Live for the moment - A teenage Zeus' bodybuilding journey

[hollowedzeus]

Instead of cardio i got a subway instead. Got held back in work...

Forgive me zyzz xx

[hollowedzeus]

Back and forearms 45mins

D ring lat pulldown
2ws 109 and 90kg rest pause

Incline dumbell row
1ws 46kg rest pause (bit iffy on mind muscle connection on this one)

Bent over row
2ws 110kg rest pause

Dy deadlifts
3ws 150 nd 160kg for 8 reps (piece of piss. Wide as a barn door)

Wrist curls

Good, but not great.... despite the dmaa hit beforehand.

Very pleased and proud of where i am atm. Big difference from aprils comp beginnimg pictures. Must have 10 or more (probably more) pounds of muscle on my frame since then.

Full steam ahead. Let get fuckin hayoooooge. Turn some heads.

[hollowedzeus]

Heartburn from adex is killing me
. Spent way more on gavascon than i have on trt.

Possible blood pressure issues. Im getting pins and needles instantly if i rest my arms on things. Was bad last night. Rested it on an arm rest and fingers were getting numb...

Stims also seem to either lower my bp or stay the same... except ephedrine.
Gave clen low dose a go last week and it also kept it in the 100/45 range

[hammerheart]

Heartburn from adex is killing me
. Spent way more on gavascon than i have on trt.

Possible blood pressure issues. Im getting pins and needles instantly if i rest my arms on things. Was bad last night. Rested it on an arm rest and fingers were getting numb...

Stims also seem to either lower my bp or stay the same... except ephedrine.
Gave clen low dose a go last week and it also kept it in the 100/45 range

The hand shakes, heartburn and paresthesias are all related together and due to a CNS going haywire, it's the very nerves failing to convey appropriate signaling, I have to warn you that the more this status linger the longer it will take to recover.

[hollowedzeus]

The hand shakes, heartburn and paresthesias are all related together and due to a CNS going haywire, it's the very nerves failing to convey appropriate signaling, I have to warn you that the more this status linger the longer it will take to recover.

Great... i wonder if perhaps aromasin would be a bit more gentle on the system.... adex seems pretty heavy.
I might delay my bloods a week or two because ive barely been taking my clomid or ai.
Clomid does jizz all for me.
Adex makes me feel ill.

Cialis is working again thankfully though. Tht was a scary week or so.... i feel like it happened when i took my ai on the dosing that he reccommended..

I just want to accelerate this process. Girlfriend has noticed my nipples looking gyno like now aswell. Going to order raloxifene and tell my doc about it. If he doesnt do anything effectice i will begin treatment myself.

Also on the verge of ordering prop aswell.

[hollowedzeus]

To clarify... i will tell my doc about gyno not about ralox

[hammerheart]

I don't honestly understand why the endo scripted AI and halved the clomid, latter move was probably enough.

You should be also frank about the way you reacted to AI, that you discontinued it then pulled bloods on clomid alone.

Test P is not going to be friendly with gyno...

[hollowedzeus]

I don't honestly understand why the endo scripted AI and halved the clomid, latter move was probably enough.

You should be also frank about the way you reacted to AI, that you discontinued it then pulled bloods on clomid alone.

Test P is not going to be friendly with gyno...

Who knows...

Mm ill probably keep tht to myself. I dont want to give him any reason to make me do clomid again... ill jist figure out my own ai dose... ill take the pharam grade adex lol.

Yeah i know... ill sort it out

Ran 20mcg of clen today again. Somewhat staves off tbe irritability. It also makes me a fucking beast at the knife game from the second alien film.
It feels like a slow release ephedrine.

Workout was a shambles tonight. Wasnt hit at all. Just kinda left as it was a waste of time

Also elbows and wrists killed today

[hollowedzeus]

Pretty zapped again today. Lots of work to do.

Hopefully legs later with the right mindset.

Around 201/202lbs atm

[hollowedzeus]

I was green in the face sticking my lunch in the tub this morning because i put so much in.... i devoured it and am hungry again... resisting buying junk. Will just eat big when i get home.

