Live for the moment - A teenage Zeus' bodybuilding journey

[hollowedzeus]

can of monster + 10mg levitra

off for chest lads

[hollowedzeus]

New trt protocol 25mg clomid eod and an ai......

Fml

Retest in a months time

[hollowedzeus]

Felt extremely strong last night, pump was incredible. Was told 'i must be on something'

Levitra was a lovely preworkout

[marcus300]

New trt protocol 25mg clomid eod and an ai......

Fml

Retest in a months time

Is this your protocol from your endo now>

[hollowedzeus]

Is this your protocol from your endo now>

Yes. He wants to lower testosterone and estrogen. He reckons ill feel better by halfing clomid and adding arimidex

He said hes trying clomid again due to my age

[hollowedzeus]

Great, have been wrote an arimidex script none for for clomid.... looks like ill need to get the research shit out unless he will write me another lol. Only got 16 days left of it

[hollowedzeus]

My ai dose is 0.25mg 3 times per week... seems high

[hammerheart]

My ai dose is 0.25mg 3 times per week... seems high

That would be enough for a blast dose of Test...

[hollowedzeus]

That would be enough for a blast dose of Test...

Yep.... might do 0.25 twice a week

[hollowedzeus]

Killed arms today. 2 forced reps and 2 negs on every exercise. Fuckin crushed them. They are painful already.
Had debilitating forearm pump and looked super yoked. 88kg this morning

Back on clomid. But feeling pretty shit, very groggy and unsociable.
Cant wait to see this adex crush my e2.

[MuscleScience]

Yes. He wants to lower testosterone and estrogen. He reckons ill feel better by halfing clomid and adding arimidex

He said hes trying clomid again due to my age

I’m sorry you have to deal with all that. Same thing I went through when I first started having problems in my early 20’s. To be fair though, I always resisted being in TRT even until recently as I just can’t handle being on something like that for life.

[hollowedzeus]

I’m sorry you have to deal with all that. Same thing I went through when I first started having problems in my early 20’s. To be fair though, I always resisted being in TRT even until recently as I just can’t handle being on something like that for life.

Life cant be taken for granted, it can end at any point.

Id rather live until that moment knowing that i squeezed everything out of life. If that means sticking my arse with test then im more than happy to do it, excited even.

Ive actually got s girlfriend right now who wants to have regular sex with me. So i need to make damn sure i have 20mg cialis in my system and that she thinks i want to do it to....

Thats not something someone my age should be going through... im fairly embarrassed about it and i couldnt imagine friends finding out thats whst i have to do... relying on erectile dysfunction medication to get a hard on...

I have a type one diabetic friend my age whom i often compare to... he pins 5 sometimes more times per day... everyday.

I will be pinning once every 10 weeks or 3.5days if im on hcg .

Absolutely believe im making tbe right decision, consequences be damned. Though id be lying if i said a sliver of doubt didnt cross my mind every now and then.

Should privately not give me what i want. I will pin testosterone and go to the nhs with a shut down hpta and see what they will do.

[hollowedzeus]

running out of clomid.... doc better get back soon....


pullback week starting tonight, been slacking on cardio going to need to add back in. healthy heart healthy brain right?

gonna hit legs with a gvt type of approach tonight, never done it before so we will see how that goes. the gym better not be busy or im going to flip my shit tonight. dont feel any different being on adex. debating on what dosage to use.
didnt take a full 0.25mg dose last time i dont think. tried to split the wee tablet and the fucker smashed so ive got 2 big pieces and a small piece and another piece that left a fragment.... i took the fragment lol. take a big piece tonight.

checked out the wee leaflet inside the box, vaginal bleeding and dryness occurs in one out of 10 people that use this, how many have been affected on here? and how worried should i be?

[marcus300]

Life cant be taken for granted, it can end at any point.

Id rather live until that moment knowing that i squeezed everything out of life. If that means sticking my arse with test then im more than happy to do it, excited even.

Ive actually got s girlfriend right now who wants to have regular sex with me. So i need to make damn sure i have 20mg cialis in my system and that she thinks i want to do it to....

Thats not something someone my age should be going through... im fairly embarrassed about it and i couldnt imagine friends finding out thats whst i have to do... relying on erectile dysfunction medication to get a hard on...

I have a type one diabetic friend my age whom i often compare to... he pins 5 sometimes more times per day... everyday.

I will be pinning once every 10 weeks or 3.5days if im on hcg .

Absolutely believe im making tbe right decision, consequences be damned. Though id be lying if i said a sliver of doubt didnt cross my mind every now and then.

Should privately not give me what i want. I will pin testosterone and go to the nhs with a shut down hpta and see what they will do.

