xX Silabolin' s HIT Castle Xx

[Obs]

If i was up for a long nonrisk life i would have stopped BB long time ago.
Im not afraid. Better to live as a lion. My people reaches the 90s all day. Good Viking genes.
But if i stroke so be it. Wife will be ok. I dont leave broke.
Dont be such a pussy bizz.
Instead look forward to feast in Valhalla. Figth, fuck, train and die. Then do it all over the next day. For eternity.

Must be nice. My people all go psychotic by 60. I need to find a grave before then. I am on the right path. I bet I fall to my death before the chemicals do the job.

[hammerheart]

Must be nice. My people all go psychotic by 60. I need to find a grave before then. I am on the right path. I bet I fall to my death before the chemicals do the job.

Just be sure you don't hit the wheelchair first.

I'm with you btw, if I ever make it to 60 I predict to be in a very, very ill shape, so be it.

[Obs]

Just be sure you don't hit the wheelchair first.

I'm with you btw, if I ever make it to 60 I predict to be in a very, very ill shape, so be it.

I wouldnt live in a wheelchair unless I couldnt squeeze a trigger either.

[hollowedzeus]

I wouldnt live in a wheelchair unless I couldnt squeeze a trigger either.

There's still quality of life outside the gym man

[Obs]

There's still quality of life outside the gym man

I know but the bedroom gets tiresome too.

[AR's King Silabolin]

There's still quality of life outside the gym man

We dont like this kind of talk. Its rude.

[Obs]

We dont like this kind of talk. Its rude.

Haahaaa

[AR's King Silabolin]

Haahaaa

Yo obs. Ull be soon a 3000er...any thougths of wishes for your custom title?

[AR's King Silabolin]

How about Sils Rigth Hand....too gay perhaps..

[hollowedzeus]

How about Sils Rigth Hand....too gay perhaps..

Pope trenaddict

[Obs]

Yo obs. Ull be soon a 3000er...any thougths of wishes for your custom title?

How about Sils Rigth Hand....too gay perhaps..

That is pretty gay.
Maybe brokeback ballsack, sounds a little straighter.

[hollowedzeus]

That is pretty gay.
Maybe brokeback ballsack, sounds a little straighter.

Nah wouldn't want any new guys to confuse you for being a tough guy

[AR's King Silabolin]

Nah wouldn't want any new guys to confuse you for being a tough guy

Sils Ballsack...seriously? Man..this is the hardest site i have ever visited to hook up and chat with girls and that title would make it totally impossible for u.

[hammerheart]

Appetite went through the roof, diet is off again.

Why does T hate me?

[Obs]

Appetite went through the roof, diet is off again.

Why does T hate me?

That sucks man

[hollowedzeus]

Just eat nothin but dry chicken that curbs my appetite pretty quick haha

[hammerheart]

That sucks man

I'm obv using AI but the increased Test isn't helping, less energy, poor strenght, more fatigue, demotivated, etc

I will try to endure this shit anyway to see if improves over time.

Just eat nothin but dry chicken that curbs my appetite pretty quick haha

How much chicken? I usually have 1lb servings, moist cooked with sweet potates, radicchio and olive oil.

[hollowedzeus]

I'm obv using AI but the increased Test isn't helping, less energy, poor strenght, more fatigue, demotivated, etc

I will try to endure this shit anyway to see if improves over time.

How much chicken? I usually have 1lb servings, moist cooked with sweet potates, radicchio and olive oil.

First portion of my cut I would just take 500-600g of dry chicken to work. Let me tell you. If that doesn't make you not want to eat then I don't know what will.

I never used to put any sauc3 or have anything at all with it. Just ate this disgusting meal with my fingers haha. Cooked in the oven for extra dryness

[hammerheart]

First portion of my cut I would just take 500-600g of dry chicken to work. Let me tell you. If that doesn't make you not want to eat then I don't know what will.

I never used to put any sauc3 or have anything at all with it. Just ate this disgusting meal with my fingers haha. Cooked in the oven for extra dryness

It doesn't.

[hollowedzeus]

It doesn't.

