Big "T"s Cylce.......

[Needtobeswoledup]

Nothing to be embarassed about with the pics... well unless jarrett puts them up on his gay porn site... I guess i'll try ordering from allsport on monday and see how it goes.

[BIG TEXAN]

Gayporn site oh that's comforting to know. I swear if I start getting weird emails I'm coming after Jarrett.

[kc]

Gayporn site oh that's comforting to know. I swear if I start getting weird emails I'm coming after Jarrett.

I'll let you have that one!!!!

[Needtobeswoledup]

Oh and I have a digital cam if you need pics in the future let me know... i go through new braunfels a lot cuz my grandparents live in schertz.

[BIG TEXAN]

Hey Need I may take you up on that offer


kc, dammit woman you know what I meant.

[kc]

i did?

[BIG TEXAN]

Oh you're asking for it now. Ya better watch it, Denver isn't that far away.

[BIG TEXAN]

Ok all (trying to change the suject here, kc) Now that I'm about to start my fina and coming close to the end of my cycle I am deating lowering my carbs and cals to diet down and to lose some of this bf. Any opinions?

[Austex]

From my experience, Fina will actually help burn off some excess fluids/fat and tighten your skin around those new muscles. IMO I'd keep the diet the same, maybe add extra cardio to the program.

[Huge Presser]

Just started the fina big T. I will be going with pretty much the same diet but lesser carbs most likely. I still want to gain weight, but lose some fat as well .
Good luck my friend... and don't let this thread slide TOO much, talking about gay porn and other stupid shit, lol... this thread is more full of jokes then of real info! No just kiddin, great job so far!

Let's get an update on weight...

HP

[TheJuicer]

I have really enjoyed the diary..keep it up..life loves to throw you the curve balls..just role with it bro and life will look up for you someday!!! Keep pumping...and don't worry about the pics so much..almost non of us are Pro-Bodybuilders!@!

[Huge Presser]

Tis true.
The diary kicks shit.
And mathematically speaking, it will certainly break majorpecs record, given that it continues to roll at the amount of posts per day.

HP

[BIG TEXAN]

I could care less if this gets bigger than Major's I just wanted to post damn near every experience that goes along with cycling no matter how personal it gets. I will proably keep my diet the same except lower the carbs just a bit also. Morning cardio is pretty much ouit of the question. With a 4 month old baby I get very little sleep as it is, I don't think I could give up another hour for morning cardio. I may just do 20-30 minutes after my workouts. That kind of cardio has got to be better than no cardio at all, I'm assuming. Now as soon as he starts sleeping all night my ass will be back in the gym at 5am for cardio. Weight as of now is unfortanetly down to 240 even. It's been a bad week with the wife and the daqm car breaking down repeatedly and I'ver been eating like shit but as of Monday it's back to the plan. With Jarrett taking those pics yesterday I've come to realize my bf is worse than I thought. It's not that bad but by my personal standards its horrible. After this cycle I'm dieting and hitting the cardio to shed as much bf as possible before my next cycle.

[BIG TEXAN]

June 30, 2003

Well today I did 200mg test e, 200mg eq, and 75mg fina in my right delt with little to no pain. I can't wait for the fina to kick in! Well I have goten off track with my cycle trying to keep my marriage together and working on our damn cars. All is fixed including the marriage for now. (She's agreed to seek counciling, and pephaps we both will go to a marriage counciler as well). Anyways I am back and ready to kick a whole bunch of ass! I feel sorry for the weights today boys and gals, cause I'm read to throw some iron around. I just wished I could find a parter that can be there at the times I am and that would keep me motivated. I'm doing good on my own but it's nice to have a partner with you. I may change gyms here in town because of a jackass starting shit with me at my gym and it's not worth the hassle of fighting with him, not to mention the membership fees are killing me and the other gym's prices are less than half of what I'm paying now. Weights at 240 as of this morning, if I can handle it with the baby I may work in morning cardio starting next week. I feel like crap for missing the gym for almost an entire week. But that will change, pics will be up as soon as JArrett posts the damn things Remember guys, be gentle cause I bruise easily...

[BIG TEXAN]

The only negative about this cycle that I have is that I believe I hindered my gains by going with low dosages. I kept the test at 400mg and the eq at 400mg the whole run. My next cycle will look similiar to this one except I wil up the dosages to test- 750mg, eq - 600mg, anadrol the first 4 weeks and fina 100mg along with winstrol . I can't afford the winni for this cycle so I'm going to pass on it.

[ripsid]

Bro, I tell you what if I could lift with ya I would! but the travel time between NJ and TExas would be taxing! and not to mention the cost! My 175lb ass would whoop it up for ya! Nothing like yelling at a bro 2x my size to "lift you week ass **sy! My sister has better form than you!" My problem is finding someone who's willing to push it to the max! and workout till you want to vomit!