[hollowedzeus]

Will be switching protein source soon. Its gonna be fish or mince. Not decided yet.

[hollowedzeus]

Legs tonight.... fell asleep last night. Getting 12 hour sleeps and im still crashing and falling about the place sleepy.

Feel a bit panicky today. Bp is up 30mmHg on both numbers from the usual. Can feel it pulsing in my head.

Also accidently took 0.5mg of arimidex last night.... i say accidently..... i fucked up cutting the tab then i thought fuck it and just took the smashed up bit.

Got a few clomid scripts to pull so ill probably go get them at some point. Cant pass up on pharma ancillaries even if theyre shite.

Going to book my blood test tomorrow for a couple of weeks away.

I swear to god if im put on clomid again im just doing it myself... ill go crying to the nhs with 1nmol/l total test in a couple of years or something

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[Obs]

Legs tonight.... fell asleep last night. Getting 12 hour sleeps and im still crashing and falling about the place sleepy.

Feel a bit panicky today. Bp is up 30mmHg on both numbers from the usual. Can feel it pulsing in my head.

Also accidently took 0.5mg of arimidex last night.... i say accidently..... i fucked up cutting the tab then i thought fuck it and just took the smashed up bit.

Got a few clomid scripts to pull so ill probably go get them at some point. Cant pass up on pharma ancillaries even if theyre shite.

Going to book my blood test tomorrow for a couple of weeks away.

I swear to god if im put on clomid again im just doing it myself... ill go crying to the nhs with 1nmol/l total test in a couple of years or something

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I would do it myself anyway but thats obvious. Perfect excuse to blast nd cruise with test, tren , deca , hgh, and slin.

[hollowedzeus]

I would do it myself anyway but thats obvious. Perfect excuse to blast nd cruise with test, tren, deca, hgh, and slin.

Obviously thats in my head aswell. Id be lying if i said it wasnt.

But i do have an issue and would like a consistent soloution to it without relying on the underground.

Like its not illegal here but id rather pharmaceutical grade for the rest of my life rather than guessing every few months.

50-60 years is a long ass time to blast and cruise. It terrifies me to think im going to be jagging my arse till i die.... if didnt have the issues i have, im not sure i could take the plunge like you see other guys my age post...

'Im 20 years old and bodybuilding is my life. Future pro. Wanna blast nd cruise. How much tren for my first blast?'

[hollowedzeus]

Ordered melatonin yesterday.

Im waking up every morning more and more exausted... sleep quality is obviously low.

Perhaps it will help

[hollowedzeus]

https://youtu.be/du-TY1GUFGk

[hollowedzeus]

Shoulders 30 mins

Hammer strength shoulder press
2 ws 150kg forced reps and 130kg forced negs

Lateral raise
2 ws 18kg drop halves

Bent over reverse fly
2ws 18kg drop

Front raise
2ws 25kg

Shrugs
2ws

Abs

Went a bit too heavy on shoulder press 150kg... had to rely on spotter. 145 would hve been perfect i think.
All in all workout was superb. Felt like superman.
10mg cialis 25mg ephedrine nd 200mg caffeine....

Delts are starting to pop with that 3d look...

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[Obs]

Obviously thats in my head aswell. Id be lying if i said it wasnt.

But i do have an issue and would like a consistent soloution to it without relying on the underground.

Like its not illegal here but id rather pharmaceutical grade for the rest of my life rather than guessing every few months.

50-60 years is a long ass time to blast and cruise. It terrifies me to think im going to be jagging my arse till i die.... if didnt have the issues i have, im not sure i could take the plunge like you see other guys my age post...

'Im 20 years old and bodybuilding is my life. Future pro. Wanna blast nd cruise. How much tren for my first blast?'

You are doing it the right way. You are the good example I use telling these guys to be smart.

[Obs]

Read post 31 in this thread
New guy looking for instant gratification advice
I am hoping I can make a thread about you as an example to younger guys, with links to your threads along your jouney. I won't do it without your permission though.

