Big "T"s Cylce.......

***BIG TEXAN*** · 07-30-2003, 01:49 PM

Well the Eq for sure. I mean yeah I got the strength gains from the test, but the pumps and vascularity from the eq is unbelievable. Also the fina is giving me one hell of a pump and increase in strength that I will see go up in the next few weeks. As for the bloodwork, I was refering in about 3 months or so I'll have it done to see how my test levels looks and if I'm back to normal or not and to see if I'll need to sta off any longer or not.

**quez82** · 07-30-2003, 02:30 PM

I just got my fina today in the mail... but im deciding on eq or not... to put in with tren for weeks 9-16... not sure though... is it worth it?

***BIG TEXAN*** · 07-30-2003, 03:21 PM

If you're only gonna be on the EQ for 5 weeks than no. I would run eq no less than 10-12 weeks minimum.

**quez82** · 07-30-2003, 03:25 PM

do you have any pics that are recent?

***BIG TEXAN*** · 07-30-2003, 03:33 PM

No, I'm hoping to get some taken in the next week or two.

***BIG TEXAN*** · 07-31-2003, 06:48 AM

Ok, well another 75mg in the left quad this morning. I didn't go to the gym last night, so sue me! Just one thing after another fell apart as soon as I got off work yesterday I decided it was best to hide in the house before the sun fell out of the sky and on top of me.

Nothing serious... just had one of those days. I will go tonight though and make up for yesterday. Until than.... kepp reading.

**ripsid** · 07-31-2003, 07:29 AM

Originally Posted by BIG TEXAN

Just one thing after another fell apart as soon as I got off work yesterday I decided it was best to hide in the house before the sun fell out of the sky and on top of me.

Nothing serious... just had one of those days. I will go tonight though and make up for yesterday. Until than.... kepp reading.

Bro, I know how that feels! I have more than 3 of those days a week here! and that's on a 12 hour basis f/k!
And when you go to the gym tonight you'll here this in your ears..."SIDS STEAGLES WILL KICK MY TEXAS RANGERS FOOTBALL TEAMS BUTTOX EVERY TIME!"

..... Gotta start the start the football smack!

Kick some ass bro!

SID

***BIG TEXAN*** · 07-31-2003, 07:38 AM

SIDS STEAGLES...

Now there's a name that strikes fear in every mans heart.

**ripsid** · 07-31-2003, 07:45 AM

Originally Posted by BIG TEXAN

SIDS STEAGLES...

Now there's a name that strikes fear in every mans heart.

Silent but deadly.... and it's a dedication to my 2 favorites and the 2 teams that will meat in the Super Bowl this year.... Steelers vs Eagles!
Me sitting at my basement bar sipping Water w/ lemon! (hopefully mid cycle 2

) Sitting with my trophy from the AR-FFL Trophy! HELL Yeah man... sorry got off on a tangent... you bro's will be invited! Me and wiffy-poo make some serious wings! Even my Texas bro's 'll like em!

SID!

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-01-2003, 09:16 AM

Ok, yet another 75mg of fina in my right lat. I did stay home last night, I just felt worn out when I got home from work and with a cold coming on I figured what the hell. Unless I feel worse when I get off of work today I'll be heading to the gym to get some kind of leg workout in.

**wrstlr69sdnl** · 08-01-2003, 10:19 AM

Your slacking Big Texas get you ASS to the gym

Just thought I would be ard on ya bro

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-01-2003, 10:25 AM

Yeah, yeah.... I just think my body is in need of some serious down time. First I get sick, than hurt, now sick again. It's been a long month.

I'm almost debating cutting this cycle short with all the problems I've run into the past few weeks. Actually my little girls been sick and everytime she catches something it's only a matter of days before I get it too. Trust me, I'll be back whooping ass in the weight room when my body is ready.

**quez82** · 08-01-2003, 10:46 AM

Do you think the tren has dropped your immune system making it very easy for you to get sick?

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-01-2003, 11:56 AM

I believe overall being on AS did. Also for the length of time that I've been on is probably a factor to. I know a side of taking AS is it weakening your immune system.

