope that after wasting a year of my life I can put it all behind me and move on productivly
6. I think I only have one true friend and sometimes question our friendship
7. I am a confused lost christian and really have to start finding myself spiritually
8. I threw someone out of a moving car once
9. I want to live long enough in England long enough to make some good friends and pick up an english accent
10. I would rather die than never have a soul mate
11. I think of myself as borish and not interesting
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08-25-2003, 06:05 PM #212
A little bit about myself, a few of my questions, and a few of my philosophies..
1. when i graduated high school, i was 5'9 and 130 at 3% bf. I look at the pictures now and even I want to kick my ass.
2. If you've never been with an asian girl, you haven't lived.
3. If something in your life goes bad, there isn't really anything you can do to change it. You either deal with it and move on, or dwell and inhibit progress.
4. Communism is the perfect government... now if only it would f-ing work.
5. What happened before the big bang?
6. Having children is going to be great. Doc, best of luck to you with your daughter.
7. Being in love... man, that's something.
I guess that's it.
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10-14-2003, 01:29 PM #213
I'm bumping this because i think it's the most interesting thing i've read in a long time...anywhere. Seems like we all talk a lot, but this really gives some insight...
1) I have the best and the worst self image. I love who I am and would never change it. But i'm extremely self-conscious.
2) I am the most positive, optimistic person I've ever met. I don't have bad days (for the most part)
3) I'm in dental school. I study less than 90% of the class (gym takes precedence on most days) and I'm still averaging a B.
4) I regret nothing. I learn from everything.
5) I am generally introverted. I don't let people inside my head. Only a few have really gotten to know me, although many people think they do.
6) I am a 5 yr old at heart. I watch cartoons as often as I can - Dragonball Z, Dexter's Lab, Home Movies, Ed Edd & Eddy, Disney movies, etc.
7) I'm a basketball freak. I wasn't good in HS, but became very competitive playing streetball. I would have walked on at a D-I school (pretty confident I would've made the team, at least to ride the bench) until I blew out my knee.
8) I don't date often and have never had sex outside of a relationship. I don't like to waste my time and i have very little patience for stupid girls. I work very hard to keep the good ones. I've realized that i've treated a lot of girls much better than they've deserved...but i will not change that.
9) I will never be satisfied with myself. Ever. I will always have goals - physically, intellectually, etc. If i reach them it means i haven't aimed high enough, and i'll readjust.
10) I miss my ex-fiance a LOT. But I'll never go back to her, because it just doesn't work. We're still friends, but we now live 3000 miles away. I could never be with her, but she was a great friend.
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10-15-2003, 10:50 PM #214
I'll go:
1. I believe in the death penalty, only under certain circumstances.
2. Crinimals should NOT be treated better or more fairly then the victums and their families.
3. I've still got my flower.
4. I love hot girls, but they most also have personality, be smart and funny and trustworthy.
5. I have stopped asking girls out, becuase everytime I do the answer is "no". Which has now left me cynical and pesimistic about speaking to girls.
6. NASCAR is a sport.
7. Two more years and Hilary Duff is all mine.
8. The porn industry is the place to be.
9. Real Power is in the heart
10. If you are afraid to die, then you have already died
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10-16-2003, 07:36 AM #215
I have to admit, the more I read this thread, the more i think of for myself. What is it about this thread that's so theraputic? Either way...
11) I've never been in a fight. The only times I've been close is when someone threatens my friends or family. I've been real close to losing it a couple times because of this - each time the person has backed off when I've stepped up.
12) I'm extremely calm and mild-mannered. I handle myself well in almost any situation...this might explain #11...
13) I'm very close with my mom...but not so close with any of my extended family. My girlfriend has a large traditional Mexican family...this is taking some getting used to. That being said - her family is amazing.
14) I packed up and moved across country by myself to go to school. It's the best decision I've ever made, but at the same time I can't wait to move back home (in 4 more years).
15) I have no regrets. None. Even the things that hurt me most, i wouldn't change - because it would make me a different person.
16) I was a fat kid all through junior high, and to a lesser extent through HS. 7th grade was by far the worst year of my life (parents divorced, a close grandmother died, kids picking on me)...but it made me so much stronger today. sometimes i think about where i was...it motivates me to no end to see how far i've come.
17) i'm tired of wearing clothes...i'll be honest.
I'm cutting it short here, but i'm sure i could go on...
i love this post...not just because i'm learning about the people i "talk" to everyday...but it's forcing me to think about myself and where i am...feels good
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10-17-2003, 09:00 AM #216
1) i never want to get married or have children.......i know if sounds extremely selfish but the lifestyle of getting married, being a housewife, having babies and living happier ever after just never appealed to me.......