Have you ever tried keto? I know you said yoy enjoy higher fats. Once fully adapted the hunger is significantly less

[hammerheart]

Your frying pan looks pretty cool. Just saying

Just bought a larger grill pan of the same line eheh

Have you ever tried keto? I know you said yoy enjoy higher fats. Once fully adapted the hunger is significantly less

Hmmm I recall you already asked this question?

Anyway, avoiding refined starch and simple sugars is enough for me. I don't feel I can stand keto both mentally and physically, I'm too stressed at baseline already. I could kill someone

Plus I'm soft and flat as mud (another side of Test) and keto can only make it worse.

[hollowedzeus]

Just bought a larger grill pan of the same line eheh

Hmmm I recall you already asked this question?

Anyway, avoiding refined starch and simple sugars is enough for me. I don't feel I can stand keto both mentally and physically, I'm too stressed at baseline already. I could kill someone

Plus I'm soft and flat as mud (another side of Test) and keto can only make it worse.

Niiiiice and aw sorry my brain is mud. You can look at it that way or you can look at it like you won't change if you go to keto? I would tell people to give it a try as I am a massive fan of it with weekly refeeds.

On the mental side I don't know how it affects me. I've been using ephedra and yohimbine alot recently which makes me very withdrawn and secluded. So that seems to overpower the keto

[hammerheart]

On the mental side I don't know how it affects me. I've been using ephedra and yohimbine alot recently which makes me very withdrawn and secluded. So that seems to overpower the keto

Be sure you don't get an habit with those. Occasional use might be fine, chronic abuse is not.

[BG]

I'm obv using AI .

I might try a different brand or even compound.

[hammerheart]

I might try a different brand or even compound.

It's pharma grade, exemestane makes me feel even worse.

It's like I have some sort of estrogen addiction, when I get it in check I feel worse, it has always been this way since starting TRT.

Perhaps I should seek sex reassignment instead.

[hollowedzeus]

It's pharma grade, exemestane makes me feel even worse.

It's like I have some sort of estrogen addiction, when I get it in check I feel worse, it has always been this way since starting TRT.

Perhaps I should seek sex reassignment instead.

Not everyone is the kind of 'normal' that most people are. Maybe you can be healthy and happy with a higher estrogen that may make me suicidal and want to kill others?

[hammerheart]

Not everyone is the kind of 'normal' that most people are. Maybe you can be healthy and happy with a higher estrogen that may make me suicidal and want to kill others?

Healthier not for sure; happier well I'd say just less bad than usual.

I will let this be and hope to stabilize, maybe I just need some time to adjust, what's important is to get levels as steady as possible and not to overdose AI.

What's curious is I'm lacking the obvious signs of androgens - facial hair is not growing, no balls sweat, no body odour, no nothing, unless I stack masteron (but I get sick from that, go figure) - probably the high E2 of late down-regulated the AR (again).


It's like there is no escape, I feel lousy anyway I configure my TRT

[AR's King Silabolin]

Got distracted at the gym today guys. Girl, 20, short, but breasts like Samanta Fox and ass like Major Laser ( or wtf her name is). Black raven hair to her ass.
Girls like that should be suspended for rudness.
Pump went from my biz to another place.
Fuxx her..all fakin nigth!!!!

Yeah....nebido is working

[hammerheart]

At least that counts as cardio.

[hollowedzeus]

Healthier not for sure; happier well I'd say just less bad than usual.

I will let this be and hope to stabilize, maybe I just need some time to adjust, what's important is to get levels as steady as possible and not to overdose AI.

What's curious is I'm lacking the obvious signs of androgens - facial hair is not growing, no balls sweat, no body odour, no nothing, unless I stack masteron (but I get sick from that, go figure) - probably the high E2 of late down-regulated the AR (again).

It's like there is no escape, I feel lousy anyway I configure my TRT

Is there any medical cure to this problem or is the best case scenario life long treatment? Because that doesn't sound great

[hammerheart]

Is there any medical cure to this problem or is the best case scenario life long treatment? Because that doesn't sound great

A medical cure would imply a pathological problem. I got none. Well I have thyroiditis but I don't consider that a medical issue either.

It's just... you know, me. It has not always been this way so shit is reversible, in fact at multiple points I got my beard grow steadily again.