Understand because have many friends and clients over the yrs in the same position, but you do need to understand some certain things but credit were its due on your transformation is remarkable and it doesn't represent someone with low T but I know it can be on a different mental zone other than muscle tissue being built

[hollowedzeus]

Understand because have many friends and clients over the yrs in the same position, but you do need to understand some certain things but credit were its due on your transformation is remarkable and it doesn't represent someone with low T but I know it can be on a different mental zone other than muscle tissue being built

youve definetly provoked some thought with chatting the last couple of days. im going to ride it out but youre defiently right. i dont look the part.

funny, i dressed to look totie when i went to see my doc, didnt want any excuse for him to say no lol

[marcus300]

youve definetly provoked some thought with chatting the last couple of days. im going to ride it out but youre defiently right. i dont look the part.

funny, i dressed to look totie when i went to see my doc, didnt want any excuse for him to say no lol

Your doing fuking great and much respect for your maturity and dedication to this sport, I do think your a special case on many things and I will love seeing this all evolve

[hollowedzeus]

Workout didnt go to plan.
Ended up doing
5x10 of working sets for every exercise
Back squat
Prone leg curl
Leg extention
Standing calf raises

[hollowedzeus]

may make it for a lightish shoulder session today, off work for a change

[hollowedzeus]

Not going good tonight. Sweating through all my shirts.

Hopefully tomorrow brings me a clearer head. Enough of this shite

[hollowedzeus]

Winter is here, clocks when back last night. Darkness by 6pm already... love it

[Obs]

Your doing fuking great and much respect for your maturity and dedication to this sport, I do think your a special case on many things and I will love seeing this all evolve

Oh yes... He is a special case...

[Obs]

Winter is here, clocks when back last night. Darkness by 6pm already... love it

Lets not be a pervert.

[hollowedzeus]

Lets not be a pervert.

Winter is my jam. Is there a better setting to be special?

Theres something i love about it being below freezing, dry night with no clouds and being out a walk.

You want to take me out on a date obs.... thats how you do it

[Gallowmere]

Winter is here, clocks when back last night. Darkness by 6pm already... love it

I was wondering wtf you were on about, as our DST changes this coming Sunday.

Then I realized that I may be geographically retarded.

[hollowedzeus]

I was wondering wtf you were on about, as our DST changes this coming Sunday.

Then I realized that I may be geographically retarded.

Lol i dont know why we do it but once a year you get told 'clocks going forward' or 'clocks going backwards ' lol.

Seems silly. Always have anxiety the day after about whos on what timezone....

Funny... someone arrived at my work an hour too eary for an interview yesterday because he forgot to change his watch hahhaha

[tarmyg]

I may be geographically retarded.

Ops, wrong place for comment. My apologies Gallowmere!

[hollowedzeus]

New +10kg on my old pr of decline bench (for my pussy shoulders).

Hit the 100kg milestone. Finally joined the club.

Got it for 5 reps. No preworkout or really amped up and ive been eating shit this week.

Am happy

[MuscleScience]

How’s your workouts been Zues?

[hollowedzeus]

How’s your workouts been Zues?

Its going mostly good thanks for asking.

Still hammering away at hit trying to push further into hell each session.

Much prefer it when i have a spotter so i can get forced and negative reps. If not i have to make do with cheats and dropsets.

Ive not eaten enough this last couple of weeks, unacceptable. In the process of being rectified.

Currently on a pullback from hit and am just training like i used to... 8-12 reps on things without going to failure.

Feeling a bit bigger at the moment. Unsure of if being on clomid has anything to do with it. I certainly lost bodyfat without losing weight when i started it.

Need to get my head in gear if i want to be a massive freak.

Ill get there .. i will

[hollowedzeus]

Strength is up. Training feels good.

The halo seems to be kicking in

[hollowedzeus]

Sitting at just under 90kg this morning. Weight is spiking quickly...

Need to up my cardio to control the fat gain.

[hollowedzeus]

Also switched from resesrch cialis to ugl. Hopefully my skin calms doen.... doesnt look good and is itchy af

[hollowedzeus]

Last day of pullback. Itching to be back in action.

No stopping because it hurts.

[hollowedzeus]

Arms went good, strong, big.

Bicep endurance was down tho.


Im wondering id there is a correlation between adex/low e2 and heart burn. Its been pretty bad everyday in the evening. No doubt my e2 is crashed so that might be it

[hollowedzeus]

Back to eating shit today. What is wrong with me. I know i shoulf be doing it as i do it

[hollowedzeus]

First day back into hit. Loading up on stims. This is going to be a good one

[hollowedzeus]

Food will be getting posted up now.

Ive cleared my head. Im on it guys.

Road to marcus has begun..


Also loaded with the cold and am having difficulties getting hard even with cialis so thst always a plus...

EC this morning to pick me up

[hollowedzeus]

850g chicken
750g rice
200g oats
Appetite was killed bc of ephedrine this morning. Fuck me that was a slog n a half

[hollowedzeus]

Going to back down on my docs ai dose.... i think its causing me problems.

Hopefully get to go train shoulders later. Dont think ill have a spotter so i cant do db shoulder press.... raging.. i want to press the 40kg dumbells by the end of this bulk.

[hollowedzeus]

25mg ephedrine 200mg caffeine this morning. Got things to do and im still bunged up.

My boobie flair up is coming along nicely. Got some more last night it feels. Fuck this clomid. Im fuckin sick of it.

Chest tonight. Pretty excited. Again no spotter so no forced negs or dumbells.... i would also like to hit 50kg dumbell press at the end of the bulk for chest.