2) i have worked almost every single day of my life since i was 16............i actually don’t mind it..............i have too much ambition in life to ever just stay home and be lazy or do anything............i have to constantly be doing something productive ……..I’d rather be the breadwinner of the household then ever stay home to do chores for someone else
3) i buried my mother a month after my 18th birthday.......i told myself i would never be happy again........i then slipped into deep depression and turned to drugs as my release...........i partied hard every single weekend….abused quite a few substances……….fell in with the wrong crowd……..thought no one cared about me…..didn’t have anyone to tell me what I was doing wrong……..and I was too blind to see where my life was headed
4) i thank god everyday for the true friends who were there for me and who stopped me before i got any worst
5) i have dozens and dozens of friends.......but deep down i only truly trust 3 of them
6) I average a 3.8 in my junior year of college…….
7) i cut gym class almost everyday of my junior and senior year of high school......but when i turned 18 and joined the real gym i totally fell in love with it........in my senior year i hated running the mile which was only twice a year...........now i average 30 miles a week........
8) my biggest fear in life is failure
9) I saw someone said a few posts above…….that they are the biggest procrastinator the world…..lol……….i don't know…..i may beat them……….if there's something I don't want to do….i usually think that if I put it off long enough it'll just eventually go away……..and I have learned the hard way plenty of times
10) my worst quality is that I have got to be one of the most impatient people you will ever meet……lol……….i hate waiting for anything………I want everything done and ready when I am……….but I am slowly but surely overcoming thisStrength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, THAT IS STRENGTH
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10-17-2003, 09:33 AM #217
Great Thread BG..........
1) I like to make people laugh......sometimes at the expense of others
2) I've had a chipped front tooth for about 10 years now.......I would probaly smile alot more if I got it fixed
3) When I drink I feel invincible
4) It sucked growing up as a single child...........only to find out at the age of 21 that I had a sister all along who was put up for adoption
5) Dont get along with either of my parents......They dont get along with each other
6) I have a one year old lil boy and girl..........and Love them more than life itself
7) Still wondering when I am ever gonna grow up
8) Never knew that marriage could be so tough
9) I am a very loyal friend
10) last and certainly not least..................I wanna be fucking huge!!!
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10-17-2003, 09:41 AM #218
mass...give me a few more years and I'll get that tooth fixed up for ya...assuming i make it through dental school...
#9 is important...the few "real" and close friends I have are the most loyal people I've ever met. I work to be the same...
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10-17-2003, 10:00 AM #219Originally Posted by PTbyJason
Two things have changed for me.
5. My life has changed and I am closer to God than I have ever been. I've learned my lesson and I never want to go back to life like it was over the last few years.
10. This was the wrong attitude to have. I am letting God lead my life from now on instead of trying to do it all myself. Doing things on my own caused me to accomplish small goals in my life, but it never helped me achieve overall happiness.
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10-17-2003, 11:01 AM #220
PTbyJason.............imho.............you've done some serious growing the past year. Reading these two changes made me smile.............I hope we run into each other upstairs in the hereafter.
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10-17-2003, 11:43 AM #221Originally Posted by Juggernaut2148
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10-17-2003, 12:17 PM #222Originally Posted by Juggernaut2148
I wish my changes would have happened sooner. It all started two weeks ago for me. The change over the last 2 weeks for me has been unlike any other I have ever experienced. It's strange looking back and realizing just how far your life can get off track without you ever realizing it. I have had a lot of support from some great people, and I am very thankful for that.
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10-17-2003, 01:54 PM #223
You'll have no need to ask "have you seen Juggernaut" I'll hang with Peter till you get there...........you do likewise if you make it there first.
BG, never happen................hahahahaha
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10-17-2003, 02:17 PM #224Originally Posted by Juggernaut2148
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10-17-2003, 03:07 PM #225
wow my list has changed completely... and in only a short period of time... guess I'll make a new one...here
1) Money DOES matter and I DO want to make as much of it as possible but I will NOT do it in any way that compromises ANY of my morals. Whether that be letting the boss hit on me to get that promotion or embezzling money... nothing like that.
2) I'm totally confident and totally insecure at the same time. I'm completely confident with my personality, I know I'm a good person. Sometimes I'm confident with how I look but I know I could look so much better...and I'm working on it. So... I like my body but I won't be happy until it's perfect. My perception of perfect is different from others too I'm sure.
3) I've always been way more mature than everybody my age. Even when I was little my mom told me I wouldn't let my friends be mean to me, I'd just come home and play by myself. Therefore, highschool was fun for the 1st 2 years when I was totally involved but I let the people get to me and quit EVERYTHING. I wish I hadn't stopped playing sports. I miss the hell out of them all and now that I'm a senior, I basically f'd up my chances at anything good. But I WILL try out for softball in college.