My TRT is here to stay, I cannot go back at this point, but I can manipulate the factors at play to make things work.


As a last resort, I can drop the T for Tren , I respond greatly to it and it's almost sideless (at moderate doses) comparing to testosterone , I'd just need to add anything aromatizable, could be low dose deca or a tad of dbol /eq.

[hollowedzeus]

A medical cure would imply a pathological problem. I got none. Well I have thyroiditis but I don't consider that a medical issue either.

It's just... you know, me. It has not always been this way so shit is reversible, in fact at multiple points I got my beard grow steadily again.

My TRT is here to stay, I cannot go back at this point, but I can manipulate the factors at play to make things work.

As a last resort, I can drop the T for Tren, I respond greatly to it and it's almost sideless (at moderate doses) comparing to testosterone, I'd just need to add anything aromatizable, could be low dose deca or a tad of dbol/eq.

Lord help you man. Some people get dealt a shit hand.

I sometimes wonder if I have some minor testosterone issues as I have 0 sex drive and my dad used steroids continuously blasting for over a decade and also when I was conceived.

Would the best course of action just to see a gp in your opinion? As you seem to be well versed in these things biz

Thanks

[hammerheart]

Lord help you man. Some people get dealt a shit hand.

I sometimes wonder if I have some minor testosterone issues as I have 0 sex drive and my dad used steroids continuously blasting for over a decade and also when I was conceived.

Would the best course of action just to see a gp in your opinion? As you seem to be well versed in these things biz

Thanks

I doubt your father AAS has anything to do with it. Virilization starts in the womb, and your mothers T levels matters there

Maybe the keto diet is taking a toll on your T? Perhaps your thyroid also.... were myself otherwise healthy I would have pulled a full thyroid panel before engaging keto or even low carb. Of course Test also.

Ever pulled your T levels?


ps. I'm a cursed PAGAN I can only help myself

[hollowedzeus]

I doubt your father AAS has anything to do with it. Virilization starts in the uterus, and your mothers T levels matters there

Maybe the keto diet is taking a toll on your T? Perhaps your thyroid also.... were myself otherwise healthy I would have pulled a full thyroid panel before engaging keto or even low carb. Of course Test also.

Ever pulled your T levels?

Keto is a recent thing for me I've felt like this for a while. I can only assume that it doesn't help.

I'll be completely honest I've been to the doctors about twice in my life and that was because I had a molten plastic bag burning through my arm haha.

Other than that I've never had any sorts of tests for anything whatsoever

[hollowedzeus]

Would I have to go through a private lab or do you think a gp would be happy to do thyroid and test?

[hammerheart]

Would I have to go through a private lab or do you think a gp would be happy to do thyroid and test?

I can see your in UK, if you can get them prescribed via your GP, it costs nothing to ask. You just need to be assertive when dealing with public health docs, I know shit is very thight with the NHS so the matter with prescriptions is rather economical. Just defend your rights.

As for thyroid, basic tests include TSH, FT4, FT3.

Be sure to get Total and Free T as a minimum. A full panel would include FSH, LH, PRL, and E2.

[hollowedzeus]

I can see your in UK, if you can get them prescribed via your GP, it costs nothing to ask. You just need to be assertive when dealing with public health docs, I know shit is very thight with the NHS so the matter with prescriptions is rather economical. Just defend your rights.

As for thyroid, basic tests include TSH, FT4, FT3.

Be sure to get Total and Free T as a minimum. A full panel would include FSH, LH, PRL, and E2.

Thank you for your help I appreciate it. Is there any buzzwords or such I would have to say to get them to run a panel?

[hammerheart]

Thank you for your help I appreciate it. Is there any buzzwords or such I would have to say to get them to run a panel?

If you ask for panels you don't know what you get rather ask to get your thyroid checked, maybe tell the doc you have relatives with hypothyroidism and as for Test just be frank about low libido.

[hollowedzeus]

If you ask for panels you don't know what you get rather ask to get your thyroid checked, maybe tell the doc you have relatives with hypothyroidism and as for Test just be frank about low libido.

I will most certainly get that checked out. Thanks for all your help!

[hammerheart]

Your welcome.