Right now I'm still F'n Hung from Bachelor party on saturday! SID was rippity pipped! atleast 24 beers 5 shots of Zambuca and many Kamikaze's! I was deffinately waddling around like Ozzy!

SID!

LIFT MAGGET!

[BIG TEXAN]

WIsh I could have been there with ya, sounds like it was a good one. Yeah there's this one guy I'll lift with from time to time and we yell at each other like that. We get people laughing because we'll pump out some serious weight on military bench and people will watch and I'll turn to him after lifting and say real loud "Man am I pussy or what? I should have gotten that for an easy 8 instead of 4 or 5!" We both are gonna get shirts that says "PUSSY" on it for when we lift.

[Juggernaut]

BIG T, great thread bro. I'm very interested in how things are going and how they might turn out, especially with the fina introduction. Sorry you’ve had a run of bad luck here a bit, hope all turns out well. I hear you on the training partner. Mine just ditched me after 2 years. It sucks but I'm a self motivator so I should do fine. I'm hoping to find another but the truly dedicated are hard to find, not to mention one your compatible with.

What's up with the prick at your gym? I can't believe someone's fool enough to give you a hard time. He must be suicidal.

[jarrett]

Gayporn site oh that's comforting to know. I swear if I start getting weird emails I'm coming after Jarrett.

not my fault an investor came with money and an idea of a great site,
thats profiting over 10k a month.. alright BIG TEXAN I'll give you free web access to the site for posing simi bude in that film shoot

[BIG TEXAN]

not my fault an investor came with money and an idea of a great site,
thats profiting over 10k a month.. alright BIG TEXAN I'll give you free web access to the site for posing simi bude in that film shoot

You swore there was no film in the camera!!!!! SO where are da pics bro?

[ripsid]

Hey 1st off I don't need to see pics of you in a Bannana Hamick! You're a bro and all but I have a line that I hope is never crossed!

Oh and who was the guy that said "You're not gay, because you're getting paid for it!???" That wasn't you guys was it?

****Disclaimer- I mean no offense to anyone who is/was/or maybe gay/lesbian. I am not a basher and I believe everyone has a right to choose who they like!******

Now that I got that out of the way, Jarrett you didn't have him posing like a jeans model did you? You guys scare me!

SID

[BIG TEXAN]

You guys scare me!

SID

Not secure enough with your manhood?

Just so everyone here know it dammit! I am only f***ing kidding!!!! I'm as straight as an arrow!

[jarrett]

the pics are up at www.anal-ball-lick.com for anyone intreasted in seeing these wonderful new pictorial additions

[BIG TEXAN]

the pics are up at www.anal-ball-lick.com for anyone intreasted in seeing these wonderful new pictorial additions

That's just wrong ya bastard!

[jarrett]

That's just wrong ya bastard!

enough kidding around

[ripsid]

the pics are up at www.anal-ball-lick.com for anyone intreasted in seeing these wonderful new pictorial additions

That's just wrong bro!!!!!!!!!!! Now I have to explain to all the people walking buy my office why I'm howling in laughter!!!!!!!!!!!

Big T, brother I'm secure enough bro... I just didn't want to condemn you for your website www.anal-ball-lick.com !

HAHAHAHAHAHA LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW THAT'S A KNEE SLAPPER!

SID

[BIG TEXAN]

Personally speaking, I look horrible! I didn't realize I looked that shitty! Damn, I guess the past month of my life turning to shit has really shown through on my appearance. I would never have posted these if I knew I looked that bad!

[BIG TEXAN]

Well I'm pretty disgusted with myself.... I'm f***ing outta here.

[Needtobeswoledup]

Hey man the lighting sucks real bad in that hallway... yall should have gone in the bathroom or something... take some with better lighting i'm sure you'll see a big difference

[TheJuicer]

Bro...damn don't be so hard on yourself!!! I was wishing though for a most muscular and some wheel shots!

[ripsid]

Bro! There's nothing wrong with those pics and you have nothing to be ashamed of! You definately got a big back bro! You're working your balls off and it's paying off! Be proud of it brother!

Now if you were in Tighy Whiteys or a speedo then I'd be worried!

SID

[BIG TEXAN]

I figured the lighting sucks because the pics we took at home shows alot more def. than those! I would have done more but I'm no good at posing and we were in Schlotzky's for christs sake and in a hurry. I'm gonna be hard on myself because it's the only way I know. I'll have to take better pics to somewhat redeem myself. Jarrett I appreciate ya taking them though. I'm just pissed at myself right now.