4) I love my parents for always telling me that I'm beautiful the way I am because... I know people who have serious insecurity problems and I don't think they even know it.
5) I think my numbers are way too long but if you don't want to read them you don't have to. The right people love me. Like I was told varity is the spice of life and I'm something different and special for sure.
6) My family isn't very close. I haven't seen one of my grandmother's since I was probably 4 yrs. old and the other one and my grandpa live far away and we're certainly not on the top of their priority list. I want a big extended family, with lots of love. So I have a feeling I'll either marry a black man or an Italian man. SOMEBODY with lots of family and lots of love in it. I won't turn somebody away if they don't have it... I just really really really want the big family.
7) I believe in fate and destiny. (serendipity!) Everything happens for a reason. It's okay if you don't know why, you may never find out, but just know it happens for a reason. That's what gets me through each day... only day by day though. Gotta live day by day.
8) I'm extremely glad I was introduced to this board because it is like a family and I do love you guys. I'd really like to meet a few of you... in person. I know I'm not in any fitness competitions and am not as serious about my body as a lot of you but I still feel like I belong here. If anyone feels I don't they can let me know. I'll gladly tell them I don't care.
9) I LOVE music. I'm always listening to it, singing it, dancing to it, and anything else you can do to music. I own a guitar but... haven't learned how to play much on it yet, my wrist is in splint for 3 weeks so I guess I'll have to put that off for a while.
10) I'm one of the nicest people you'll ever talk to. Guaranteed.
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10-17-2003, 03:19 PM #226
Nice post peam..............buy the way I'm Italian
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10-17-2003, 03:55 PM #227
1. Footbal has been the main basis of my life since I was 6.
2. I have played full contact football since the age of 6.
3. I have arthritis in my knee and my vision is blurry 90% of the time.
4. I take AS and everyone tells me I am big but look at myself and don't see what i want.
5. I get pissed off at least once every hour, at least it seems that way.
6. I am very intelectual but my personality makes it seem otherwise.
7. I had a chance to get various scholarships for football but let my GF now fiance' influence my decision to go where I am now.
8. I udderly despise gay guys, and every time I see one I think of a way to kill them right then and there.
9. I have taken AS for 2 1.2 years now and don't feel that I am getting as good of results as I should with as much work as I put in in the gym.
10. I tend to spontaniously tense up and grit my teeth alot.
Whatcha gonna do brother.............
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10-17-2003, 04:09 PM #228
oooh! I thought of another...
11) I loooove older guys and most everyone I know thinks I'll marry someone 10 years older than me. Yay! for older men.
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10-17-2003, 04:10 PM #229Originally Posted by peam
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10-17-2003, 04:12 PM #230
only 10 years older da bull... think you got that one doubled lol j/k j/k you know I love ya!
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10-17-2003, 04:13 PM #231Originally Posted by peam
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10-17-2003, 04:15 PM #232Originally Posted by peam
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10-17-2003, 05:19 PM #233
I guess Ill add mine
1. All I think about is lifting, and eventually hitting the AAS.
2. I hate it when people stare at me, whether its in the gym, in the hallway, anywhere at all.
3. For the most part I'm pretty laid back.
4. Ive never had a serious relationship in my life, and I really dont want one.
5. I once broke some guys leg playing football my junior year, and I enjoyed doing it.
6. I get depressed about 3 times a week, but then I workout and I'm fine.
7. If I know a girl likes me, I get really nervous around her.
8. I really only have one real friend.
9. I never want to get married or have kids.
10. I hate stuck up people, or people that talk behind your back.
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10-17-2003, 08:17 PM #234Originally Posted by peam
same here.....definlity grew up wayyyyyyy before my time......sometimes i wish i had a more sheltered life.........seen, done and experienced too many things i shouldn't have yet......but then again.....if i had to do it all over again i would, because it's made me the person i am today and i wouldn't want to change thatStrength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, THAT IS STRENGTH
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10-17-2003, 08:19 PM #235Originally Posted by Da BullStrength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, THAT IS STRENGTH
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10-17-2003, 08:20 PM #236Originally Posted by Danielle
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10-17-2003, 08:22 PM #237Originally Posted by Danielle
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10-17-2003, 08:42 PM #238Originally Posted by mass junkie
awwww.........i love all you guys........Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, THAT IS STRENGTH
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10-17-2003, 08:46 PM #239Originally Posted by Danielle
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10-17-2003, 08:47 PM #240Originally Posted by TheMudMan
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