This is where I will be before I die.

[Obs]

very rhinestone cowboy ish..


just saying

I wear it with bright blue shoes and neon green laces. Though it does go good with my HH boots

[Obs]

Special kind of sick today. This crud won't let go. Its been a week. Cutting down a giant elm today was extra wonderful.

[Obs]

Got my sick weight loss back and still sick. Lots of force feeding and drinking today. One injection left on my cycle today. Stuggling with coming down to light trt doses.

I must do it and clean out so I can blast off again. Gonna strive like hell to keep my mass 100% for 8 weeks. Intend on hitting a six- seven month slingshot cycle and training plan. Experimenting with the workouts already.

I intend on being some serious shit in 9 months. Gonna give it hell every day.

[Obs]

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My impersonation of an erection.
Lol my phone has some dumbass fail pictures!
This one really made me go "wtf".

[Obs]

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Must have shit myself and apparently enjoyed it.
Comp flop.

[hollowedzeus]

Is tht blood all over your chest?

[Obs]

Is tht blood all over your chest?

Judging from the acne its quite possible lol

[hollowedzeus]

Judging from the acne its quite possible lol

Youre a spanner. Let me know when you start lifting ill give you some top tips

[Obs]

Youre a spanner. Let me know when you start lifting ill give you some top tips

Me lift? Not a chance. Its so much easier to shoot juice and sit on the couch getting jacked.

[hollowedzeus]

Me lift? Not a chance. Its so much easier to shoot juice and sit on couch getting jacked.

Fixed.

[Obs]

Fixed.

Makes better sense that way.

[guitarzan]

Hollow offered to share his wisdom, that's many years of experience you passing up....lol

[hollowedzeus]

Hollow offered to share his wisdom, that's many years of experience you passing up....lol

Arm wrestle. Me and you right now. Lets end this

[guitarzan]

Ummm, ok

[guitarzan]

I'm just afraid my tiny forearms would put me at a disadvantage

[Obs]

I'm just afraid my tiny forearms would put me at a disadvantage

You've been doing a lot of wrist work! Very nice!

[tarmyg]

I'm just afraid my tiny forearms would put me at a disadvantage

With these kind of forearms I take it you are single?

[guitarzan]

With these kind of forearms I take it you are single?

No, just extremely horny

[Obs]

No, just extremely horny

No judgment here. I keep the girlfriend wore out and still jerk off 2x per day. Tren is a hell of a drug...

[hollowedzeus]

I'm just afraid my tiny forearms would put me at a disadvantage

You take steroids . Cheater

[Obs]

I do not want to stop this blast dammit!
I feel like I could grow but am cleaning out for hippy ass health reasons, so that I can blast like hell later.

I need more weights and a bigger squat rack. I been tying 1" weights on my olympic bar. I have no idea what my max squat is and can't find out because anything over 400lb is gonna break my rack and kill me and shit. Running high reps and just feeling dumb.

I need a gym membership but I am certain I will just get pissed off there and leave or my girlfriend will worry I am banging a treadmill bunny. To be honest a gym membership would be a nice quiet drive and time away to myself that I would fucking love without having to rig calf raises and fuck about squatting and deadlifting. I will already be the biggest fucker there and I have never been there. Irritating as hell!

Sitting here on a saturday dreaming about maxing out on squat, deadlift, and fucking treadmill bunnies!!!

That last one was a joke. Not really, I will dream but I won't touch. Except to spot. Which I would do often. Not really.

Fuck it! I am either getting a gym membership or more equipment!

[guitarzan]

You take steroids. Cheater

I'm appalled!

[Obs]

Hit shoulders perfect tonight.

I loaded up my short bar and milipressed first after warmup.
I am literally military pressing more weight than I could squat when I came back! How cool is that shiiiit!!!!!

[Obs]

Milipress x5 sets
Db side lat raise x3
Reverse flys x3
Side lat raise one arm cable high rep x1
Straight arm front cable raise (2 hand) x3

Lotta burn nd less sweat than usual.
I did really affect anything but my shoulders, had great focus.

[hollowedzeus]

Hit shoulders perfect tonight.

I loaded up my short bar and milipressed first after warmup.
I am literally military pressing more weight than I could squat when I came back! How cool is that shiiiit!!!!!

I press abour the same as what i sauat lol. Its fucked up

[Obs]

I press abour the same as what i sauat lol. Its fucked up

I squat double what I press but its crazy to look at the improvement.

[hollowedzeus]

I squat double what I press but its crazy to look at the improvement.

What is it, a year?

[Obs]

What is it, a year?

1 year and 3 months.

[hollowedzeus]

Very impressive. Think youd have progressed even more if you had a membership for a gym?

[Obs]

Very impressive. Think youd have progressed even more if you had a membership for a gym?

I almost doubt it though I need one now. I get extremely crazy at home like I couldn't at a gym. Most gyms frown on guys bugling like an elk during squats then gagging and laying in the floor moaning, leaving weights on bars to run to another etc..

I gotta get better equipped. I have finally reach a point where I am worthy of a gym.

Thanks btw

[Obs]

Obs has been cross examined and had to argue in court today. Obs is apparently an allright kinda guy. In other news Obs is trying to keep his gf's girls away from their methead father and is going to end up beating the fuck out of him and one or two of his friends (he always brings a friend).