[BIG TEXAN]

I mean who the hell am I to give advice when I never realized I looked that bad!

[TheJuicer]

I dont Texan..If i didnt know any better I would think that was just Major's pics..haha..You guys have a similar build...at least I think!

[ripsid]

T...I understand the whole hard on yourself thing...(ref my pics! I still can't believe I posted them!!) I love that it's taken years and years of hard work to look this small and shitty! Now that's a f'n Joke!
You have no worries bro! I'm telling you they're not bad at all and you have knowledge man it's obvious, you have great posts! So relax!

SID!

[Huge Presser]

Hey man they're good! I was expecting you to have more bodyfat. Strongpoints are back and bicep.
Weakpoint is definately the chest. You're fucking huge bro!!! Keep pumpin... just think of my 160 pound scrawny ass when you're bitchin about being small !!!

HP

[BIG TEXAN]

Ok I've calmed down some. I need to get some new pics because I do have more definition than is seen in those pics. Yes bf needs work, chest is a weak point but I'll post some different poses in better lighting and you can see a big difference. I will redeem myself dammit!

[BigGreen]

Okay, I'm going to be entirely honest on a few points here. First and foremost, I think we're fairly similar in build. I'm a bit heavier, but it's because I'm a bit fatter (and maybe a tiny bit taller? Not sure). Therefore, each time you reiterate how crappy you look, you're sending the same sentiments my way, in my opinion...so cut it out .

Secondly, I will say I expected a little more thickness from someone with your raw strength. Purely my perception/expectation. This is not to say that you aren't one big and distinctly muscular bastard, but rather that I had crazy expectations given that you move the equivalent of small vehicles in the gym.

Thirdly, and this explains the second point in some more detail as well, I firmly believe these are simply shitty pics. First off, you've chosen a couple of the worst possible poses for someone with your (our) height. On someone over six feet tall, the second you let your arms get away from your sides, you expose a weakness that really can't be corrected on someone of height until many, many years of training (namely the fact that a long trunk makes lats look far more slender than they actually are). On top of that, i can tell in the rear double bi that your posing is not anywhere near what it shoud be. Those pinkies should be damn close to facing the camera on that pose if you want those peaks to pop. Even on the "peak" pose, your pinky is out of place, in my opinion. Try flexing your bicep and then just "play" with your fist, oscillating it on its axis back and forth, and you'll immediately see the tremendous difference pinkie position plays in making your bis look bigger (which is frightening because your bis are already big).

So, in short, I think you're being tough on yourself, but, of greater concern, I think you're being tough on yourself unnecessarily, as these pics don't reflect your true physique...this much is evident simply from the positioning of the poses...i can only imagine what lighting might do.

[BIG TEXAN]

BG, for busting my balls so much, you can be kind with words. I know I'm not the most ripped guy around but I swear from the mountain tops that I have more definition than those pics show. Hell when I'm standing there relaxed you can see remnants of what used to be a six pack not too long ago, and in those pics you can't see anything. I will say one thing about my front double bi shot, notice how close my elbows are to hitting the walls. I too am cursed with long ass arms and legs. As for the poses, I've never really posed before and Jarrett just mentioned a few to do real quick. Hopefully this weekend Needtobeswole can help me take some better shots.


July 1, 2003
Well missed the gym AGAIN last night due to my boy being fussy as all hell, he's teething right now. I will have to hit it hard tonight and combine chest and back into one workout. I did 75mg of fina this morning in my right calf and yes fina shots do not, I repeat do not hurt like test/eq shot did in my calf. I love the fact that I have to stick myself everyday now..... is that a bad thing? Well it's on tonight and thank you guys,( and gal ) for the support. I will admit I am extrememly hard on myself, see I'm the worst case perfectionist that you'll ever meet. I know I'm far from perfect and that's what drives me nuts. Will I ever achieve perfection, hell no. But that's what the battles all about. I didn't mean for my outbursts yesterday, and hopefully didn't alarm anyone by it. Even back when I played sports in school and while I was part of the teams in the Navy I was just as demanding on myself than as I am now. Many of you understand what I mean. Again thank you guys, but I will redeem myself with better photos, as for you BG since we do have very similiar builds (and yes you are a bit taller) what kind of poses do you suggest than to help show off my true physique?

[Juggernaut]

Bro, way, way to hard on yourself. BF does not look bad, hell it's a lot less than what I carry around. Not to mention, concerning the pics, lighting, mood, pump and background make a huge difference. Don’t go beating yourself up over one set of photos.

Bet you anything when you drop the BF and your mid section tapers down .............you’re going to look like a bad mofo. And with your height, please. Your in the middle of a journey don’t start picking it all apart till you get to the end