**Huge Presser** · 08-01-2003, 12:47 PM

Big T props on the diary bro... I'm really enjoying keeping up with your posts. Keep em comin!

btw... your Texas Rangers are gonna get creamed, more then likely by me, I just want to prepare you

.

HP

**ripsid** · 08-01-2003, 02:00 PM

Originally Posted by Huge Presser

Big T props on the diary bro... I'm really enjoying keeping up with your posts. Keep em comin!

btw... your Texas Rangers are gonna get creamed, more then likely by me, I just want to prepare you

.

HP

Presser, the team is the Texas ANAL-bolic Rump Rangers.... and he wanted to draft guys from the MISL??? I don't get it...fina must've gone to his head!

T, hope you get over the cold bro. It totally sucks that you've had such a hard time on the cycle, but you can chalk it up as lesson.

SID

**Huge Presser** · 08-01-2003, 07:54 PM

Hey man, I'm staying out of the shit talking thats been going on here, I believe the one who keeps quiet is the one who will one day dominate the field

.... although I must agree with you that Big T is crazy... for christs sake why would anyone want to name their football team the Rump Rangers?

j/k Big T.

Best of luck to yall,
Prepare yourselves for the wrath of the quit one

!!!!!!!

hp

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-02-2003, 08:12 AM

Sid.... kiss my arse buddy! As for the cold, I think I have it whipped. I did legs last night and managed a good workout. I warmed up with some light weight and than did 405 for 10, 455 for 8, 500 for 7, and 525 for 5. I than did 4 sets of 8 on leg press and moved on t leg extension leg curls and calves. I have chest today. I also did another 75mg fina in my left lat. Also the past week I've been running 1/2 a ta of romo a day along with 80mg of nolva trying to get rid of the slight lump that started to form. I'm gonna have to get more nolv pretty quick though. Also weight is up to 242 again, and I've een eating low carb, high protein, moderate fat. My abs are showing through more and more each day. I feel that I need to increase my water though. I just feel dehydrated throughout the day no matter how much I drink.

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-03-2003, 09:25 PM

Well I've done 75mg in my right bicep, and did chest, bi's and tri's today. Did good to, 315 for 6 reps and 335 for an unassisted 4 reps. Any way weights down to 239, ate like crap today and all's good on the home front. Gyno symptoms are susiding a bit, still sore though in the right nipple but the lump is getting smaller.

**ripsid** · 08-04-2003, 07:26 AM

Good Job bro on all fronts home/cycle/abs/diary! Keep it up!

SID

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-04-2003, 07:38 AM

75mg in the left bi this morning, another 1/2 a tab of bromo, and 80mg of nolva. The lump is getting smaller, weights about the same. I have back tonight and am debating doingdeads or not. The area in my abs that had the tear in it was getting sore again yesterday and I'm wondering about taking a few days or so off from the gym to let it rest.

**wrstlr69sdnl** · 08-04-2003, 02:47 PM

seems that you are doing goos bro keep up the good work at least your not getting boobs anymore it would be something to play with at night lol j/k good luck on the rest stay motivated

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-05-2003, 07:07 AM

stay away from my gyno!

Well I stayed home last night but am going tonight for sure. I did another 75mg in my right clave this morning. I have back tonight and will post more as I go. Acne is slightly bad on my shoulders and upper back. Just looks like tiny red spots, looks more like a rash than acne. Temper is non existant, I'm a mellow guy...

lets see, fina doesn't seem to be hindering sex drive at all. All is good and I'l post more tonight.

**wrstlr69sdnl** · 08-05-2003, 11:53 AM

the tiny red spots I got when I was doing my andro cycle on my delts and a little on my back I always get those when I am on that stuff

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-05-2003, 11:58 AM

This is the first for me. I never have acne problems but this time I've experienced it. I guess I'll have to start taking 3 showers a day instead of 2. Oh well, only a few more weeks to go and than it's about 8 weeks of getting clean and than onto something else....

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-06-2003, 06:17 AM

Well I did back last night. I did deads even though I felt like not doing them. Weight has been jumping from 239-242 and last night I was up to 242 again so.....
I did another 75mg this morning in my left clave. It took me forever to find a spot that was free of veins and nerve endings... good god, I damn near gave up and shot it in my delt.