Currently hanging deer cams up outside my house because I know the pussy will retaliate in the most chickenshit way he can, as he always does.

I don't know what to do on this one guys. I will hurt him bad. I fucjing hate tweekers more than any group on earth. This fucker would rater keep a needle in his vein than be a father but tries to pretend he cares. I made him feel like the bitch he is tonight and I hope my brothers luck falls on me when they pick his ass up out of the street.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[guitarzan]

Good luck with that man, sounds like a shitty situation

[Obs]

Good luck with that man, sounds like a shitty situation

Seen them all. Thanks. Thats why I am who I am I suppose.

[Obs]

Just watch a "Then vs. Now" video of top bb's...
When I start shrinking I think I am gonna accidentally overdose.

[Obs]

It's not my first time here (relax)
Gotta keep my mind clear
Plant my feet
I'm here to stay
I dig my heels into the fucking ground
Take a breath like it's my last
It's not my first time here
Fill the creases in my palms
It's not my first fucking time here

Fuck it
I tell 'em I can't do it
But I'm lyin'
I tell 'em I can't do it
But I'm just not fuckin' tryin'
Nobody told me that
The end was the end
Tell that to yourself and
Tell it to a friend
And if that friend
Is a fucking friend then'll slap you in the face
And tell you to get your fucking mind straight
I'm fucking made for this
I'm fucking made for this

They don't want
They don't want
They don't want trouble
They don't want
They don't want
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Trouble trouble

I don't bleed
I never fucking bleed
If I stop I'm probably dyin'
I've got the hearth of a lion
I still eat like I'm hungry
It's never been about the money
I still work like I'm broken
Trust me
This ain't my first fucking time here

Fuck it
I tell 'em I can't do it
But I'm lyin'
I tell 'em I can't do it
But I'm just not fuckin' tryin'
Nobody told me that
The end was the end
Tell that to yourself and
Tell it to a friend
And if that friend
Is a fucking friend then'll slap you in the face
And tell you to get your fucking mind straight
I'm fucking made for this
I'm fucking made for this

They don't want
They don't want
They don't want trouble
They don't want
They don't want
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Trouble trouble

I ain't got no where to go
I ain't got no where to be
I got no where to go
I got no where to be

It's not my first time here
Gotta keep my mind clear
I plant my feet
I'm here to stay
Dig my heels
Into the fucking ground

They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Square the fuck up
They don't want trouble
Trouble trouble...
Let's go!
Let's go!
Let's go!
Let's go!

[Obs]

Crashing hard.
750mg a wk of tren for 8 weeks after a few weeks of heavy npp, is not tapering down easy.

On >300mg wk of test wit 100mg npp a week now.
I feel absolutely souless. Not a thing I want to do atm.
I hate coming down. Figured it would be much different with trt dosage but not so much. Still better than PCT though.

I hate this feeling.

Split legs into: one day quads/ next day hams and calves.
It works better that way I think. Hams and calves are sore as hell. No lift tonight. Waited to late, but feel I need to heal anyway.

Wish I could just run tren forever but...

[hammerheart]

I was running 100mg-ish until one month ago and I miss it badly, didn't get how much it was helping until came off, especially in all things human. I react to Tren like none else, I get no aggression it works like an empathogen with me.

[Obs]

I was running 100mg-ish until one month ago and I miss it badly, didn't get how much it was helping until came off, especially in all things human. I react to Tren like none else, I get no aggression it works like an empathogen with me.

I wouldn't shy away from running it indefinitely at that dose. I almost wish I had just stuck to trt dosages and 100mg of tren with 70mg of deca per week forever. But now I know too much...

[hammerheart]

I wouldn't shy away from running it indefinitely at that dose. I almost wish I had just stuck to trt dosages and 100mg of tren with 70mg of deca per week forever. But now I know too much...

You might stack 100mg of deca with your TRT if that's of any help.

Main issue I get from Tren is E2 ramp up from Test. I upped the latter this fall and that resulted in gyno to flare up again, now it's more than just a lump unfortunately, but after a month from ordering my ralo is finally at local depot and postman should deliver on Monday.

That's why I was forced off eventually, I'll see how things goes with ralo really hoping it's both effective and tolerable, then I'll be reconsidering matters with my TRT maybe experiment with a bit of prop but also got something special brewing for the next year, my work much better than TREN if my suppositions are correct.

[Obs]

You might stack 100mg of deca with your TRT if that's of any help.

Main issue I get from Tren is E2 ramp up from Test. I upped the latter this fall and that resulted in gyno to flare up again, now it's more than just a lump unfortunately, but after a month from ordering my ralo is finally at local depot and postman should deliver on Monday.

That's why I was forced off eventually, I'll see how things goes with ralo really hoping it's both effective and tolerable, then I'll be reconsidering matters with my TRT maybe experiment with a bit of prop but also got something special brewing for the next year, my work much better than TREN if my suppositions are correct.

I am considering tren suspension, test suspension, and insulin after direction from a member here.

It does seem to me that a smaller dosage of test, tren and npp would be great. I would cycle smaller and focus on the suspension as a pre workout and add in the insulin for growth.

Just random thoughts. I cant use long esters other than deca for my trt because my cycling plan needs my levels to drop asap when I deload.

This plan of mine is becoming quite the science.