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05-24-2018, 09:11 AM #1081Productive Member
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Oh she knows mate. I told her everything before we started going out. Nearly brought me to tears.
She knows everything. How else could i explain that some nights when i forgot to take cialis that theres aboslutely no way she was touching me? Or my lack of drive for sex
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05-24-2018, 09:11 AM #1082
Well, the camper is loaded and we are about to hook up. I did go to the gym this morning and did 30 minutes on back and 30 minutes cardio. Looks like push ups and a lot of walking for the next few days, unless I drive back to the gym (40 minutes).
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05-24-2018, 09:17 AM #1083Productive Member
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Aboslutely natural mate. Nobody really agrees with me besides myers who isnt here much. My dad blasted and crusied essentially for 10 years over the course of me being born. I believe that to be the root cause.
Never took any anabolic or drug for that matter. No head injuries. The only injury ive ever sustained is several full thickness burns on my arm from molten plastic but AFAIK shouldnt have any bearing on test.
Testosterone hasnt rid me of all my problems yet but i recall last year repeatedly sitting in my car, almost foaming at the mouth unable to leave until i was sure no one was watching me. I felt ill and anger when people spoke to me or tried to interact.
If i hadnt been placed on test when i did id have been self prescribing cyp by now
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05-24-2018, 09:28 AM #1084
Sucks man, this hard shit shapes us though!
One of those things that’s difficult to identify the root cause, but at least you know what the issue is… Sure it will all fall together mate, just a shame you couldn’t get cyp from the doc you’d be in a much better place by now…
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05-24-2018, 09:36 AM #1085Productive Member
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Apart from that ive had a very cushy life so dont feel too bad for me
Tried clomid before going on test but it was shit.
I would feel better fasted on cyp but i preffered nebido on paper for the stable levels (eventually) and convenience. Also bloods will be once a year.. heh.
Im dying to start hammering test into my arse. I want to feel what its lile to have the testosterone levels of 10 men inside me.
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05-24-2018, 09:48 AM #1089Productive Member
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Is it too late to rephrase that to:
'Injecting testosterone into my glutes'?
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05-24-2018, 10:05 AM #1091Productive Member
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05-24-2018, 10:36 AM #1092Productive Member
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But enough about me.
How are you
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05-24-2018, 10:39 AM #1093
Lol
About the anger stuff you mentioned and withdrawing from others, it's actually common for young people. The hormone issues may just have made it worse. I had lots of anger issues but took it out on lifting and fighting but felt extremely detached from society and many do so at that age, weird times were in that's all.
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How long to go now again ?
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05-24-2018, 12:58 PM #1098
Damn Chinese crap. Brewed my secret mead whose recipe I go told by Olympus gods themselves but couldn't filter it. First filter, broken, vial discarded also. Second one, broken again, and another 20ml vial tossed into the bin. Got pissed, giving it another try tonight.
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I am back and watching....trolling a bit as well..... after sitting in my truck getting paid to watch people work without going to the gym I might want to jump into a comp.
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Just sitting in my truck getting paid to do nothing. Love it. Leave at 5 AM and get home around 6 PM. Things are slowing down and now need to get back at it. A couple of the stupid people got fired so I dont have to stay when I am not needed. No cell data coverage or I would be on via my phone during the day.
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05-25-2018, 06:57 AM #1114
Smashed pull last night...
Tonight I am on push and its going to go like this.
Split Squats super set Bench Press 2x10-12 1x8-10 1x RPS
Standing Over Head Dumbbell Press 3x8-10 1x RPS
Rope Push downs 3x10-12 1x Drop Set
Calve Raises 3x12-15 1x Drop Set
Training is so fun at the moment, even though im 5lbs down in weight i look bigger in the gym because i'm leaner, especially when i'm pumped. my energy levels are high, well-being feels great... Everything feels very well dialled in... My body is happy, for once.
Flat in the pic, this was after waking, had quite a low day yesterday. Going to have a higher day today, just taking each day as it comes. End of the comp i want to be 195 lean.... Its gonna happen.
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05-25-2018, 10:28 AM #1120Productive Member
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Just nair'd my whole upper body today. The stufd is pure shite. Had to shave afterwards and im shit at shaving.
So ive got red bumps everywhere from aggressive shaving and nair. And also lots of hair missed.
Lolol
10 mg of levitra.... off for arms and more cardio tonight.
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