Well guys I may not be posting for awhile. I'll be busy working, taking care of the kids and the house by myself for awhile. On the 11th, my wife will be entering a mental hospital for observation. The docot needs to keep an eye on her while adjusting her new medication. Also he feels she is a threat to herself and others. Apparently she's been cutting herself and I've never noticed. She showed me last night all the cuts she's been doing to herself on her thighs and arms. I'm just glad she's finally recieving the help she needs. I believe that once she gets the treatment she needs and hopefully it all works out that we can begin to work on us again. I've never been so worried or scared before. I know it will all work out in the end though... ok back on subject, I had my first fina induced night sweat last night. I woke up around 3am soaking wet and freezing to death. I hope this subsides very quickly. I have just 2 weeks or so left and am beginning to look forward to some time off the gear. I may even take a breif period away from the gym and try and get my head straight. I appreciate all the concern and help that you guys have given me. If I do end up not posting for awhile don't worry. It won't be long before Big T's back.

kc · 08-06-2003, 06:34 AM

mornin man...good luck with the next few weeks!

**TheMudMan** · 08-06-2003, 06:36 AM

Originally Posted by BIG TEXAN

Well I did back last night. I did deads even though I felt like not doing them. Weight has been jumping from 239-242 and last night I was up to 242 again so.....
I did another 75mg this morning in my left clave. It took me forever to find a spot that was free of veins and nerve endings... good god, I damn near gave up and shot it in my delt.

Well guys I may not be posting for awhile. I'll be busy working, taking care of the kids and the house by myself for awhile. On the 11th, my wife will be entering a mental hospital for observation. The docot needs to keep an eye on her while adjusting her new medication. Also he feels she is a threat to herself and others. Apparently she's been cutting herself and I've never noticed. She showed me last night all the cuts she's been doing to herself on her thighs and arms. I'm just glad she's finally recieving the help she needs. I believe that once she gets the treatment she needs and hopefully it all works out that we can begin to work on us again. I've never been so worried or scared before. I know it will all work out in the end though... ok back on subject, I had my first fina induced night sweat last night. I woke up around 3am soaking wet and freezing to death. I hope this subsides very quickly. I have just 2 weeks or so left and am beginning to look forward to some time off the gear. I may even take a breif period away from the gym and try and get my head straight. I appreciate all the concern and help that you guys have given me. If I do end up not posting for awhile don't worry. It won't be long before Big T's back.

I've been reading your progress you're whole cycle but this is my first post in this thread. BigT you're one strong bro.... not just physically but also mentally. You have gone through a lot lately and I hope everything works out in the end for you and your family. But I don't think you wouldn’t let it work out you seem to be very determined person.

Good luck with everything and I wish the best for you.

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-06-2003, 06:47 AM

Mornming kc!

Thanks Mud... I'm not determined... just stubborn.

Actually my word is golden, I believe you are only as good as your word. I promised to love her for better and worse. Well I'm keeping my word.

**ripsid** · 08-07-2003, 11:43 AM

Originally Posted by BIG TEXAN

Mornming kc!

Thanks Mud... I'm not determined... just stubborn.

Actually my word is golden, I believe you are only as good as your word. I promised to love her for better and worse. Well I'm keeping my word.

Hello from Chile bro's... anyways, stay strong brother! Remember the 1st step to recovery is realizing there's a problem. Keep your head up what you're doing is being a great husband and father. Give her all the help she needs and make sure she knows about how much you love her, that will help when she feels bad. Gotta get back to work,,,,even in Chile I got your back bro!

Stay STRONG!

SID

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-07-2003, 12:03 PM

ripsid! Hey how's it going over there? So ya going to do any "shopping" for me?

You're a good bro... and I won't forget ya. Just do what you have to do there and get your butt back to the states.

Update- did another 75mg of fina today, missed the gym last night, my stepdad had a blow out and I spent all evening running him all over town to get a tire and stuff. Acne is getting under control, gyno lump is still there although it's getting smaller. I'll be out of nolva in 2 days and have no money to buy more so, I will probably just schedule an appointment with my doctor when the wife gets out to get it removed. This sucks cause it hurts like hell and is very sensitive. Oh well, I have insurance and it's supposed to be an in office procedure to remove it. Weight is still at 240.

