subside

[Obs]

I just made a long thread Dave and I would appreciate you reading it. I got to revisit some things I haven't ever typed out. I appreciate the opportunity.

[< <Samson> >]

Fucking women and their bitching fucking spoiled bratty daughter!

I know them feels for sure


I am so happy my wife is "normal" and not on her retarded family's side


All but her, are just scum bags & do nothing but hate on my wife. . . . It's def the most wonderful time of the year

[diesel101]

Fucking women and their bitching fucking spoiled bratty daughter!

I know it sucks I was married to a raging bitch for 4 1/2 years.
You have to concentrate on keeping yourself stable and happy. If gets bad leave and go for a drive clear your head or go talk to a friend.
I hate to say this but if it continues to make you miserable sometimes its better to leave the relationship permanently.
People get hung up on the cost of a divorce but you have to look at what you would pay to be happy.

I'm not saying you should leave her because I don't know the history or the situation of your marriage. Counseling or something like that may help also.

Just remember life is to short to go through it being miserable.

[Obs]

I know it sucks I was married to a raging bitch for 4 1/2 years.
You have to concentrate on keeping yourself stable and happy. If gets bad leave and go for a drive clear your head or go talk to a friend.
I hate to say this but if it continues to make you miserable sometimes its better to leave the relationship permanently.
People get hung up on the cost of a divorce but you have to look at what you would pay to be happy.

I'm not saying you should leave her because I don't know the history or the situation of your marriage. Counseling or something like that may help also.

Just remember life is to short to go through it being miserable.

Hell yes!

[David LoPan]

Hell yes!

Thabks guys. Will. Update Y'all tomorrow.

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[David LoPan]

Fuck me. Wife went off on me for a long time. Got it on tape as well unreal.

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[David LoPan]

Glad I have support here. Looks like she has talked to my mom and my sister ass well as my father. Changed the password on my phone and will be doing the same to everything else asap.

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[David LoPan]

Was told to disappear on Monday since her mother would be in town. Not sure that this will happen.

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[diesel101]

Was told to disappear on Monday since her mother would be in town. Not sure that this will happen.

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My house is always open to anyone that has no place to go for christmas.
Of course that means putting up with my crazy family.

[clarky.]

Don't feel bad or weird about reaching out either. We are all human and here to help each other. Everyone appreciates you!

The only right 100% thing you have said this year.

[Obs]

The only right 100% thing you have said this year.

Well, this is the only 100% right thing you have said this year. You are welcome.

[David LoPan]

Well, did not get a lot of sleep last night but did get up and hit the gym this morning. Great workout, good 1-hour mix martial arts class coming off a fast I went all out. Had a lot of aggression to work off, wife was being a bitch before I left. Glad that took a couple of shirts to the gym. The hot instructor with the perfect ass to look at. Had an apple and a OJ then hit another class for 45 minutes with the same intructor. Went up on weight but still low due to the number of reps in the class.

Got home and wife is being hostile again. Doing the little things that just piss me off. Doing my best to ignore them and her. Still feeling a little blue but it will pass. Think the record player in my head is starting to change. Trump cutting the regs and passing the tax refore will me a lot of work. I hope to be back to work and out of town for long peroids of time.

Did get out the trimmers and cut off all the body hair on my chest and legs. Legs are looking much better but not happy with the torso. I am ready for the competition and getting that muscle back. Body image is fair, looking at the positive things and a picture I took back in August. Met some friends from out of town last night and got a lot of compliments on my transformation as they called it and asked a lot of questions on how I have done it so fast. That helps and the number on the scale is helping as well.

[< <Samson> >]

Shit, I am too firm of a believer in self to listen to people's horse shit

I get bored, got nothing to do. I go buy this - helps me stay sober & sane. Sane is damn near more of a priority than sobriety. I feel like I finally have my "uses" under control. Sometimes sanity needs more assistance.


So far so good - this is the longest I have been sane & clean in almost a decade.

[< <Samson> >]

Just read your whole post -


I am on such a dif plane of mentality now - I have been in relationships & a marriage I wanted damn near no part of. Now I look back & ask why did I waste my time being there.


Do some soul searching bro(not really, but ya know what I mean). See what you want from life < this is how I got out of a very negative mental state.

[guitarzan]

Shit, I am too firm of a believer in self to listen to people's horse shit

I get bored, got nothing to do. I go buy this - helps me stay sober & sane. Sane is damn near more of a priority than sobriety. I feel like I finally have my "uses" under control. Sometimes sanity needs more assistance.


So far so good - this is the longest I have been sane & clean in almost a decade.

I've got one just like that, it's been stuck in a tree for a year! I need obs to clome climb it...lol

[< <Samson> >]

Shit, it went right into my neighbor's back yard. . . Fvcker

Had to get a ladder & climb in their back yard with a dog(a small one at least) and get it out since they weren't home


Kinda cool tho, gives me something to do with my son