[hollowedzeus]

Read post 31 in this thread
New guy looking for instant gratification advice
I am hoping I can make a thread about you as an example to younger guys, with links to your threads along your jouney. I won't do it without your permission though.

Not a problem with me lol anything to boost my ego is A-okay with me.

Ive made tremendous progress since april but i feel like ive done nothing but post downhearted posts and sob stories haha.

I dont doccument absolutely everything remember. Im not on the bodybuilding clock 24/7. Sometimes life gets in the way. Ive been out for dinner far too much lately and ive relied on weight gainer shakes a few times because i couldnt stomach the food in the time i had.

Im truely flattered, make the thread. No problem mate

[hollowedzeus]

Resting heart rate is around 100 atm... need to lay off the stims.

Got lots of work due and i need to be awake and productive.

After it im gonna resensitize with a couple of weeks no stims

[hollowedzeus]

Chest 35 mins

Hammer chest press
1ws 160kg drop

Fly machine
2ws 130kg rest pause

High to low pulley flies
2 ws rest pause

Incline press
2 ws drop set

Some shoulder pain tonight. Lots of cracking and popping when rotating my left shoulder.

Other than that... superb. Strength increased again. Watch dorians chest blood and guts before i went. Id kill to have someone shout at me the way he got shouted at.

[Obs]

Aren't a God? Be Zeus. 25 and under read
Done buddy.
If you don't like something about it I can change it.

[hollowedzeus]

Aren't a God? Be Zeus. 25 and under read
Done buddy.
If you don't like something about it I can change it.

Really well written and conveys your point. Like it .

Hope i can show some sort of example to younger guys

Thanks for the confidence in me

[hollowedzeus]

Oh yeah and the last couple of lines are fucking awesome mate. Love that!

[Obs]

I appreciate you. Not many like you in the world.

[hollowedzeus]

You only see me in my best moments

Appreciate it all the same. Made my night.

[Obs]

By that I meant not many are similar. Er'ybudy like zeus.

[hammerheart]

Get a room you two... after he's finished with me lol

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[hollowedzeus]

Guys dont fight over me!

You can both marry me

[hollowedzeus]

https://youtu.be/386GACcAmJc

[hollowedzeus]

Legs are in agony 3 days later. Mobility is an issue atm.

No training today. Been drafted into work.

Itching to go hit back

[marcus300]

Legs are in agony 3 days later. Mobility is an issue atm.

No training today. Been drafted into work.

Itching to go hit back

Sounds good

you must of pushed beyond your capabilities for new growth

[hollowedzeus]

Sounds good

you must of pushed beyond your capabilities for new growth

Arms the day before was a write off..

That pissed me off.

Usually do squats first but subbed it in for hack squats close stance and leg press close stance.

Destroyed something

[hollowedzeus]

No training again. Legs ache

[hollowedzeus]

Nothing big to report today...

I might try and squeeze a 4 mile run in later after work.

Bloodwork on wed. Been sorta frontloading ai bc i missed it for a while.... stupid but hope it works

[hollowedzeus]

Legs have finally repaired. Thank fuck for that.

Going to be hitting back tonight cant wait to do some damage.

[hollowedzeus]

Was irate as fuck today. Getting lost driving about because a road closure topped it off. Screaming and shouting at diversion signs that sent me backwords and forwards between them.

Back was shit today. No oomph. Leave it at that

[hollowedzeus]

Should manage arms later on today.

Fell asleep twice before actually going to bed yesterday. Im a walking zombie atm despite getting lots of sleep.

I am also worrying about something that i cant put my finger on. Im spending time sitting with a gut wrenching feeling something is drastically wrong but i cant figure out whats causing it...

[hollowedzeus]

Arms 40 minutes

Tricep rope pulldown
2 ws 80kg forced negs

French press
2ws 45 and 40kg forced negs

Dumbell skull crushers
2ws 16 and 14 kg drop

Wide bicep curl
2 ws 45kg forced negs

Close bicep curl
2 ws 45lg forced and drop

Preacher machine
43kg forced negs

Absolutely melted them. Fried.

Shoulders are sore tho