Quick opinion guys.. I should be off in a week or two and start my clomid therapy. Now with how emotional you usually get while on clomid and with all the crap going on right now, what is ya'lls opinion on getting some prop or more fina and running it at low dosages until my wife gets out and comes home. Once that gets settled I can jump on the clomid. Any suggestions because I don't want to be an emotional wreck around my wife and kids during this time.

**ripsid** · 08-07-2003, 12:10 PM

I'm going shopping tonight at the mall actually where there's a pharmacia

I wonder if I can find a bottle of pepto and fill it with pink ...... you get the point!

flew out tuesday night at 745 got here at like 10 to the hotel, and hit the gym here. Hombre is like do you need help...excuse me??? anyways, even after that flight from hell 14 hours total with little sleep I hit the gym and got a chest and supset leg press and leg exts. It's a nice little gym it's got some DB's, but

I found a Powerhouse Gym not too far from my hotel and I may have to hit it! YEAH!!!! Hard to maintain a diet here between working and getting back to the hotel.
Anyways, I'm going to be right a "Mission Statement" and probably start a thread.
Although I did get bad news last night, I maybe going to Russia in Sept. so I'm curious how to supplement while I'm overthere? F/K! anyways...I'll peek in on you bro, check your emails from time to time if you can.
Keep the kids clear and your mind strong or my little ass'll have to come down there and kick yours!

Stay strong!
SID

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-07-2003, 12:20 PM

No problem Sid, I'm good to go. I got your number (I think) just incase I need a friend to talk to.... not to mention I seem to have the support of all of AR if you were to read my goodbye thread in the Lounge. Just do what you can and get home. Get to go toChile and Russia and you're getting paid for it. Hell I want your job bro.

I love to travel, does suck to be away from the family though, but as long as they understand than it's all good. Be safe and have some fun.

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-08-2003, 06:31 AM

Well another 75mg fina in my left quad. Didn't make it to the gym last night. So tonight I have shoulders and legs, tomorrow chest, bi's, and tri's. I am looking forward to today..... CARB UP DAY!!!! God I need it. Been feeling tired and low energy as of late. Well, more to come so stay posted.

**ColdSore** · 08-09-2003, 09:13 PM

Originally Posted by BIG TEXAN

Well another 75mg fina in my left quad. Didn't make it to the gym last night. So tonight I have shoulders and legs, tomorrow chest, bi's, and tri's. I am looking forward to today..... CARB UP DAY!!!! God I need it. Been feeling tired and low energy as of late. Well, more to come so stay posted.

Big T...helluva job man...i just spent a while reading up and it sounds like life may be starting to give a good man some breaks...as far as your clomid question, how have you reacted to clomid in previous cycles? If i were you i would cut it off now or when your schedueled, it really sounds like your body needs a break and a few more weeks on fina or prop arent gonna give you that much more gains. IMO stick to the game plan and hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-11-2003, 10:48 PM

Weeeeelllll I have never used clomid... just nolva and hcg in prior cycles. I have exactly 2 weeks as of today left of fina. I have een running 75mg ed and have gone toi the gym a few days this past week. I missed today I took the wife in to the hospital today. Walking away and leaving her there has been the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I may try to get to the gym tomorrow to get my mind off of things. I'm sitting here at midnight all alone and must say...... it sux. At least I have my kids and all of you to get me through this. Just please, don't other praying for me..... pray for my wife. I may have to deal with work, the ills, the house and the kids, ut none of it compares to with what she has to deal with right now. Well I'm off to bed guys. I'll post again when I can find some time. Oh yeah I do have some good news! I can see my abs for the first time since I was in the service!

**Austex** · 08-12-2003, 12:51 AM

Hang in there Big Tex and everything will be fine. Hope the care package helps out some, sorry it couldn't be more. Now get your ass to the gym and give em hell!

***BIG TEXAN*** · 08-12-2003, 06:47 AM

I appreciate the goodies bro! I will repay ya somehow.

**ColdSore** · 08-12-2003, 09:07 PM

hey now...im sure the contents of the "care package" is a big secret...but damnit im dieing to know what the hell austex sent you big T...i hope you all feel better knowing that i will loose sleep over this "care package" trying to figure out what it could be composed of.

damn yall....